I've lost a loved one before.
People don't take me seriously because I'm only 13 and this is the age where you get all those mixed feelings and such.
They say it's just puppy love and I'll never experience "real" love at my age.
In my book, age doesn't matter.
Hell, you could be 9 and feel "real" love..(okay, maybe a little exagerated there, but you get the point)
I had a crush on this one boy last year for the longest amount of time but never told him I liked him.
I just kept it to myself, thinking that he'll find out one day, but now that one day will never come.
I was talking to one of my friends yesterday and just found out he moved to Washington..
He said he didn't want to go back to my school because the kids were so cruel there.
We talked everyday about stupid things for hours upon hours.
We always hugged each other and goofed around.
We always teased each other but when it got serious, we would keep going just to make the other mad and then make up.
We would always make up an excuse to get out of PE to jo hang around the school together.
We would always do everything together but I nevver got to tell him how I felt because I was too scared that I would get rejected and loose our friendship.
Now I know that even if we lost our friendship, I wouldn't feel so god damn guilty and lost right now without him.