Okay. There is no short way to type it....Sorry guys
I fell for a erm...older guy,let's call him Wolf, when I was younger. Now he's 29 and I'll be 17 in December. I can't understand how he lead me on so well. And he keeps doing it.
So I met him when I was about 14 and fell for him when I was 15. Just last year, we flirted strongly. We wrestled on his bed and even kissed.
He even told me that I was a good thing worth waiting for.
It hurt my relationship with my boyfriend Ryan.(the one I just broke up with)
So many conflicting feelings.
Well, the pattern had became clear. He would flirt with me, then when we got to a certain point that I though was seriuos, he'd get a girlfriend. She would break up with him and he'd call me. The pattern started over. But while having a girlfriend, he didn't pay much attention to me but I kept being sucked in.
Ryan has even tried to help me let go. I wouldn't call Wolf for about a month and then I'd break. And even now he has a girlfriend. It broke my heart the way I found out.
I called and she answered and I asked"Who am I speaking with?"
She replies,"His girlfriend."
It broke me but they are still together(It'll be a year in April) and yet I keep getting sucked in. I don't know how to pull away,even now and I've become a fool. I'm always at his beck and call. I know I shouldn't have but I called him and invited him to my birthday dinner....
What am I going to do?
Its wearing on my heart.....
And even better. I was talking to his girlfriend to be nice ,I guess and he started playing with her on the phone. I was to the point of tears. Someone help me before he kills me....
"My dearest, you will be the death of me. Hurt not my heart, Shatter my soul no more. It is you I love. Love me in return"
