Sorry to see that you still feel this way,
@Junya.K
Life is about learning to deal with all the things you have no control over. You weren't born a tall blue-eyed white man, how much time do you want to waste lamenting this fact? I am a tall white man, and there is plenty I could complain about if I wanted. The grass is always greener on someone else's hill.
Even if you had those things you think you want, there will always be something to be dissatisfied about. If you seek happiness in external things, you will never be happy. If you can be content with who you are, you'll find a lot more success and satisfaction than someone who is handed everything because of the way they look. If you are content, you will appear confident, which is much more attractive than just being tall or having blue-eyes.
Change the things you can, and don't worry about the things you can't.