...☝...that thought is...weirding my out...in a weird sort of way...
i just did the whole mouthing thing again today while i was at a restaurant with three of the women i teach english to, and my friend who teaches with me. i was about to put noodles in my mouth with my chopsticks, and i was like, "ramen, ra-MEIN..." because i was comparing in my head the Japanese and Chinese pronunciations...


i always mouth things to help me understand it, and i was doing it in the middle of a fancy restaurant with three people i'm supposed to be respected by...


i really am quite strange...
people tell me to be quiet, too...

i wave my arms a lot when i talk...heh...
erm...i headbang to Dir en grey in the middle of math class...and i sing along to the guitar solos...and when i'm singing diru, i always make (or at least try to) the weird voices and such that kyo does...no wonder people think i'm strange...it's because i'm sitting next to them going, 'please come to the last gasp with me, MY PLEASUUUUUUUUURE!!'

and to think i couldn't figure it out for the longest time...
i have random days that i call 'interpretive dance day'...it's basically just a day when i'm feeling like dancing. so i'll ask someoen if i can borrow a pencil, and they'll hand me one, and i'll start dancing oddly and say, 'this is my 'thank you for the pencil, i love you' dance'.

i do it so often that i don't get weird looks anymore...
yes, they are all just jealous because we are so awesome...
