ok you guys.... i know you love me BUT you dont have to stop talking AT ALL when im not here xD
i spent 3 days in the gazette thread and you post like NOTHING... whats up with you? do you miss me THAT much? *_____*
*feels special*
no seriously now.... where is the "flow"? and the passion of this thread?
i was so shocked to see like.....7 other treads on top of the miyavi thread
TToTT!
now ill just do.... multi-spamming ^_______________^v
ok not spamming but you know ^.~
well, the thing about analyzing videos... the thing that meg/DNT said impressed me a lot and i think shes totally right! its a piece of art and art can be described/felt in 1billion ways but i mean the artist wants you to THINK "hmm what could the message be?" or something like that and the video doesnt always have to do with the songtext but still... video = message = THINK!
u____u so saying "well, im not good in analyzing stuff, so i dont do it or dont think of it" or whatever
*sigh*
me... i think that... well i dont know.. itoshii hito is one of my fav. (as you might have realized xD) songs EVER. i listen to it every night when i go to sleep. and it makes me thing. about love, pain and all that. you dont have to know japanese to understand this song. it just speaks for it self because its such an passionated song. when i first heard it i thought it must be about love and all that..... and when i saw the translation i was like "wow... thats just.... wow" i was speachless because i kinda understood what "happened" in the song without speaking japanese at all. i was so touched by the song because i was in a very... umm... in a bad situation with by boyfriend. i just felt like he doesnt care for me anymore and things like that...and thinking of the words that miyavi said in the song just kind of fitted.
"Itoshii hito...Nakanaide, waratte misete
Namida ga mitakute "suki" tte itta n jannain dayo?"
"Beloved on... Please do not cry, but smile for me
I didn't say "I love you" to see your tears..."
...that almost made me cry... because it made me wonder if my boyfriend thinks like that too...
" "Anata no tame nara shineru" ja nakute "Anata no tame ni ikiru" koto ni shita yo"
"I decided to "Live for you" not "Die for you" "
and THAT just gave me the rest... because i once cried it to my boyfriend in tears and he just stood there... and looked at me.... and then he hugged me i cried even more....
there is more to say about the song.... its very personal and i dont want to get a warning cuz that might be spamming or something... so THE VIDEO
i think that migh REALLY could have to do with abortion... because he always held it close to himself and all that... and at the end when he started floating and all that... he dropped it... like he set it free or something... maybe there was something wrong with the baby? to free it from his pain as an example?
or maybe it was a new-born and he symbolised a mother who died after the baby's birth?
*sigh* who knows... but to me he looks like hes really in pain and sad and all that.... and the video just has so much passion... and i dont know... i just love it....
wow that was long.... i hope you dont die of my cheesy-ness >___>
but thats the way i think...
now ill go buy a piercing for my new lip piercing and look for a birthday present for my new little sister angela :3~
and i want to see PEOPLE POSTING here untill im back >___>
got me?
xD
<3