Hi everybody,
It seemed that many of you received acceptance from MEXT. I don't know how many of you still wait for a final result like me. Actually, I known about this forum some months ago, since July when I search through Internet to find some tips for the interview. You guys help me a lot and I really appreciated for that. I want to wait until receive final result to join in this Forum but today I received very bad new, I feel really sad and I want to have somebody in the same boat to encourage me.
I studied Japanese for 4 years in University and took more a year to study myself. I really want to have a chance to study Master in Japan but it seemed to be difficult because my major is Econonics. Then, I quit study Japanese and started to study English. Actually, together with applied for MEXT scholarship through the Embassy, I also applied for another program scholarship at Japan. Today, I received e-mail that I failed and I'm very sad. All of my hope is now MEXT scholarship only. I don't know what should I be if I fail?

I ever read about the case of one people in Argentina. She said that she even deny the wedding propose to be free to go to Japan. I'm nothing compare with her but I know how shocked I am if I failed.
Last year, we received result from our Embassy this time but now I so worried that I not have enough confidence to contact with them. I scare that the result will make me hurt. Waiting is making me crazy. But how my life could me if I was failed. In addtion, my country celebrates Luner New Year and we not have holiday in Christmas time.
I hope there is somebody ever in the same situation can understand me. I'm sorry because it's quite a sad story when you are celebrate Christmas.
@Nall-Oki: I know that you are fainful. Now I have the same feeling, really disappointed. I don't know what is your major. I know another way for apply MEXT scholarship, directly through University. There are a lot of another kind of scholarships like ADB, WB, however, almost of them are for enginering programs. Unfortunately, I am not qualify for this and some another course are conducted in English which is difficult for me because my English is not as good as Japanese.