I think that's normal reactions...If you love and loose someone...tears coming down so easily...Well...Hide-san was died 11 years ago but I still cry when I see him on video...
So...Some months ago I've found a very curious pic...
On left you can see the ex singer of Billy and the guy on right???That's an hide clone???
When I saw this pic....I was really shocked....OMG....
The day i found hide(and X) is one of the best days of my life and one of the worst for my friends because i never shut up about him and it drives them crazy.
I never feel sad about him being gone because even after all this time his music makes me almost unbearably happy.