Oh yes...Forgive me! Bad, bad, bad me for thinking friend's are actually supposed to treat each other nicely and blah, blah, blah! I don't know HOW that got in my head! Silly, silly me! -slaps self repeatedly-
And, uh, I KNOW how bad my temper tantrums can be, but, really, now, I think I deserve to have them. And if I hadn't had some of them, I would have exploded in a much, much, MUCH worse way.
And excuse me for not liking to be ignored, interruped, and almost given no opinion like I don't exist. Sorry, sorry. Out of my place here. Forgot MY feelings mattered in the slightest...
And it's not silly in the slightest! The preppies treat me better than you do sometimes! My BROTHER even does a lot more than sometimes! And plus, remember what I've said already...? I'm one of those people who hide away kind of thing, so I'm not just reacting to the "silly, little thing" at just that moment; I'm exploding at anything and everything from MONTHS ago because they NEVER get resolved.
And that has to do WAY back in 10th grade I think (baaaad memory here...), before you guys were going out anyway (good enough), when we were in math class. We spent an entire period insulting each other (and I do mean an ENTIRE period) and it was all fun and games and fun, but, eventually, I got sick and tired of it. We went WAY beyond crossing the line there...) Hence why my insults got worse and my voice got REALLY irritated sounding...And now you know why! Stupid, and even I'll admit it, but meh...I haven't hung around him long enough for that grudge to go away...
And no I don't think I'm always right actually. There may be a little doubt in my head, but meh...I'm one of those people you have to give proof to thank you very muchly.
And I do those ignoring things because one: you somehow managed to hurt me (again
!), two: I'm brooding and I need my silence damn it all! And three: I'm pissed, along with hurt of course, and that's how I show it. It has NOTHING to do WHATSOEVER with ANYTHING like me thinking I'm right (unless you want to count the entire thing going on here...).
And I wonder whose fault THAT is...?
And that still gives you NO right to talk behind my back damn it!
And for your information, it's not THAT hard to change something like this. It's a small, tiny, little thing here. It's not like you need to pack up and head off to some unknown place to ponder and brood for a couple of years in a soul-searching journey you know.
And don't complain about ME being very opininated. YOU'RE just as worse, if not even more worse. Remember that time we were talking about sequels to movies...? And when you got on "The Lion King 2" and I dared tell my opinion and said I liked it...? You're reaction wasn't very, erm, GREAT either, so don't give me that bull...
And again, for your information, it's not one thing or another. It's the EXACT same thing as before! It's been the EXACT same thing from the VERY first time!
And what happened to our friendship you ask...? You mutilated it.
And hate is a part of humanity. To get rid of hate, you'd have to kill every last human you know...
And the reason WHY I'm never around at lunch and whatnot is one: it's more being ignored on my part, which doesn't help me feel any less like **** and two: I just get the impression you guys really don't want me there. I feel very, very, VERY, extremely unwelcomed in your group. And the last reason: Hungry. No money. House is close. Has food.
And for your information yet again, I HAVE been trying. For a LONG while, but, well, you have to at least meet me have way, but so far, you haven't even looked in my general direction kind of thing.
And hey, if you lost me, it's YOUR fault you know...