Ok... let me see which ones I have :?
*****
Hoshikuzu no Rasen (Stardust Spiral)
Now I place my hands on my heart and wish for the commandments to stop
Even this painfully long night will melt into the twinkling stars
Telling... Sending... Hanging in the far away sky
Shining on... It can't be seen... I continue to sleep
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Along with the new moon comes pain
I struggle with this pain alone where the suffocating wind blows
The swarm of memories whirls around, enterwined in one another
I can't do this anymore
I'm slowly losing my senses
I collapse inside, the stardust reflected in my eyes as the night shines on
.....................
And I wished...
Every day I lost my wishes, every night my vows broke down
But my love was burried in fantasy, and I was cured by the twinkling stars
I give my heart to the beautifully reflected stars
They shine on in the heavy rain, the sparkle guiding me
Flying high like a spiral, I continue to pray to the beauty
Now, I should be able to walk until I can meet with the "future"
Telling... Sending... Hanging in the far away sky
Shining on... It can't be seen... I continue to sleep
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Flying high like a spiral, I continue to pray to the beauty
Now, I should be able to walk until I can meet with the "future"
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
*****
The flow of time ~in a cradle~
the unlimited brilliance...the sun rise.
the conceived heart...
in the sea reflection.
an engagement...
the flow of time
an everlasting truth...
the flow of time
the sun set...overlap
glisten and dark.
an engagement...
the flow of time
an everlasting truth...
the flow of time
the limbid breeze never cease...
carry sleep unawares.
the dividing line of reality and daydream...
will be vague.
under the moon...
many visions bloom all over
The pale landscape turns into...
an engagement...
the flow of time
an everlasting truth...
the flow of time
*****
Sincerely
We met in the middle of time
The winter scenery entangles all colours
These brimming, overflowing drops of emotion
I felt them so acutely my breath was taken away
All of that remains vivid
Even now, I can't erase you from my heart
These feelings, these sentiments scorch my chest...
Within the seasons that still go on, endlessly, no matter how long,
how much they've passed us by...
If we can live on together...
Let this piercing love be borne towards you,
Carried on this flower dancing in my heart
These madly blooming emotions will just
Scatter undying heat for eternity...
The sun's dancing descent for those beyond this window
Is dazzling, blinding and painful, distressing
This sad, sorrowful feeling is also gently... Healed by smiles, smiles
Even wounds, injuries have disappeared... Flowing, flowing tears have stopped...
Let this piercing love be borne towards you,
Carried on this flower dancing in my heart
These madly blooming emotion will just
Scatter undying heat for eternity...
My heart has started echoing
Towards a dream in full bloom that I won't wake from
Let this shining love be borne towards you
"Always stay by my side..."
*****
Re-birth
No place to go... in the beginning of chaos
I pray to God... kneeling
No way to fly... a lily's innocence
Sir can't you see?... captured
Like an incomplete butterfly held down by gravity
Like the unhealing wound given as punishment by God
I became dirty
in this ugly world
I hate myself most
Destroy me with pity
Just like the incomplete moon, my discouraged blue heart
Mary of the day appeared in the darkness of this room
I became dirty
in this ugly world
I hate myself most
Destroy me with pity
I cannot stop this spoiling heart
Love the broken me with pity
*****
Vision of you
Disappearing with leaving pieces
of the memories of the time I spent with you
We'll never get it back again
I don't want to call them memories
I walk bearing, bearing this sad feeling
I cannot move the unbearable colors
The place where I can be myself
is losing light
weakness and strength and everything
you always watched over me
Unbearable non-gathering hearts, hearts
Now get rid of this nightly, circular pain
Swinging, swinging your inerasable memory
One more time, one more time I want to let it reflect in my eyes
I want to touch you right now
Drying up tears with this sinking, sinking feeling
When I can't sleep I'm always, always thinking of you
Please, I want to see you, as if it fills to the sky
Always, always until the day you reflect in my eyes
Swinging, swinging your inerasable memory
One more time, one more time I want to let it reflect in my eyes
I want to touch you right now
*****
Aqua
A treasured vow I've kept hidden in my heart dissolves softly
The sound of cold water is transparent, it commits my impure heart
The sinking me was simply looking up
At a drowning blank film
A wavering aurora
Even now it seems to burst into tears
As if it's goodbye
I'll continue living in a future struck by waves
That engraves the earth washing away
A wavering aurora
Even now it seems to burst into tears
As if it's goodbye
As it is, it dissolves into the sea, praying for eternity
So it watches the overflowing colors of the four seasons
Dissolving into the futureﾂ…
*****
Fallen
No place to goﾂ… in the thorns of chaos
I pray to Godﾂ… bowed down in defeat
No way to flyﾂ… in the purity of a lily
Sir can't you see? You were surrounded
Like an incomplete butterfly I was being bound by gravity
The crime given by God is like an empty wound
I who am completely dirty will go to the ugly world
And in this world I who am hated will break down in misery
Like the imperfect moon the heart is inexperienced
Inside the darkness that adorns this room that day's Maria was reflected
I who am completely dirty will go to the ugly world
And in this world I who am hated will break down in misery
The heart that begins to corrode can no longer be stopped
I who am completely broken am loved by misery
No place to goﾂ… in the thorns of chaos
I pray to Godﾂ… bowed down in defeat
No way to flyﾂ… in the purity of a lily
Sir can't you see? You were surrounded
*****
hamon tsutau memai
The driving memories echo hollowlyﾂ…
No matter how much it continues to draw, it will never fade
The spring's scent hides the scars if you entrust your body to sleep
This land has no end Under the flowing snow You are being coloredﾂ…
If it wakes up it will disappear, the gentle vertigo
And so being illuminated by the moon I will sleep in the endless dreamﾂ…
The sun's light begins to blot out memories that have piled up
While I look down many tears are flowing
My fingertips are only frightened
Because you are not hereﾂ….
Because you are not hereﾂ….
But I wonder, why can I feel a fleeting worry?
Called out by the season I enter the world of sleep
The eye will close in worry anytime
You were by my sideﾂ…
You were surely there smiling tenderly for me
The lovely season followed the ripples and gave me loveﾂ…
The sunbeams that flow in The clear blue skyﾂ… being painted by youﾂ…
If it wakes up it will disappear, the gentle vertigo
And so being illuminated by the moon I will sleep in the endless dreamﾂ…
Being shaken by hesitations the memories overflow
However
Is this simply a dream?
Therefore
It does not reach in the fingertips
It does not reach in the smiling face
It does not reach in you
*****
wither
Even consciousness ends and turns to ash
I spin memories of my short life
That is falling to ruin, and returning to the ground
I cry in these moments foolishly, until my voice withers
Suffering in the flames, carrying this pain
Into the severe future...
The tears come back to me, watering the solitary artificial flower
How many times do I have to scream?
My right arm is burnt and continues to melt
The pain intensifies, and I return to that day
My thoughts were colored by cruelty.
For this, I burn.
Suffering in the flames, carrying the pain
The cruel hearts are not saved...
My thoughts were colored by cruelty.
For this, I die.
Suffering in the flames, carrying the pain
The cruel hearts are not saved...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty...
*****
season
I want to bloom in memories that don't die
Not to be illuminated in goodbyes
Though I want to be forever swayed in the seasons
I am not captivated...
Like this second hand echoed, by my side in uncertainty
The treasured thing, unnoticed, it has disappeared
Won't I always lose like this?
Having sunk into this emptiness, the flower withered
Like this, the broken pieces will also be left behind
Won't the world embraced by fate be destroyed?
Inside the endlessly flowing time
I search for memories that don't die
No matter how many times I looked for you
You disappeared in time...
Your heart has gone to pieces like a glass,
but the memory closes beside me till the end.
Closing my eye I felt the flow...
There was no end
Perhaps the word "eternity" has no meaning.
Soon the colors changed
Becoming a sepia color and danced far away
Admiring the endless sky, I rest my chin in my hands
Will I also disappear in time?
I want to bloom in memories that don't die
Not to be illuminated in goodbyes
Though I want to be forever swayed in the seasons
I am not captivated...
*****
Karappo no Hako (vacant box) [meaning a coffin]
Vacant box calls for my consciousness...
It gradually becomes clear
Vacant box calls for my consciousness...
I'm tuning reality but it doesn't become synchronous
When I stripped the mask my heart was empty
(Mr. No face. Mr. No face.)
The corpse attaches, shedding it's skin again and again
(Mr. No face. Mr. No face.)
My corrupted emotions turn reality upside-down
(Mr. No face Mr. No face.)
Slowly the waning overcast sky screams
Enclosed in a world of distractions
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I cannot breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
(Mr. No face.)
My blood flowed without a reason I'm completely dead
It flowed into the warm ground I'm completely dead
(Mr. No face)
This false warmth of 36.8C I'm completely dead
How much do I swim in that kind of reality? I'm completely dead
Enclosed in a world of distractions
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
never be tainted...
If someday, someday the light reaches me
I could escape darkness in time... I want to get closer
Collapsing and decaying on the ground
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
Vacant box calls for my consciousness. . .
*****
Crystal Letter
I thought it didn't have to end
If only a fragile vow it will freeze over
I want to destroy the times I couldn't sleep
Even my memories
The scenery is dyed, just like this
The same hue as two years before is playing its song, for some reason it becomes painful
Even now these thoughts that remain stopped can't be delivered
I'm enveloped by the crystals that poured down beneath the pure white sky
Only a vestige, the snow that piles up in this scenery painfully melts and disappears
Ahead of the nostalgic, resounding fragrance, you're nowhere to be found
Even now these thoughts that remain stopped can't be delivered
I'm enveloped by the crystals that poured down beneath the pure white sky
Only a vestige, the snow that piles up in this scenery painfully melts and disappears
The brilliant world your song plays blends into me
A sigh flutters in the same snow field as before, there's nothing left to pile up
Fleeting, it melts and disappears
*****
Eyes of forest
Your illusionary figure, reflected in the water's surface
Wavering in confusion
All along I've wanted to gaze at it
In a brilliant plaza, without tainting it alone
It turns to dusk ahead of the rubble Feelings float up
ﾂ"Why is it if I trust I can be betrayed?ﾂ"
ﾂ"Why can't it heal?ﾂ"
~My heart's pain~
Passing by the roadside trees, to the farthest edge of the imaginary forest
The broken clock's hand is the key to the door of the world of sleep
Your illusionary figure, reflected in the water's surface
Wavering in confusion
All along I've wanted to gaze at it butﾂ…
It drifts and I lose sight The clock hand that moved forward
The radiant world paused
Leaving behind a frayed thread
Under the sun
The other side of my heart exists as the shadow of darkness.
How am I going to make it right?
Passing by the roadside trees, to the farthest edge of the imaginary forest
The broken clock's hand is the key to the door of the world of sleep
Your illusionary figure, reflected in the water's surface
Wavering in confusion
All along I've wanted to gaze at it butﾂ…
It drifts and I lose sight The clock hand that moved forward
Toward a returning realityﾂ…Once more I want to meet you
*****
Last word ﾂ「ﾂ」
I went around the sun and moon carrying you in my arms
Swaying in the silver rays of sunlight
A gallery of bright sunshine, your voice heard in the distance
Warmly, kindly
I want to be near you until the last season
Because I've held your hand the whole way
Disappearing into the scenery
Illuminating in your eyes
I want to be near you until the last season
Because I've held your hand the whole way
--The bells echo--
I am finished
Upon the cold pillow I place your ring
Tomorrow won't come again...
This warmth is serene, I'm finished, broken, finished
The morning won't come again
*****
Full Moon
The full moon is stuck in the seemingly fake rain
unchanging
trusting
Even now time flows softly
The rustling trees informed us it was evening
Always the floating sadness is
held in time
By the opened window
looking up at the sky and thinking and holding it up to heaven
I was searching... for the pure heart of the light
Sweet like you
A sleepy dream?
I, who looked down, am softly illuminated
Blown in the kind wind
Looking at the endless waving sea
The echoing thought does not come true
If we meet, i wonder if this darkness will clear up
Continuing to sing the desire for the far land
The time you passed me, you moved by faintly...
The light shining inside stretches past you
A sleepy dream?
I, who looked down, am softly illuminated
Blown in the kind wind
Dazzling/blinding...
Is this a dream?
*****
tensei
Drowning in this lethal dose of endless water
I was alone until the end
I can't stop this floating feeling
Seeing the universe through the inside of my eyelids
Inhaling the aftermath... I become numb in nihility
If I could have just one wish come true
It would be to be touched without falling apart... If it could come true...
Ah, a connection... will probably freeze...
A man's vessel, a fish's eye and a devil's horn
Numbing to nihility is inevitable.
If I could have just one wish come true
It would be to be touched without falling apart
Your habitual smile detains my body
I am touched without falling apart.
My sensitivity is connected, then cut off
My peaceful spirit falls to sleep and dies... and is reincarnated.
*****
Mizu yume miru chouchou
The nearly buried fragments of evolution come to an end
My ponderings echoed back against a powerless sky
Within the design of dried-up wings
I was soaked in a dream that reflected dryness
I want to see you who I said goodbye to
If you can forgive meﾂ…
Even if it's a night that joins our pain we'll surely get through it
When I'm with you ﾂ…
I can't be satisfied, these feelings I want to tell you only grow
My heart is dried up completely like the desert
Since that day I parted with you
Even now I'm soaked in an azure dream
Tears overflowed from glass eyes
Even though I want to touch you foreverﾂ…
I still haven't let go of the moment of our parting
It's painful, I can't go back anymore
Entangled in fate
I repeatedly ask what the point of our meeting was
ﾂ…the end of every glorious day
I was soaked in a dream over and over
Tears overflowed from glass eyes
Even though I want to touch you foreverﾂ…
I still haven't let go of the moment of our parting
It's painful, I can't go back
I want to see you who I said goodbye to
If you can forgive meﾂ…
Even if it's a night that joins our pain we'll surely get through it
When I'm with youﾂ…
*****
itsuwari no uzu
Sleeping frightens me, I'll disappear
The muddy world is laughing at me
Let's throw away this bodyﾂ…
It's become dirty completely
Is the blood still flowing?
It's okay soﾂ…
The me all of you fear will be torn apart
Like a swarm of faceless ants
Everything is being covered by lies
Being leveled by mad adults
Spit out by the spinning Earth
It's okay if it's revealed though, the true nature of the world
Everything is being covered by lies
Transparent emotions are broken down
Feelings of love set in fiction
Everything is being covered by lies
Being leveled by mad adults
Transparent emotions are broken down
Emotionsﾂ…what are they?
A fake whirlpool?
If that is truly living
Then I can't live in such a world
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