Could someone tell me what this kanji reads?

[justjaded]

I desperately need someone to tell me what this kanji means before I crawl in a deep hole. I am sure it is not what I intended. Help!!! *starts digging*

 

[Elizabeth]

It means stubborn, persistant, obstinate, unyielding -- to my mind at least largely positive attributes .

 

[justjaded]

Thank you for your input, I really appreciate it.