Yahho~ ! Newbie here. I'm
Taruru~ 
You can call me
Taru if you want to. Yoroshiku ne
About the topic now... The word "otaku" is not a pleasant one.
Well.. I'm not sure if you're serious, Spike308, you seem to like calling yourself an otaku (テ農o; ), but really, it's a word that describes a state of illness!
"Teenagers have committed suicide because their favorite characters were killed."
code7rei, you said you were
almost in this situation. What is it that holds you back ?
You haven't totally lost it. What is important to you, not counting Miyamori Ayano..?
And, btw... what is it about her that makes you prefer her to real women?
Really.. I'm not sure I understand how it's possible...
Listen to
Marc. I agree with everything written in his post.. You need to get alittle bit of distance from anime, and talk to a proffessional who knows how these addictions work, and can tell you what to do.
Oh, and drag
Spike308 along, too! テ農テ?;
Lastly, I must say that you are very
erai for seeking help, and wanting to change. Now,
Fighto~~!