Till we meet again...

[pinkkillerkisou]

I didn't know where to put this... I figured here in would be most appropriate even if it is mostly people in the j-pop who know me... I guess anyone who reads this can tell others who may be concerned why I'm gone...

Does anyone know of a good head doctor? where is doctor Gackt when I need him? I died (or thought I did) tuesday morning around 1:45 am... I hit my elbow and had a huge gash so I went to clean it and bandage and I blacked out and uhh... broke the tank for the toilet with my back :sorry: it really sucked cause when I was unconcious I was dream about this really euphoric place with waterfalls and there was Kagrra, very sexy and wet... sounds like heaven right? you can see why I thought I was dead... anyway... when I came to there was no sexy wet Kagrra, just me all wet on the bathroom floor... all I could think for like ten minutes was "why am I soaking wet and where did Akiya go? this has to be a dream... " I could only move my left arm and my head for the first half hour or so... I couldn't move my legs at all for about an hour... it took two days for me to be able to even feel my right arm... I kept losing circulation in it and my hand would literally go purple and black... which sucks cause thats my drawing arm and I obliterated it... I'm pretty sure I hit my head on the wall... theres a huge ridge from like the side of my head above my ear to the back of my head and I clearly hit my back on the toilet... I think I hit my arm again cause it's bruised not just where I originally hit it and I think I hit my other arm and my hip on the sink cause they are bruised too... but I can't be sure seeing as I was unconcious for all this... I was so numb for days but I knew I was hurt cause I kept crying even though I couldn't feel anything...

you should see the toilet... I sure showed him I'm lucky I never cut myself cause the toilet was porcelin and it was shattered... there were pieces everywhere and the bottom was crack and the crack was like jutted out if that makes sense :? ...if you looked in the inside it was cracked all throughout the tank... it looked like a spiderweb or something... none of the pieces cut me... so it could have been much worse... ...don't ask me how you can break a toilet with your back... if one more person asks me that or how I passed out and what happened when I did... I'll scream and do something to make them cry like kill their favorite person in the whole wide world... I don't know what happened... I wasn't concious...

...but if anything good came from this I destroyed the hideous fuzzy pink clothes hamper by breaking the tank and flooding the bathroom

If my head and arm and back don't get better I'm just gonna be put down... which country is that legal in again?

so uhhhh... that's not the original reason I left here... but it's the reason I'm still gone... don't worry... I'm not in a miserable mood over this as you can see by the amount of laughing smilies and sarcasm used throughout my detailed account of the matter... but I won't say I'm happy it happened either... I'd be mental if I was... I'm dealing as best I can... which is whining and trying to sleep 12 to 14 hours straight... all I'll say is I find humor in it all because something like this could only happen to me...

I can't think properly if at all at times... I can't remember things if I stop doing them which makes it impossible for forum conversation since responses don't always come in immediately so there is no rhythm... without that I can;t do anything... I have to constantly be reminded or things or backtrack and I don't want to frustrate anyone ... it took me over an hour and a half just to write this and keep proofreading it to make sure it made sense... cause I can't stop spelling words all out of order or jumbling sentences or using the wrong words... so I'm pretty much gone apart from a random comment or two till this blows over... I'll rest up and be back as soon as my brain is back to functioning normally... I really hope this all makes sense... :sorry:

I'm off to bed now... it's 5:25 am... I'd like to wake up in time for dinner

 

[Kinsao]

Awww PK...... I hope you are feeling better soon. Sounds like it was a bad accident... you sound really battered. I thought you hadn't been around for a while but I thought you were just busy. Waaaw! You don't deserve to always get the bad luck!

Anyway I hope you gone to the doc because it sounds like something is seriously wrong if you couldn't move ur legs or feel ur right arm Rest up and get better soon!

 

[lastmagi]

sorry to hear that. hope you get better!

 

[Mycernius]

You should get yourself checked out as soon as possible. It might be just a bad knock, but it could be a case of concussion. Do not leave it!

 

[Kinsao]

I agree with Mycernius.
Also you might have a low blood pressure, if you passed out, so it's worth getting checked over...

Hey, there could be a good side... if the toilet broke so easily, if such as only your falling weight could make it smash, it's a good job it didn't collapse when someone was sitting on it!

 

[Doc]

With each event you tell the more I think you need to see a doctor immediately. I am serious here, you may even need to see a specialist like a neruologist or someone in that nature. It seems that you may have harmed your head in some way, your blood suger could be down, and it sounds like you are suffering from other medical conditions as well. I would seriously advise you to go to the doctor and explain these incidences at once before something even worse could happen to you.

Doc

 

[Grandpa Frank]

Hey Pk !!!

How close are you to Maine ? Nurse White will come over and hold your hand and feed you chicken soup till you're better. I'll also be your JREF secretary so you don't have to take time away from the Forum. PS - I work cheap; all you have to do is wear a long, silky black wig and I'm there foer free, LOL. Hope you feel better very soon, if not, GET CHECKED OUT BY A GOOD DOCTOR !!

Uncle Frank

 

[Elizabeth]

It sounds like a moderately severe concussion or head trauma, although I don't even know if there is always paralysis associated with those -- so you could have something even more serious. As everyone has said, the only way to know for sure is to have it checked immedately. Even if you are still in New Orleans I know some hospitals and emergency rooms have already opened.

Best wishes and keep on keeping your spirits up

 

[RockLee]

It sounds like a moderately severe concussion or head trauma, although I don't even know if there is always paralysis associated with those -- so you could have something even more serious. As everyone has said, the only way to know for sure is to have it checked immedately. Even if you are still in New Orleans I know some hospitals and emergency rooms have already opened.

Best wishes and keep on keeping your spirits up

I was thinking the same Elizabeth, it sounds like a concussion.A few years ago I fell with my bicycle and hit the ground pretty hard, the next thing I could see was the ceiling of the ambulance while being carried to the hospital.I couldn't relate anything, hardly could say my own name.Concussions are the worst !!! You should go to the doctor/ hospital anyways, just to be sure you're ok !! You'll be feeling weird for at least 2 days...after that your brain starts to get better again Get better soon !

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

my aunt is a nurse and she has been stopping by to check on me everyday or everyother day. She's been giving me acupressure treatments (kind of like acupuncture but with out the needles) to relieve the tenseness in muscles since I fell... she said to go to the hospital if I had blurred vision and dizziness and memory loss... I guess I should...

she also said (I think ^^ something about when you get in an accident you blood goes to support firstly your life giving organs... your heart and lungs then once you are stable your heart will start pumping blood everywhere else... and that explains why I lost feeling in my legs... my arm was just from hitting it... the swelling was making me lose circulation (I wish I could remember exactly what she said... I've probly got it all wrong as usual )

@Kinsao: well... someone has to get the bad luck... and there people who could use it much less than me that's for sure...

no, actually my aunt said hitting my elbow triggered one of my attacks... I have something called vasovagal syncope (i think that spelled right) it means that my body doesn't retain water so my blood is really thick so it gets trapped... mostly in my legs... so my heart tries to pump the blood back to my heart and lungs and brain and I pass out cause of it... :sorry:

I don't think so... I just think since I'm so weak concious that I must be like 1,000 times stronger when I'm unconcious... or I'd like to think so... ...even if that isn't a good side I still killed the ugly hampers and I'd take a fall to get rid of them any day

@Doc: well unless I have something else it should just be the condition I explained in reply to Kinsao... I've had that for the past 6 years... they said it would probly go away eventually after a year or two... I had a similar fall before I knew what it was... this was the worst one I've had by far... ^^; I don't think it's low blood sugar... I eat so much candy it's not funny... XD

@UncleFrank: aww... I already have black hair, Frank but it's not so long... just past my shoulders I live way down south in New Orleans ^^;

@Elizabeth: yea... but the waits are unreal and I have a bit of a fear of them... they probly run a bunch of test and give me ibprofen

@RockLee:yea... I didn't feel much of anything for 2 days... then I started hurting... a lot

I did some drawing to try to get my arm back into the habit of working... I can't wait till my arm is back to normal so I can draw properly again... maybe I'll take up photography again for the time being... and I've done some studying to help remembering things again... it's just really all so annoying ^^; maybe video games would help with reflexes and hand eye coordination and such... :? I guess I won't be putting in all those job applications this week... Im in no condition for work... especially in holiday season

whew... what a mental work out... no more commenting from me for atleast a week...

 

[anjusan]

I was really worried until you mentioned your aunt is a nurse... I am sure she would call 911 if she thought the accident was life threatening... but still it sure is unfortunate to get so beat up... you know this is like a big family here at jref and I am sure we are all thinking positive thoughts for you... at least the fuzzy pink hamper bit the big one... what a great attitude you have... do you think that old adage is really true... 'if it doesn't kill you, it will make you stronger'? I hope so in your case... you should be really strong soon...

 

[Anchyyy]

Hey pkk! Sorry to hear that! Get better soon! And go to a good doctor. It's defenetly something wrong if you couldn't move you legs and arm Anyway take care!!

 

[pinkkillerkisou]

@anjusan: I guess I live like that... only it's more "If it doesn't kill me it'll give me arthritis after it's healed"...lol
Thank you for for your well wishes... that means alot ^^

@Anchyyy: thanks... I will take care... ^^ I'm pretty sure I couldn't move them cause there wasn't much blood flow... trust me I can feel everything now... ^^;

anyway, it's after 6 am and I can't get back to sleep cause I hurt too much... so what better way to spend my time that making a new and wonderful signature... XD

it's supposed to look like this though... but since I had to upload images to photobucket it was to many characters... I call it the "I Like To Move It" dance...

...it was just a little dance I came up with for Average_Psycho the other night when she told me she made good marks in all her classes...

 

[Kinsao]

Haha, I like ur dance! Sounds like the brain is beginning to function again... It's a horrible experience tho *hands PK a cake* hope the pain goes away soon.
At least it was at home... I passed out one time in a train toilet... luckily there wasn't enough space to hurt myself on anything as I fell... I wasn't drunk or anything... I don't even know the reason, except that I didn't get any good hallucinations. No one rescues me... they all thought I was a junkie
Anyway, you rest up! No dancing for you yet... you'll just have to dance virtually. :car:

 

[misa.j]

pinkkillerkisou, I'm really sorry to hear about your injury.
I hope you feel better soon. Keep us updated how you are doing if you can!

Kinsao, that's funny, I've passed out on a train before too, and almost had a panic attack in an airplane. I might be a little claustrophobic.

 

[Mycernius]

You are starting to sound better, and as long as your aunt thinks you fine then you should be okay. Still, look after yourself and be careful.

 

[shadowcatcher]

Well I hope you get to feeling better soon. We'll miss ya if your not around. I've passed out many times (usually from low blood sugar) it's never a fun experience. At least you survived with minimal injury.

I'm sure everyone here will wait a couple of hours for a response from you. I would still recommend seeing a doctor though.