-rika- shinya` said:
Juvi : I don't like it to see Kyo hurt himself too! i feel sad when i see him scratching himself, and my heart was shouting 'NO DON'T DO THAT!!' personally, i don't know what kind of fan that person is if they like to see their beloved singer hurting himself just for their watching pleasure.. and some of them doesn't like it too, they posted it in the official BBS.. and maybe kyo is putting on a show for us, because he think it would inject more feelings into the song?? i don't like that kind of show, if he truly sings it from his heart, it would be more than enough for me.
I would like to argue that he is not "putting on a show" whenever he cuts himself on stage/coughs up blood etc. And Kyo himself gets
very pissed when people think or say that.
My mom once showed a performance of "Mushi" to her friends, most of them got disgusted looks on their faces saying, "Why is he doing that?" but one of her friends replied, "He's doing that so that he doesn't kill himself." It's great if most people don't understand the kind of pain Kyo's been through/goes through while singing on stage, really that's wonderful but to some of us what Kyo does is...there's really no words for it. The s**t that can happen in a person's life is sometimes too much to simply cry and scream about. And it's great that most people don't understand 'cause if they did there wouldn't be many of us still living however to look down your nose at it or to say, "no don't do that!! Why does he do that? I'd like him better if he didn't" is wrong to me. That is his way of dealing with the pain. And sure, yeah, he could not do it and just simply sing the words, keeping all that s**t bottled up inside. But if he did I bet you anything his body would be found in his bathroom, dead in a pool of blood. I don't know about you guys but I, personally, would rather he get all that stuff out on stage then actually kill himself.
"Hodokete shimau ito wo mi tsume
Moji ni de kinai hidarite desu
Chi wo nagasu tabi ni ikiteru wake
Midasu kotoba ga azayaka de
Te no naka ni wa ai subeki hito sae mo
Hanabanashiku chitte
Te no naki ni wa ikita imi kizande mo
Munashiki hana to shiru
The final
Hitotsu futatsu to fue tsuzukeru
Naze ni waraenai esa to naru?
Fukaki gokui no shin kesshite modore wa shinai
Asu wo furenai jikyakuteki haiboku shitai
Sucide is the proof of life
Te no naka ni wa ai subeki hito sae mo
Hanabanashiku chitte
Te no naki ni wa ikita imi kizande mo
Munashiki hana to shiru
So I can't live
So I can't live
Sou nakushita mono wa
So I can't live
So I can't live
Mou umarenai
So I can't live
So I can't live
Ikiteru akashi sae
So I can't live
So I can't live
Motomerarenai uta
Let's put an end
the final
Misui no tsubami sakase you"--"The Final" Dir en Grey
"I float in cosmos for the place to return
Living or dying
There is no meaning"--"Cradle" Laruku