b4 my g/f along with a, granted, short string of failed relationships and teenage girls habits around my local area of pestering me and saying they liked me when they were joking and pranking *it was obvious since their friends are there and they wernt serious*, i found that really annoying, i dont know why, i never believed these wild claims of affection so i never felt hurt, i knew the minute they started it was a prank, it was just, extremely ANNOYING =S
anyway i lost faith in love and stuff, i felt almost incapable of human feeling, based on the fact i had somehow built a self defence mechinism where i couldnt let myself entertain the notion of love but, my s-chan got me through that.
at least i got something from my bitter days, i learned to live life without needing a relationship to give me self worth.