Most memorable J-rocker moment!

[Horizon]

ya, Steven here (the stupid *** boyfriend), why do you do this?

You might be able to fool everyone on the forum. But not me, I saw it and you freaked right out even before she told you to chill. I mean you kick someone....... whats with all the anger?



Hope you find some new friends beacuse we don't want you any more.
Oh ya and about that anger thing:
AGGRESSION MANAGEMENT PROGRAM
Hamilton,
Serving male and female youth aged 12-19 years, the Aggression Management Program is an eight session group-based program designed to teach youth concrete alternatives to aggressive communication and behaviour. Focusing on fostering an awareness of anger styles, patterns and triggers, the program reinforces the importance of considering the consequences of aggressive words/behaviour and inasmuch as is possible, uses the real life experiences of the youth in making this point. Originally developed to service the Pre-charge Diversion youth, community referrals to the program are accepted although priority is given to pre-charge clients.
Four to six age appropriate groups are scheduled every year and there is a waiting list for this service.
For more information, contact the program co ordinator, Jeff Edwards at Extension 121

Heres some numbers for you.
Anger Management:
905 522-4446
Lesbian/Gay/Bisexual Support Phoneline (Kingston):
613-531-8981

You F**KING a**hole! I really don't want YOU people either! And don't you DARE even call ANY of you my friends! You never have been! Or at least not lately.

And, no, actually, I was only a bit on the annoyed and, yet again, quite hurt side. Good job on being able to tell someone's emotions. Really! REALLY good observing skills!

Pathetic! You people make me sick sometimes! Seriously!

And, for your information, I don't NEED that information. I'm quite proud of who I am and I don't need support. And, as for the first thing, yeah, I have a bit of a temper, but how the hell would YOU like it if EVERYONE, you're supposed "friends" always treated you like you didn't exist, huh?

But thanks for all the time spent on finding all that information. Really.

You people are lacking so much understanding it's pathetic...

And why do you alway get so upset when she talk about me, is it because you've never had a boyfriend or is it because she's my girlfriend and not yours?

Why do you people put words in my mouth...? I'm not romantically in love with her, never have and never will be.

I AM happy for her; I just don't like hearing about what she talks about involving you constantly. It's nasty. I don't want to hear that stuff about ANYONE!

P.S. Learn to correctly use the English language. It has done NOTHING to you to deserve such torture...

Know what? Thanks so much for caring. I feel like I was of no use to you at all. Your welcome I was your friend. I guess there's really no point in me being one now. Seeing as what you just said to me. I had some good times I must say but whatever.

Yes I did think at times she was lying but at least she cares and doesn't say the worst things possible to her friend.

How do you know anything about love? AS I SAID you have never dated. Why should I listen to someone who is inexperienced!

I did (-cough-stilldoactually,damnitall-cough-) care! It's YOU that doesn't! You guys constantly make me feel like sh*t! Excuse me if I finally had enough!

And your boyfriend was right. Duh. Slightly. Well, what he implied anyway.

And can't you READ? I clearly stated right up there that I did in fact love someone. Although said person turned all b*tch on my ***...

Can you get it NOW?

And good job on calling ALL the troops in. Can't do anything for yourself? Think you can intimidate me by calling in the full force?

 

[Horizon]

Ok, look what I just read. A post about Hozion putting words in my mouth pretty much. I am not liying either, I am moving on. When you love someone so much you have to move on. Maybe you should to. I am getting over it for a couple of reasons, some of them are because I know that Nightwalker is happy with Blue_Flames and I accept that. My only wish EVER was for her to be happy and if it is with Blue and not me then thats fine.
Again, Hozion are you in my head, do you know what I am feeling or thinking? NO! I didn't think so. And I think before when I told you, you said you had feelings for Nightwalker too, but what i don't get is that if you did why would you treat her like this. Maybe you don't desiver her hun, did you ever think that. Maybe Blue and Nightwalker are soul mates or something and they are destined to be together? I don't know, but what is funny is how can you say anything at all about him. For one you are barely ever around, and when you are you never even pay attention to them.
I know it hurts but me and you both have to move on. Nightwalker is deeply in love with BLue and there really isn't anything anyone can do about it, the fates brought them together and it will be the fates (if ever) who split them up. (I hope you guys stay together forever *huggles Blue and Nightwalker in a bear hug* Really you also didn't have to kick me at all, I was just saying if you didn't like the way the gang talks to eachother then leave. And how would you know how we talk to eachother when you are barely around. I don't want you getting to upset about something so small like me intrupting you. I said I was sorry and you still blew up in my face and you kicked me that was uncalled for. I really am not all that sorry now because you had no right talking to and about Nightwalker like that and about Blue. Blue is not stupid, really he is one of the smartest people I know. You might not think so but really ask Sam, Chris. or even Chadd. They will say he is smart.
You shouldn't get all defencive of Nightwalker, she is not yours and probably never will be, why even try. You should curse Blue's name just because you are jealous. Like really I am sorry but that is kinda pathitic.

P.S. May i please have my Gravi dvd's back (if you are done with them) if you are not done with them (which you most likely are) can I have them back please?

I was jealous before, but I'm not anymore. Now, I'm more jealous of Nightwalker. Oooh...Lucky me!

And have you ever heard of the entire "what goes around, comes around" thing...? Do you guys honestly expect me to treat Nightwalker like a frigging Goddess when she makes me feel all, sh*tty and whatnot? Excuse me!

And, actually, I stopped liking the guy WAY before they started going out. He annoyed me way before that.

And I've been around long enough to know you guys barely ever treat each other like you treat me. And ever wonder why I'm not around much? Because of this!

And I NEVER said I wasn't happy for her. I was and I still am kind of thing. I just REALLY do not want to hear her talk about those things. Sorry, but it's nasty. I don't want to hear those things about ANYONE actually.

And I know you are and I'm sorry for putting words in your mouth, but jeez...It was hard enough for me to do it and that's when, again, she was constantly making me feel worthless.

And I didn't mean to kick you actually. It was an accident kind of thing.

And, again, I wasn't angry until Christine started saying I was. Are you in my head? Do you know what I'm feeling? Thinking? Yeah...

And I've never tried actually...Who said I did...? I don't even love her romantically...I've never want to date her and I never will. Don't put words in my mouth please.

And just HOW many times have I said it upsets me? THAT's why I got a little bit upset!

And of course you can. I'll bring them tomorrow, along with Tsubasa. Get them in 4th, because, seriously, I don't want to be around any of you, let alone ALL of you.

Ohh this is so awful *frantically start making cookies and getting bandaids medicine to heal broken friendships* What is happening... I wish there was something I could do to make things better...

There's no point in trying. These people have a VERY low level of understanding and whatnot. They don't care about ANYTHING but Nightwalker. Kind of hypocritical actually...Can treat me like sh*t, but as soon as I dare say what's on my mind and even imply an insult at her, they gang-bang me.

And unless you can magically poof them or me off somewhere else or give them some of that nice, wittle thing called "compassion", you really couldn't.


But yesh...Anyway, I've had far more than enough of this, especially since I'm repeating myself over and over and over and over again and I have been for a long while now. So...We should really get back on-topic shouldn't we...?

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

Why is everyone ganging up on Horizon-chan... why is everyone being so mean? :?

*cries* I hate people suffering an fighting and hurting. It really hurts my heart. Poor Horizon right now seems like she needs a real friend... why is no one being that for her right now? I don't understand... she's been saying for days she is stressed out and on the edge and I'm sure it has been much longer than days she has been feeling this way. Why is everyone making it so much harder for her. There are really much nicer ways to say something to someone. That goes for everyone... no need to curse each other out and unleash the personal attacks. Not that I'm choosing sides or saying that I even begin to understand the situation but it sure does seem like no one is really listening to her side of the story or cares. Everyone just rushes in and yells at her, tells her she's a bad friend, and chooses not to have anything to do with her. Ish okies... you'll always have me and Hyde and cookies if that is any consolation. *huggles*

...and Horizon. This is going to sound like I'm telling you what to do or making it seem like I know exactly what your going through but I'm not. Believe me I only want what's best for all of you. Maybe you should be more open minded. You should be happy for Nightwalker. If you really care about her then if she is happy then you should be happy for her. Even if you are not the one who is making her happy. It's hard I know. I've had to do this so many times but I promise it never gets easier each time. Sometimes you can't be that special person and it hurts... it hurt like hell. And sometime you feel like your heart will literally break... but don't ever forget there is someone out there perfect for you and when you find that person they will want to be your special person too.

 

[Horizon]

Again, like I said, all they care about is Nightwalker. Everyone else is just nothing!

And thanks, ne...

And, again, I'm not romantically in love with her. I don't want to make her happy in that way whatsoever. I have (had...) a different kind of love for her. And I am happy for her; I'm just tired of always being treated badly.

And I want my rat...

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

There's no point in trying. These people have a VERY low level of understanding and whatnot. They don't care about ANYTHING but Nightwalker. Kind of hypocritical actually...Can treat me like sh*t, but as soon as I dare say what's on my mind and even imply an insult at her, they gang-bang me.

And unless you can magically poof them or me off somewhere else or give them some of that nice, wittle thing called "compassion", you really couldn't.


But yesh...Anyway, I've had far more than enough of this, especially since I'm repeating myself over and over and over and over again and I have been for a long while now. So...We should really get back on-topic shouldn't we...?

I know but I can't help it... it's just my nature... I always want to help... I always want to fix things.

You have my compassion if that counts for anything.

What was the topic again?

 

[Horizon]

Well, I think it's too screwed up by now. Or, actually, more like they just don't care enough...

And yesh, yesh it does.

J-Rocker moments...? xD

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

Again, like I said, all they care about is Nightwalker. Everyone else is just nothing!

And thanks, ne...

And, again, I'm not romantically in love with her. I don't want to make her happy in that way whatsoever. I have (had...) a different kind of love for her. And I am happy for her; I'm just tired of always being treated badly.

And I want my rat...

Hehe... oops I was typing as you were typing so I didn't see your reply...

 

[Horizon]

Meh...Doesn't really matter much xD

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

ok if you insist... not really a "moment" so to speak but God this makes me die a little inside everytime... never gets old.

Yahoo | Mail, Weather, Search, Politics, News, Finance, Sports & Videos

...and it's the God's honest truth XD

 

[Horizon]

That thing makes me giggle my *** off EVERYTIME!

Thankies for the link (I lost it before)! xD

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

No problem... glad I can spread the truth!

 

[Horizon]

Yesh! The truth MUST be known! xD


Have you seen the clip where Hyde and Megumi first met in Utaban...? It's HILARIOUS!

"Help..."
"Telephone number!"
"Tobacco?"
"Telephone number!"

xDDDDDDD

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

No... I downloaded it but it was an avi file and my computer hates those

 

[Horizon]

I could send it to you if you want? Hyde is SUCH an adorable dork (as if you didn't know that, that is)! xD

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

Ohh really *loves you forever* Nope... that association NEVER crossed my mind XD

 

[Horizon]

Hehe...Thankies! xD I'm right on it! ^.~

And yeah...Right...That's what they ALL say...xD

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

Really... is that so? They ALL say that? *stares weirdly at you* Show me statistics XD

 

[SkippyDaStudent85]

My favorite J-rock moment so far has got to be Mana and Gackt during a live performance of "Brise" back when Gackt was still in Malice Mizer.

 

[Horizon]

Really... is that so? They ALL say that? *stares weirdly at you* Show me statistics XD

5 out of 5 dentists have said that they had NO idea whatsoever who this "Hyde" fellow is nor did they even care, but 4 out of them said that Dentyne Ice was good for your teeth.


Hmmm...That doesn't really help, now does it? xD

 

[Nightwalker]

Horizon: *sigh~~~*

How can I completely make you feel like crap? It bothers you that I talk more to the girlfriends I am closer too? That I ignore you? You ignore me too so why should I consider talking. When we argue over stupid things you don't talk to me or Liliai at all. How is that treating your freidns nice? Remember? "At least I know how to treat my friends?" Haha. You make me laugh. You freak out way to easy and that's probably why people don't get along with you too well. If I bothered you about talking about my boyfriend then why didn't you say it hurts? I can't read your mind. You just made it out for me to think you completely hated him. Seems that way anywho. You never tell me anything. What bugs you about me. Nothing at all. Friends are to talk about things that are on their mind. My boyfriend just seems to be there all the time and I can't help it. See? How can I know anything? You have never told me you were in love once. It's like I don't know you. Even if you didn't want to talk about maybe I was interested. I like to hear stories about love and things and I enjoy talking about it. So I can't help but talk about Blue_Flames all the time. I just can't. You just never seem to show too much of a happy side at all. You can't be like that with people. No matter how you are. Your not going to make very much friends if you get angry like that easily. Argh. Nevermined. Your probably not even interested in what I have to say anymore. Probably not I guess. Blah! Forget it. I don't wanna fight/talk/argue about this anymore.

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

Hmm... is that really relevant XD

 

[Horizon]

Once again: because you ignore me and/or you just turn and start talking to someone else when I'm right in the middle of a conversation with you.

And I only ignore you because that's when all the ignoring and interupting gets too much.

And I freak out because I know I don't deserve to be treated the way I'm treated constantly. It's not frigging fair!

And I've asked quite nicely if you could please stop talking about that stuff, but you just told me to shut up and not listen. Completely and utterly ignoring the fact that you were sitting an inch or two away from me and I really couldn't help it much.

And I don't tell you anything because one: I have and people have used it against me. Two: you never tell me anything. Three: even if there was, you'd probably just cut me off and start talking to someone else just like you always do.

And I'm never on the happy side, because I'm not frigging happy! I'm absolutely, positively depressed and, a lot of the times, real close to seeing why people enjoy cutting themselves so damn much!

And I actually have tried to tell you everything. I even wrote a nice, little note, but I couldn't do it...

And another reason I didn't tell you: I've told you countless of times how much your ignoring me hurts me and you don't seem to frigging care whatsoever! You never even TRY to make an effort to make it better! So, really, now, WHY would I tell you that sort of information? Really now!

And, actually, I did tell you once. Remember that time at your house? I just said I was kidding once you told me about her so I wouldn't make you feel guilty, or bad, or anything of the sort.

And, again, I HAVE told you that I'm happy for you. Jeez...

And why should I treat people who are supposedly my friends nicely if they absolutely refuse to do the same for me.

And I can't help how I feel, so don't ask me. I'm just that type of person who can't take it.

And the reason I have such a temper is because it's a defence mechanism you see. People like(d) pretending to be my friend(s) to get stuff out of me and i's just my defence. I can't trust anyone unless they prove to be trustworthy. And as much as I hate to type this, you people haven't. In fact, it seems to me like you all treat me worse than those "pretend" friends.

And those things might be "stupid" to you, but definately not to me. Especially since I just let everything pile up more and more and more until it can't support itself any longer and it collapses. So, in fact, when I get angry, it's not only for one little thing. It's at least DOZENS!

But meh...Whatever.

Hmm... is that really relevant XD

Nope! xDDD But meh! Who wants to be "revelant"? xDD

 

[Nightwalker]

I would never use anything people tell me against them. If it's a truely personal thing I wouldn't. Come to think of it I have never done that. I'm afraid of sometimes telling my sister things because she may use it against me but now I know she won't.

I never intend to ignore you. I just get catch up talking to someone else I don't do it on purpose.

If you have a problem you should get some help. Not to be negative about it but that would be a good idea. Like a Social Worker to talk things over with. It would help you out a lot then they could help you.

I haven't hung around you a lot to tell you everything. I can't think of anything right now you probably would think it's gross or totally get turned off about it. Yet again yes it's about Blue_Flames. But, I seriuosly can't help it when I want to talk about him. Is it because you don't ave someone that you hurt?

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

And I'm never on the happy side, because I'm not frigging happy! I'm absolutely, positively depressed and, a lot of the times, real close to seeing why people enjoy cutting themselves so damn much!

No, no, no, no, no, no, no! Take it from a former cutter... it was never for enjoyment. It was because I thought it was the only way I could relieve the pain I felt inside... it was the only thing that gave me peace. Please don't ever do that. Because once you start it's so hard to stop. Eventually it doesn't make you feel better and you ask yourslef why you still do it and you have no reason to... but you can't stop. You feel completely hollow. It's so much worse then anything you could possibly be feeling.

Nope! xDDD But meh! Who wants to be "revelant"? xDD

Yea your right XD

 

[Horizon]

Yeah, I know, but I'm still defensive over it...

I see...Which makes it slightly better I guess.

I don't like them. The only reason they help people is so that they can be paid. They could care less about you. And besides, I have enough problems telling people I know/like/love what's bugging me as it is, let alone a stranger.

I probably wouldn't mind as long as it doesn't involve..."M"ing there or anything of the sort. That's what makes me want to throw up kind of thing. But meh...That's only because I don't want to hear that about anyone and not that I'm not happy for you. I'm happy that you're happy, ne?

And I know; that's what happens when you're in love with someone. I'm not THAT stupid.

And I can't understand what you meant by the last thing there...