The end of Dir en grey???

oh my gackt, phew. im so relieved, when i saw this i just wanted to burst into tears... phew.... i think i would really kill myself if diru went... kinda like so many ppls went when nirvana did... but then again kyo wouldnt want me to, would he?? he'd want me to go on and scream my own thing, not hang myself with a towel on my bathroom door or something... (actually i think it was an accident)