I emailed him on MySpace since he gets on there practically every day... This is what I wrote...:
"Miyavi... Honestly, I'm nervous writing to you, even though I've written you on here before. I'm just praying you're the one to help me before I actually break down.
I don't want to worry you, or make you upset, or bore you with my story, but I'm hoping you're the one who can actually help me be happy again. I'm hoping you will at least listen.
Even though I got your CD in the mail today, I'm still feeling upset. I love it, I really do, and I don't know what's wrong. I guess it's the fact I feel so distant. I respect and love you so much, and I feel so lost. I think it's because of the feeling distant that I'm so down. I feel like I'm farther behind than I really am in life. I feel like I'm being left behind on the things I love...like you and the rest of Japan.
There's this forum that I get on to talk to friends, and the thread about you (
Miyavi) is the main one I get on. I've been a fan of yours for only months but it feels like years. You're my favorite person in the world, my favorite musician, everything. I get on there, but lately, since I've been grounded from the internet at home, I've had only time to get on during school. This break though, I'm pretty sure I got ungrounded and I've been getting on the forum more and more. Still, I feel like I'm behind. There are days I'm not on the forum and I don't feel behind. I like to catch up on everything. These last couple of days though, they've been hectic. I don't know why that is.
I guess what I'm trying to say with I hope you're the one to help me, is that I'm praying you'll write back. I know you write back sometimes, and this is the one time that I'm hoping you'll acknowledge me. If you write me back, I won't feel so distant and it'd help me so much. It'd make me so happy. So, could you please, please, please write me back? I really need someone to listen.
Thank you if you read this. I really appreciate it. Just the thought of you reading this helps me...
Always and forever a fan of Miyavi!
Jamie Teague"
What do you think?