I wish I was?

[freely63]

I look at all her photos.
I look at all her beauty.
Shes so beautiful i wish i was so pretty.
Could this be jealousy, could this be pain?
I wish i was the girl that had a beautiful man.
I wish i was the girl that everyone loved.
I wish i was the girl that everyone wanted to me.
I just wish i was pretty.
I wish all the other girls would say im beautiful.
I wish i could be confident about myself.
I wish i could see the world how everyone else did.
I wish i was the girl that everyone talked to.
I wish i was the girl that i could take as many pictures as i want & i could still be beautiful.
I wish i was the girl that was called hot.
I wish he could call me beautiful.
I wish i could belive in love.
I wish so much, i walk down the school halls watching everyone laugh at me.
I wish everyone would respect me.
I wish everyone would love me.
I wish i could look in the mirror & see beauty.
-----------------------------------
She walks down the school halls & everyone laughs.
People call her names, & throw stuff at her.
She walks down ths school halls with depression, & with a mystery behind her soul.
She walks down the school halls with no hope.
Sadness.
Depression.
Hopless.
Shes a mystery girl.
She has no soul.
She wishes she was like all the other girls.
She wishes she would fit in.
She wishes she was confident

 

[Sarapva]

Does this mean that "she" actually feels the same way as "I"? It reminds me a little of how I felt in high school - different from most. High school is a tough time, but I can say from experience that there's much more to life after high school. I met someone from my high school not long ago - she was confident and outgoing in h.s., the opposite of what I was. But she told me that her life had gone downhill after high school. I think that happens sometimes - the ones who are on top of the world at that young age can't really get any higher afterwards.

 

[yumeitsumo]

LOl, I take this seriously, but I hope you don't plan on killing this girl.


Also: You have lack of self-love/self-esteem? Me too. I wish I was a lot of things. But I can't be... But I love myself because I love Japan.