No worries, we all think poorly under stress.
Thank you for understanding. I'm going to stay in Katsushika in an Airbnb when I visit Japan to try and find her. It might seem a little drastic but I can't feel happy without her. Life is finite and I would regret it if I didn't try everything.
Hospital is a possibility. How about a lost or broken phone? You can't get to Line without your phone.
She bought a new iPhone was waiting at the post office last I heard. I've emailed her too.
There's a dial tone? I don't get a dial tone
I tried with a colleges phone and it came up as engaged and no message. Her mother might be up to this. She might have blocked me or something. I don't think her mother wants us to be together, but I'm not sure about that. She's made it clear to my fiancé that she wants her to marry one of her or her husband's rich friend's sons. When she told her mother about me she was angry like my fiancé expected her to be. She said that's nice and he looks like your type, in what my fiancé says was a dismissive tone.
I can't give up like that. I can support us both. We've discussed it. She's said she's ok with getting disinherited to marry me. But wishes that I can support her. Which if totally far and totally doable. She told me Tokyo University. She told me that she was so excited when she got accepted that she stayed awake for 2 days straight playing some video game she likes and finished it and was the first person to do so. She's very proud of that. She made something called a "key" for it, which is something that instructs other player as to how to play the game. She's mentioned Tokyo university a few time so I think that's the one.
I'm currently a bar tender. I get good pay especially working weekends and long nights. I have really good job security there. I still need to choose a degree to study at university but I will. I'm ambitious and so is she. We've talked about making a start up together. Nothing serious as of yet. Maybe something to do with her art or a Japanese style store in Australian, maybe a restaurant.
I'll get them delivered to her address. If she's there and there's some reason she can't contact me otherwise at lease she will know that she's in my thoughts and that when I said that I would never leave her and that I will alway love her I meant it.
Your right. and she dropped her phone and smashed it recently. It still worked for calls and messages on LINE though. Maybe it's dead. She has the new iPhone waiting in the post office. My line ID name is unnecessarily stupid and my "display name" is different so she might have forgotten it. But it still lets me message and call her account and I still do all the time. I told promised her that I would never let her go and that I would always message and call.
She's definitely paying for the university. Her stepfather bought her the appartment and because she thinks she owns Ran she uses the appartment as she pleases without knocking. She's very controlling it's true. After coming back from there trip to Hong Kong to see that medial specialist about her disease, she decided to walk into Ran's appartment, throw her out of bed and told her to book them a hotel in Tottori for a "hot spring trip" (so she didn't have to go alone). Ran at this point was dibilitatingly tired and feeling weak. Her mother didn't care.
I think that you guys are really making sense on the topic. I haven't considered it very deeply because it sound so conspiratorial and strange to me. But it's starting become a more likely senerio in my mind that Ran's mother is keeping her from me.
The people her mother has me competing with are born wealthy. There her and her husbands rich friend's Sons. They're highly educated. She tried to have one of her rich friend's sons, a gay boy, stay in Ran's guestroom regardless of whether or not Ran gave permission (he spoke with Ran on LINE a bit, he seemed nice and wanted to stay in Tokyo to study at Tokyo University, but he was thinking MIT also, and because he likes Japanese video games and Japanese boys). Nothing happened with that though.
When my phone was out of commission I couldn't figure out a way to get line working on the PC and link it up to my existing account which is only linked to me via phone.
The main question is how much control her mother has. Like you said, there's FB and other methods to get in touch and her mother can't lock her out of them completely. Especially if she is getting out of the house, going to school etc. Which leads me to believe she doesn't want to get in touch right now or there's a more benign or physical reason (like phone issue, accident, etc.).
