Yes!!!
Yes! Yes! This is exactly the one! Thank you!
I drew something similar for my character. Even writing about him makes me all teary-eyed because before he goes into this mission, he is but a mere soldier, and the sad thing is, he falls head over heels in love with a girl who made him a man. He is but a minor character in my story but he still shakes me up inside.
Thanks for the links!