j-rock stories...
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Kinsao
Horizon Rider
- 8 May 2005
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Magical Dancing is PLC song with Aya...
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=426IJZ14
.... see what I mean?....
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isayhello
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- 25 Jan 2005
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Kinsao: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA! OMG OMG I hope Aya will be the new singer! 
That's the most hillarious thing I've ever heard! OMG!
*goes crazy* Aya... damn... gollum! His voice! He sounds really happy though... bwahahahahaha! he's having the time of his life, poor bastard!
That's the most hillarious thing I've ever heard! OMG! *goes crazy* Aya... damn... gollum! His voice! He sounds really happy though... bwahahahahaha! he's having the time of his life, poor bastard! 
Anchyyy
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- 22 May 2005
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Well i have written a story and i thought i could post it here 
The title is Forever
The telephone rang. A japanese man woke up. He reached for the telephone.
''Hello?''
''Yoshikiﾂ… It's me, Pata. Sorry for calling you, i know it's over midnight there in LA.''
''Pataﾂ… What is wrong? You sound strange today.''
''I- I have something to tell you.''
''About what?''
'' About hideﾂ… it apear that he commited a suicide.''
'' What? You're joking! Tell me that you are joking!'' Tears started to flow down his face.
''No i'm not. I can't joke about something like this. The police said he hanged himself, because he was drunk. ''
''Oh goshﾂ… It'sﾂ…'' Yoshiki was going all hysterical and started to scream.
'' Calm down. Come to Japan with the first plane in the morning. We need you hereﾂ…''
Pata and Heath were waiting on the airport for Yoshiki. They wanted to talk but somehow they couldn't. They were both thinking about the fact, that their Pink Spider is gone forever. His smileﾂ… never to be seen again, his voiceﾂ… never to be heard again.
''Heath? Do you think Yoshiki will be ok?'' Pata said all worried. Heath looked at him seriously.
''Do you think he wouldﾂ… go after him?''
''I don't know. But we have to take care of him. He loved hide more then anyone of us did. He was like a brother to him. I'm afraid that we could lose him tooﾂ…''
''Don't say that. It'll be alright. Look there he is.''
They hurried to him and the both hugged him tight. Yoshiki was stoned. He haven't even hugged them back. He just looked around all lost and sad.
''Yoshiki, how are you feeling?'' Asked Pata.
'' I don't know.''
That was all that he said that day. Pata and Heath took him to his hotel room and Pata stayed with him. He was very worried about Yoshiki's condition. He wasn't really in this world. He was day dreaming all the time. He wasn't talking, just sitting on a chair and staring at the wall infront of him. Tears were flowing down his face, but he didn't care to wipe them away. Pata thought it would be good for him to eat and drink something, he didn't do it the whole day. He knelt down infront of Yoshiki and looked straight into his eyes. They were all red from crying.
''Ohh Pataﾂ…'' Yoshiki hugged him tight, as they both stood up. '' I loved him so much! I still do! I feel so empty and, andﾂ…''
''I know. I know.'' He led him to his bed. They both sat down.
''Yoshikiﾂ… we'll go at the press conference tomorrow. You will have a speech as the leader of what was X Japan.''
''I- I can't. I'm not in condition to do that.'' He looked at Pata.
''I know. But you have to calm the fans! Five already commited suicide and a lot of them tried! They are all hysterical and lostﾂ… You have to talk to them.''
''I can't! It hurts to talk about this! It's tearing me apart! Like thousand knives would slice my flesh at the same time,'' he sobed.
''Do you want more fans to kill themself?''
''Ofcourse i don't!''
''Look Yoshiki. You are the only one who can calm them. They are all counting on you, to make them feel at least a bit better, to show them that you understand them.''
''Okﾂ… i would like to sleep now. And please don't wake me early in the morning.''
''I won't. You have to rest and Yoshikiﾂ… I'm always there for you if you need me.''
''Thanks Pata. It means a lot. Goodnight.''
''Night.''
''Yoshiki, let's have a drink!'' Said hide looking at him hopefully.
''Hide-chan! You know i won't let you drink at my place.'' Yoshiki smiled.
''Please just once, a glass of red wine, nothing else.'' Hide was looking at Yoshiki. His eyes were so beautiful and his smileﾂ…
''It's time for you to come out of the bed.'' Pata was shaking him lighty to wake him.
Yoshiki woke up, giving out a silent scream. ''Hide! Where is he?''
''You were dreaming about him, weren't you?''
''He was soﾂ… beautiful. Like an angel.'' His eyes were all teary again.
''Be strong today. The press conference is in one hour and a half. And tomorrow is the funeral. You'll be playing Forever Love on piano, remember? And Toshi will be singing.''
''Toshiﾂ…''
''Tajiji, Heath and i will be there also.''
He was standing infront of all those reporters, holding the microphone. He wasn't able to speak. He just stared at them. He remembered what Pata said to him last night. There is no need to see more death. It's enough. Hide wouldn't like people killing themselves because of him. That thought gave him strenght to speak, even tho he was crying all the time and his voice was terribly shaking.
"Now, I'm very shocked because I heard of his sudden death. I still can't believe it. He is sleeping with a very beautiful face. I tried to wake him up again and again, though he is still sleeping.
Hide was the calmest person in our band. It was also hide who always gave calm and accurate advice to me, who were short-tempered and acted impulsively, even though I was a leader. Of course, he sometimes lost his way when he was in various pressures. However, he always called me in such a case. We talked everything; such as about our band, music, friends, life, fans.
Sometimes, he was like my elder brother, and sometimes like a younger brother. Sometimes, we drank and fought, but he always said, like, "Yoshiki, what did I do yesterday? Sorry, I don't remember anything" the next day. However, he went to sleep without saying anything. All his fans, and all his friends, I think everyone is confused now. I cannot express myself how sad I am, but we have to accept the fact firmly because we cannot change anything. Please see him off to the heaven warmly."
His fingers were shaking as he started to play the piano. Thousands of people came to hide's funeral. He had a feeling that they know and understand how he feels. He missed the key on the piano. His mind was telling him to play, just to play and let the music take his pain away. His heart was already torn apart. He was lost, wandering like a child in the darkness. Toshi was just singing, as much good as he could. The tears were choking him all the time. Pata, Tajiji and Heath were sitting on chairs infront of piano. The song finally ended. He went out to catch some fresh air; it was to much for him, the big picture of hide on the wall, white flowers everywhere and the coffin in the middleﾂ…
''Yoshiki.'' He turned around and saw Toshi. ''How are you feeling?'' Toshi asked him. His voice sounded a bit strange, probably because he hasn't heard it since the band broke up. He was looking at him and wondering, if he is the same person he knew all those years. The man, who was always at his side, being there whenever he needed himﾂ… just like hideﾂ… ''Yoshiki?'' Toshi put a hand on Yoshiki's shoulder to wake him up from his deep thoughts. ''Huhﾂ… sorry. I've been just thinking about you, me and our friendship.'' ''Yo-chan, i justﾂ…'' ''Yo-chan.'' Yoshiki sighed. ''Just like in the good old times.'' ''Yoshiki i just wanted to tell you something.'' Yoshiki looked at him suspicious. ''What is it?'' Toshi stared at the ground, then he suddenly looked directly into Yoshiki's eyes. ''I want us to be... just like before. All i'm asking for is friendship. I need someone to talk to. And now that hide is gone... He was always nice to me and he always had time to talk to me, he told me everything about you, since you didn't want to see me anymore, after X Japan disbanded.'' ''Look i don't know i'm all confused now. You've hurt me Toshi. It was really bad. When you said you wanted to leave the band i thought i would die. Now hide's death... I'm at the edge! Just waiting to fall in the darkness!'' ''Please... Think about it. I need you.''
Yoshiki was sitting at the chair in the kitchen at the hotel. He was crying and thinking about all those things that happened to him lately. First, the disbanding of X Japan, second, he lost Toshi's friendship and now, hide left him forever. All those things brought him so much pain and he didn't know how to relieve it. It seemed to him that the only chance to be set free from all this sadness and pain is, to disappear, to go away foreverﾂ…
''Heath! Toshi just called me and told me that Yoshiki is not answering the phone. He's been trying to call him for half an hour and he doesn't respond.'' ''Pataﾂ… '' ''Don't even think about that! '' ''Let's call Toshi and we will go and check if everything's fine.'' ''Yes, i'll call him.''
Yoshiki slowly opened his eyes. He was standing in a small white room, with white bed in the corner. There were no windows, but the light came from somewhere, because the room wasn't dark at all.
''Hello? Where am i?'' He said, hoping that someone would respond him. ''Hayashi Yoshiki, what the hell have you done?'' ''Hide?'' he turned around and he saw him sitting at the bed, with had bowed. ''Is it really you?'' Hide walked to Yoshiki and hugged him. ''Yoshiki, why have you done that?'' ''I have done what?'' Hide took Yoshiki's hands and showed him his sliced wrists.
''I couldn't take it anymore hideﾂ… really, first the disband, then Toshi and now you! You know how emotional i am! I'm brokenﾂ… I can't go on anymore.'' ''Ofcourse you can. You are the musician of Japan! Imagine what would people do if you die!'' ''I'm already dead if i'm not mistaken.'' ''No you are not dead yet. Doctors are fighting for your life. You lost a lot of blood.''
''So i can decide to go back or stay?'' ''Yoshiki, please go back. I beg you! Your fans need you. I need you to be there. It's enough that i've done that stupid thing.'' Hide started to cry. ''Hide, please. I don't have a reason to live. Without youﾂ… it's impossible. You were always there for me, you were like my brother!'' ''I know, but there is still someone else that needs you. Toshi. I was his only friend, after X Japan separated. His family doesn't want to see him again, his former friends don't like him anymore, because he left X. It's only you that he has on this whole world.Don't forget Pata, Tajiji and Heath. And there is another reason why i want you to go back. I want you to compose music for the world, for me, for yourself.''
''But if i go back, i'll never see you again hide!'' ''You can visit me anytime you like Yoshiki. I'm right there.'' Hide put his hand on Yoshiki's chest. ''Right there in your heart. And i'll be there forever. Now go before it's to late!'' ''I'll miss you hideﾂ…''
Everything was blurry around him. He heard voices, but he didn't know where they coming from. ''We got him. His condition is stabilized.''
The title is ForeverThe telephone rang. A japanese man woke up. He reached for the telephone.
''Hello?''
''Yoshikiﾂ… It's me, Pata. Sorry for calling you, i know it's over midnight there in LA.''
''Pataﾂ… What is wrong? You sound strange today.''
''I- I have something to tell you.''
''About what?''
'' About hideﾂ… it apear that he commited a suicide.''
'' What? You're joking! Tell me that you are joking!'' Tears started to flow down his face.
''No i'm not. I can't joke about something like this. The police said he hanged himself, because he was drunk. ''
''Oh goshﾂ… It'sﾂ…'' Yoshiki was going all hysterical and started to scream.
'' Calm down. Come to Japan with the first plane in the morning. We need you hereﾂ…''
Pata and Heath were waiting on the airport for Yoshiki. They wanted to talk but somehow they couldn't. They were both thinking about the fact, that their Pink Spider is gone forever. His smileﾂ… never to be seen again, his voiceﾂ… never to be heard again.
''Heath? Do you think Yoshiki will be ok?'' Pata said all worried. Heath looked at him seriously.
''Do you think he wouldﾂ… go after him?''
''I don't know. But we have to take care of him. He loved hide more then anyone of us did. He was like a brother to him. I'm afraid that we could lose him tooﾂ…''
''Don't say that. It'll be alright. Look there he is.''
They hurried to him and the both hugged him tight. Yoshiki was stoned. He haven't even hugged them back. He just looked around all lost and sad.
''Yoshiki, how are you feeling?'' Asked Pata.
'' I don't know.''
That was all that he said that day. Pata and Heath took him to his hotel room and Pata stayed with him. He was very worried about Yoshiki's condition. He wasn't really in this world. He was day dreaming all the time. He wasn't talking, just sitting on a chair and staring at the wall infront of him. Tears were flowing down his face, but he didn't care to wipe them away. Pata thought it would be good for him to eat and drink something, he didn't do it the whole day. He knelt down infront of Yoshiki and looked straight into his eyes. They were all red from crying.
''Ohh Pataﾂ…'' Yoshiki hugged him tight, as they both stood up. '' I loved him so much! I still do! I feel so empty and, andﾂ…''
''I know. I know.'' He led him to his bed. They both sat down.
''Yoshikiﾂ… we'll go at the press conference tomorrow. You will have a speech as the leader of what was X Japan.''
''I- I can't. I'm not in condition to do that.'' He looked at Pata.
''I know. But you have to calm the fans! Five already commited suicide and a lot of them tried! They are all hysterical and lostﾂ… You have to talk to them.''
''I can't! It hurts to talk about this! It's tearing me apart! Like thousand knives would slice my flesh at the same time,'' he sobed.
''Do you want more fans to kill themself?''
''Ofcourse i don't!''
''Look Yoshiki. You are the only one who can calm them. They are all counting on you, to make them feel at least a bit better, to show them that you understand them.''
''Okﾂ… i would like to sleep now. And please don't wake me early in the morning.''
''I won't. You have to rest and Yoshikiﾂ… I'm always there for you if you need me.''
''Thanks Pata. It means a lot. Goodnight.''
''Night.''
''Yoshiki, let's have a drink!'' Said hide looking at him hopefully.
''Hide-chan! You know i won't let you drink at my place.'' Yoshiki smiled.
''Please just once, a glass of red wine, nothing else.'' Hide was looking at Yoshiki. His eyes were so beautiful and his smileﾂ…
''It's time for you to come out of the bed.'' Pata was shaking him lighty to wake him.
Yoshiki woke up, giving out a silent scream. ''Hide! Where is he?''
''You were dreaming about him, weren't you?''
''He was soﾂ… beautiful. Like an angel.'' His eyes were all teary again.
''Be strong today. The press conference is in one hour and a half. And tomorrow is the funeral. You'll be playing Forever Love on piano, remember? And Toshi will be singing.''
''Toshiﾂ…''
''Tajiji, Heath and i will be there also.''
He was standing infront of all those reporters, holding the microphone. He wasn't able to speak. He just stared at them. He remembered what Pata said to him last night. There is no need to see more death. It's enough. Hide wouldn't like people killing themselves because of him. That thought gave him strenght to speak, even tho he was crying all the time and his voice was terribly shaking.
"Now, I'm very shocked because I heard of his sudden death. I still can't believe it. He is sleeping with a very beautiful face. I tried to wake him up again and again, though he is still sleeping.
Hide was the calmest person in our band. It was also hide who always gave calm and accurate advice to me, who were short-tempered and acted impulsively, even though I was a leader. Of course, he sometimes lost his way when he was in various pressures. However, he always called me in such a case. We talked everything; such as about our band, music, friends, life, fans.
Sometimes, he was like my elder brother, and sometimes like a younger brother. Sometimes, we drank and fought, but he always said, like, "Yoshiki, what did I do yesterday? Sorry, I don't remember anything" the next day. However, he went to sleep without saying anything. All his fans, and all his friends, I think everyone is confused now. I cannot express myself how sad I am, but we have to accept the fact firmly because we cannot change anything. Please see him off to the heaven warmly."
His fingers were shaking as he started to play the piano. Thousands of people came to hide's funeral. He had a feeling that they know and understand how he feels. He missed the key on the piano. His mind was telling him to play, just to play and let the music take his pain away. His heart was already torn apart. He was lost, wandering like a child in the darkness. Toshi was just singing, as much good as he could. The tears were choking him all the time. Pata, Tajiji and Heath were sitting on chairs infront of piano. The song finally ended. He went out to catch some fresh air; it was to much for him, the big picture of hide on the wall, white flowers everywhere and the coffin in the middleﾂ…
''Yoshiki.'' He turned around and saw Toshi. ''How are you feeling?'' Toshi asked him. His voice sounded a bit strange, probably because he hasn't heard it since the band broke up. He was looking at him and wondering, if he is the same person he knew all those years. The man, who was always at his side, being there whenever he needed himﾂ… just like hideﾂ… ''Yoshiki?'' Toshi put a hand on Yoshiki's shoulder to wake him up from his deep thoughts. ''Huhﾂ… sorry. I've been just thinking about you, me and our friendship.'' ''Yo-chan, i justﾂ…'' ''Yo-chan.'' Yoshiki sighed. ''Just like in the good old times.'' ''Yoshiki i just wanted to tell you something.'' Yoshiki looked at him suspicious. ''What is it?'' Toshi stared at the ground, then he suddenly looked directly into Yoshiki's eyes. ''I want us to be... just like before. All i'm asking for is friendship. I need someone to talk to. And now that hide is gone... He was always nice to me and he always had time to talk to me, he told me everything about you, since you didn't want to see me anymore, after X Japan disbanded.'' ''Look i don't know i'm all confused now. You've hurt me Toshi. It was really bad. When you said you wanted to leave the band i thought i would die. Now hide's death... I'm at the edge! Just waiting to fall in the darkness!'' ''Please... Think about it. I need you.''
Yoshiki was sitting at the chair in the kitchen at the hotel. He was crying and thinking about all those things that happened to him lately. First, the disbanding of X Japan, second, he lost Toshi's friendship and now, hide left him forever. All those things brought him so much pain and he didn't know how to relieve it. It seemed to him that the only chance to be set free from all this sadness and pain is, to disappear, to go away foreverﾂ…
''Heath! Toshi just called me and told me that Yoshiki is not answering the phone. He's been trying to call him for half an hour and he doesn't respond.'' ''Pataﾂ… '' ''Don't even think about that! '' ''Let's call Toshi and we will go and check if everything's fine.'' ''Yes, i'll call him.''
Yoshiki slowly opened his eyes. He was standing in a small white room, with white bed in the corner. There were no windows, but the light came from somewhere, because the room wasn't dark at all.
''Hello? Where am i?'' He said, hoping that someone would respond him. ''Hayashi Yoshiki, what the hell have you done?'' ''Hide?'' he turned around and he saw him sitting at the bed, with had bowed. ''Is it really you?'' Hide walked to Yoshiki and hugged him. ''Yoshiki, why have you done that?'' ''I have done what?'' Hide took Yoshiki's hands and showed him his sliced wrists.
''I couldn't take it anymore hideﾂ… really, first the disband, then Toshi and now you! You know how emotional i am! I'm brokenﾂ… I can't go on anymore.'' ''Ofcourse you can. You are the musician of Japan! Imagine what would people do if you die!'' ''I'm already dead if i'm not mistaken.'' ''No you are not dead yet. Doctors are fighting for your life. You lost a lot of blood.''
''So i can decide to go back or stay?'' ''Yoshiki, please go back. I beg you! Your fans need you. I need you to be there. It's enough that i've done that stupid thing.'' Hide started to cry. ''Hide, please. I don't have a reason to live. Without youﾂ… it's impossible. You were always there for me, you were like my brother!'' ''I know, but there is still someone else that needs you. Toshi. I was his only friend, after X Japan separated. His family doesn't want to see him again, his former friends don't like him anymore, because he left X. It's only you that he has on this whole world.Don't forget Pata, Tajiji and Heath. And there is another reason why i want you to go back. I want you to compose music for the world, for me, for yourself.''
''But if i go back, i'll never see you again hide!'' ''You can visit me anytime you like Yoshiki. I'm right there.'' Hide put his hand on Yoshiki's chest. ''Right there in your heart. And i'll be there forever. Now go before it's to late!'' ''I'll miss you hideﾂ…''
Everything was blurry around him. He heard voices, but he didn't know where they coming from. ''We got him. His condition is stabilized.''
