Okay, I feel fairly qualified to respond to this thread, as it's an issue that hits pretty close to home for me. Let me address each of your points one by one.
GoldCoinLover said:
I want to be a translator in Japan. I know this is not easy, but I really have a love for foreign languages, and honestly, I know I can do it.
First of all, if you really feel that you've found your "calling", and you have a true passion for pursuing this career path, then congratulations. That already puts you ahead of a whole bunch of people who have long since abandoned their dreams and resigned themselves to a career in something they really have no interest in, because they simply need to pay the bills.
GoldCoinLover said:
Maybe it's true that japanese prefer people whos native language is japanese instead of english, but it would be cool if I could translate japanese video games to english, or some other job.
This (your first statement) isn't the case. Anyone who knows anything about translation is going to want a translation done by a native speaker of the target language (i.e. English, in the case of a Japanese video game being translated into English), so you can rest assured on this point.
GoldCoinLover said:
I was wondering if universities offer degrees in japanese or foreign languages?
They absolutely do.
But the answer to the real question here, unfortunately, can be found in
this thread. In other words, getting a degree in Japanese does not guarantee you that you will attain the level of proficiency that you're looking for.
GoldCoinLover said:
I know alot of spanish and a okay amount of japanese.
Please don't take offense at this, but your Japanese at its current level is
far below where it needs to be if you want to be a professional translator. Of course, this doesn't mean that you'll never achieve that level -- it just means that you have a long and difficult road ahead of you. But you can take heart in the fact that other people have followed this path before and done pretty well. (You're actually younger than I was when I started studying Japanese -- I was 19 and in my second year of university -- and I know people who started even later. There's no reason why you can't do what we've done.)
GoldCoinLover said:
I know that japan sometimes have bad attitudes towards gaijin, but I love japan. I am tired of american and bush. I can't wait to get my degree.
Don't worry so much about the Japanese who may have bad attitudes. You'll find plenty who have good attitudes, and I think you'll find that if you stick with your study of language and culture you'll make many valuable friends in the process.
You may find your "love" for Japan changing form as you come to learn more of the language and experience more of the culture, but in the end I think it will evolve into something deeper than what you have at this point. The important point is to keep an open mind.
GoldCoinLover said:
So I don't really want to hear people say "There's impossible, you cant do it" I know I can if I try hard enough. I just want to know the hard ships of it.
It's not impossible. I know this because I (and friends of mine) have done it. The hardest part of it is staying with it over time, and not giving up. (or is this the easy part?)
GoldCoinLover said:
The problem is probably for me at least, understand particles better and writing japanese. (not typing it)
If you'll allow me a candid assessment, your biggest hurdles (I'm calling them 'hurdles' and not 'problems' because the idea is that they can be overcome with effort) from this point are going to be:
1) understanding Japanese better (not just "particles", although that's a big part of it, especially in the first year or two of your studies, before you've internalized basic Japanese sentence structure); to state the obvious, this is a pretty big hurdle.
2) writing better English; no matter how well you understand the original Japanese, if you can't render what you've read into grammatical, natural-sounding English, then you're not going to make it very far as a translator. And no, being a native speaker doesn't give you a free pass on this one. I'd suggest supplementing your Japanese studies with a healthy dose of English composition/creative-writing classes. Oh, and don't forget to read a lot (in both languages.)
Having a clear goal in life that you're working toward can make a person's daily life feel a lot more meaningful, I think. As somebody who spent a long time struggling through life before finally coming to a decision somewhat similar to yours, I sincerely hope this works out for you. It won't be easy, but don't let that get you down.
(To everyone except GCL -- I apologize if this post was overly rambling and pretentious.)