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*sobs* Should I just avoid this place I once called my Pervy Paradise? 😭 It's not a paradise anymore, it's a nightmare of cruelty. I can't go, and everyone who can go, are making such big deals about it (hey, it's D'espa), and I only feel worse and worse and worse. 😭 My corner has suddenly gotten very lonely... I think I shall go cry in it... maybe steal my straitjacket back from Dianisty (she has to protect me from myself sometimes 😊).

This is so unfair... maybe I'll stray away from JREF altogether... change my icons... D'espa is so painful right now... *sobs*




@ Normphobic: Welcome to the D'espa thread, visit often and enjoy the pervertedness! There's plenty to go around and still so much more that is needed. Don't mind me, I'll probably be gone for days at a time, at least until 2 months after the concerts... Too hard....
 
Awwww, don't disappear on us, AP!!! 😭 I am in the same boat as you... Well, maybe not so much of a boat as a sort of shoddy raft in the middle of a stormy ocean... :cry: ... I can't go and see D'espa either, and they are on the other side of the Atlantic from me... :( ... Life is so unfair... Waaaaaaaahhh... :( 😭

Anyway, we need you to restore this thread to its proper degree of pervity (what a pity we can't use bondage smilies here...) which it has been sadly lacking, subsumed in the unrestrained joy of those people fortunate enough to... but I'll say no more of that. And I have been ill, so was unable to do any straitjacketing last night as planned... :( Still, there are 51 more Fridays in the year. *cheers up*

Anyway, while PK is being beaten by Zero for not finishing her commissions, we can kidnap the others. 😏 :devilish:
 
Nooo... do not disappear my D'espa buddy 😭

Don't touch my Tsukasa... please... *makes sad puppy dog face* :(

If it make you guys feel better... I have to be on a bus for 1 day 8 hours and 5 minutes... *thunk* imagine the boredom... imagine how much I'm going to want to kill everyone around me... I have a feeling... I will go insane... very insane... :( :LOL:
 
Thank you for all of the warm welcomes. If it's hentai you seek, then look no further. I have all male friends and am constantly being called perverted by them. Once a guy said I had the perverted equivalence of 10 men combined. I attempted to read this thread in it's entirety, but it got a bit too wordy for me, and way too fangirl-ish (no offense). What I did read seemed rather mild, though, so you guys need to work on turning this thread into D'espairsRay standards. :-)

For example, today I was shopping in a bondage store. I would give a list of things hanging from my bedpost, but there are minors here! I also bought a book titled "Making Out in Japanese" that has a chapter for "Lover's Language" and tells you what to say to engage in kissing, lovemaking, etc. 😏

On a side note, I have the live fanservice video, so you don't need to upload it. Any other videos would be greatly appreciated. My deepest sympathies to those who are unable to see D'espairsRay live. Don't worry, though, I'm sure you'll have opportunities in the future.

Now, I shall leave you with a question. Does anyone know what Karyu's natural eye color is? I have seen him with different colored contacts, but the photo below raised my curiosity, because they look blue. Since that is rare for Asians, I thought I would ask.

Karyu_by_vamp_lover-1.webp
 
😲 Only just caught this thread!

@ Normphobic: I'm scared of the j-ref moderators! :D
I need to get myself a cellar... I'm running out of bedpost... :devilish:
Oh... do please list... we have bated breath...! We welcome you and your pervity with open.... errrrr.... arms......................... :LOL:

I'm afraid I can't help you with the Karyu thing, though. I agree that I would expect his natural eye color to be brown. Maybe he is also wearing blue contacts on that pic? No reason to wear colored contacts only for photoshoots...

Oh, and some pics... (I don't think these have been posted before; apologies if so):















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And linkage to some cool scans for you, of Hizumi and Tsukasa! *is too lazy to upload to Photobucket*

http://static.flickr.com/29/52527718_9f68d45b27_o.jpg
http://static.flickr.com/29/52528150_e94b3ad505_o.jpg
http://static.flickr.com/33/52528562_34be316c78_o.jpg
http://static.flickr.com/25/52528963_e89d91fb4f_o.jpg
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I would imagine his eyes are naturally brown. I can't see any reason why they wouldn't be... :?

Another hurricane may be coming here, which means... I may miss the D'espa live... 😭

OMG... those last scans of Hizumi and Tsukasa... x_x *thunk*
 
Yeah, I figured his eyes were brown, but I had to ask since my sister thought they looked naturally blue there.

Forget the cellar, what you need is a dungeon. I envision chains attached to the walls and plenty of hooks for hanging up toys (I visualize a number of other things, but I will refrain from typing them until my next question is answered).

Are there any rules for this forum? If there were, I didn't bother reading them, and I would hate to get banned for violating any terms there might be. Are the moderators strict?

That sucks about the hurricane. There is a hurricane approaching my pants. It is going to strike on October 28th. 🍾
(That was the only remotely sexual smiley I could find!)
 
pinkkillerkisou said:
Another hurricane may be coming here, which means... I may miss the D'espa live... 😭
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Oh no! You poor baby! *huggles* :( ............ but... surely you need to keep safe from hurricane... and where better than in the protection of D'espa...? 😌

I will pray for fine weather *chants a la Obscure* :D :D :D

*stands with arms in air and howls tunelessly*
*coughcough* sorry, I got a bit carried away. 😊

Normphobic said:
Forget the cellar, what you need is a dungeon. I envision chains attached to the walls and plenty of hooks for hanging up toys
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Oh yep, most definitely. :-) (Well, to me cellar = dungeon... at least... in my imagination... :giggle: ) Chains, hooks, cheesegraters, salt etc. definitely a must.

Umm... there are rules... *had never read them before* 😊 ... banning "explicit, obscene or vulgar language, graphics or behavior". Hmmm... *hits self on head repeatedly*... :banghead:

lol @ your smilie... something like enforced subtlety. :giggle: There is a woeful deficit of smilies here... there are no bondage smilies :( and we are also lacking smilies for :rape: :dead: :shake: and many other things which I will refrain from posting because I am so restrained and... and something...

It's quite a good sexual smilie, though, is the champagne. *watches it, mesmerized* :mad: :giggle:
 
It's not fair... *stabs hurricanes* I want them to stop... :( I don't want to leave New Orleans... but I don't want to have to keep running away... it messes everything up... screws up our entire way of living... if this hurricane hits... I doubt anyone will want to rebuild here... :(

On the brightside... there are later tour dates... I don't have to go to New York... it just all seemed to work out perfectly going there... :eek: I just don't have the money to stay there that long... and I really don't want to overstay my welcome... I'm lucky her mom agreed to let me stay... :unsure:

I appreciate the chanting Kinsao. 🙂

I will somehow make the bondage, spanking, and probe smilies available here... it's really not fair to the pervy population of Jref... it's discrimination is what it is :( :D

I will never look at the champagne smilie the same. :D :D :D
 
Just to let you know... I am going to upload all of the D'espa demotapes, singles and mini-albums in the gift thread, for anyone who happens to stumble on this thread and doesn't have them. :-)
 
Kinsao said:
lol @ your smilie... something like enforced subtlety. There is a woeful deficit of smilies here... there are no bondage smilies and we are also lacking smilies for :rape: :dead: :shake: and many other things which I will refrain from posting because I am so restrained and... and something...
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Thinking of those smilies makes me laugh, because I can't imagine what they would look like after someone tried to make them appear "cute" in some way. I'm also curious whether :shake: is what I think you're referring to. I have seen perverted smilies on other forums. I doubt I'll live to see the day :necrophilia: is added. :20:

We should petition!

P.S. I don't think I have mentioned my rape fetish (or any of my numerous fetishes for that matter). A conversation I had last weekend comes to mind. My friend and I were looking through the "Making Out in Japanese" book I had just purchased. Afterwards I complained that they didn't include a section about rape. My friend asked what sort of phrases would be in that section, so I replied, "May I rape you?" He laughed and told me that rapists weren't supposed to ask questions such as those, and that it wouldn't be considered rape if you asked them first. I said, "I am a polite rapist. I ask if I can rape them and when they reply, 'No!' I do it anyway." I then complained about how most of the phrases regarding sexual activities were meant to be spoken to women by men. He told me he didn't think there were many perverted female rapists in Japan, so I decided I need to move there and then create a perverse dialect for women. :-)

And with that said, has anyone seen the movie Blazing Saddles?

Hedley Lamarr: Qualifications?
Applicant: Rape, murder, arson, and rape.
Hedley Lamarr: You said rape twice.
Applicant: I like rape.
:giggle:
Taggart: I got it. I got it.
Hedley Lamarr: You do?
Taggart: We'll work up a "Number 6" on 'em.
Hedley Lamarr: "Number 6"? I'm afraid I'm not familiar with that one...
Taggart: Well, that's where we go a-ridin' into town, a whampin' and whompin' every livin' thing that moves within an inch of its life. Except the women folks, of course.
Hedley Lamarr: You spare the women?
Taggart: NAW. We rape the s*** out of them at the Number 6 Dance later on.
Hedley Lamarr: Marvelous.
:LOL:
 
Poor D'espa thread... so near the edge of the page... I have come to rescue you :(

Ahhhhhh... I am driving myself insane... my friend never told me how many days I could stay... I can't get intouch with her either... the latest I can leave and be sure I'll make the concert is next Friday... if I don't buy the bus tickets today or tomorrow I'll have to pay twice as much... :unsure:

Well... if Kinsao or I are ever allowed to be moderators of the J-pop forum you can bet there will be a few changes :devilish: :D

If you ever need a loyal slave to tag along with you Japan to develop this dialect... *raises hand* I am more than willing to assist you... 😄

I bet I wouldn't be able to find that movie around here. :eek:

OHHH... Normphobic, do you have their Secret project "AnimalMania - Itanji"?
 
pinkkillerkisou said:
I bet I wouldn't be able to find that movie around here.
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You should be able to find Blazing Saddles anywhere. It's a Mel Brooks film.

pinkkillerkisou said:
OHHH... Normphobic, do you have their Secret project "AnimalMania - Itanji"?
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I have heard a lot about Animal Mania, and I have a song that says Animal Mania next to it. What exactly is Itanji? Chances are I don't have it.

I hope your travelling issues are worked out in time!

Does anyone have the photo with D'espa and various Jrockers (Deg, MUCC, Myv) sitting together on a stage? I saw it a long time ago and can't find it now. When and where was this picture taken? :?
 
Oh, sorry, I don't know that photo. :(

At least you don't have far to drive yourself, PK. :D

Next Friday... wow... that's near! You lucky, lucky person... :p

I just had to post a quotation here... I was chatting with jbot earlier... 😊 and she says:

"Yes,
something poetic in bondage
seems to me something poetic in bondage."

Simple and self-explanatory, perhaps, but rather moving in its simplicity and beauty of expression, don't you think? It's heartwarming... has a certain haiku-like melliflousness. :-)

Mind you, she also said to me, "I am sorry to hear that you are not on anything" :giggle: and "MUSIC is the universal language of all mankind." I'm getting to like jbot... she sang "Daisy daisy" for me, and she has her dresses custom-made because her arms are not attached. But she's not a VK artist - I asked.
 
Well I meant... I'd have to find a movie rental place that's open... everything is closed around here since the hurricanes... 😌

That's all I know... it was a secret project... and it's by their alterego band AnimalMania... and it's called Itanji


**** ******* ******* little ****ers ****ity **** ******* ****ers... yea :eek:


I think I'm being plotted against.. :eek:. I woke up to find that all our cars are mysteriously not here and I'm all alone with a ******* lovely little note that says don't do anything or go anywhere don't even take a shower because the cable guy is coming... I bet this is like when they did the same exact thing and made wait on the FEMA adjusters... I asked but my parents wouldn't let me tie them up so they couldn't leave either... stupid ****ers... not like I could do anything... I'm not the ******* home owner... I just had to make sure they wouldn't run off... :eek: if I don't go buy those ******* bus tickets today I'm going to be spending over $300 on them... and if I have to spend over $300 on bus tickets... I'm goint to be spending close to $1,000 for all my ******* trip expenses... D'espa better let me ******* rape them... I want my ******* moneys worth. :eek: :giggle:

I haven't even bought the ******* concert tickets yet... maybe I should have them mailed to Jackie's address... I doubt they'll make it here in a week... especially with mail being all ****** up... :unsure:

(my apologies to the automatic censor thingy... you certainly had your ******* work cut out for you... :D)
 
Someone posted a report from the Kagerou and D'espairsRay Coupling Tour. I don't know if anyone has read it, so I decided to post it here. She didn't give much detail (what is it about people not remembering anything after a concert?).

"When they came on stage we were in the back of the crowd that was standing in front of the stage. They looked awesome, but for some reason I can't remember their exact outfits T__T I rember zero wearing a leather blouse, a leather skirt, and under that a leather pants or someting like that o.0 I didn't really got a good look at Tsukasa, so no idea what he was wearing. Karyu, had a sleavless leather shirt, with loose sleeves, I THINK leather pants, and awesome boots. Hizumi wore a black blouse, unbottuned, so you will have to excuse me for not remembering what kind of pants he wore. They started with born, so we started jumping, but the people in front of us were barely moving ( they were only bobbing their heads O.0) and we wanted to jump so when the screaming of Born came around, I launched Jiru and me to the sixth row XDD ( sorry if I hit someone in the progress). Then they played Reddish and I screamed my lungs out and jumped like crazy and god I love that song too much. I was getting tired but next up was Marry of the blood so more jumping and screaming. After that I don't remember the exact order of songs, but here are the one's I remember : Born, Reddish, Maverick, Gemini, tatoeba kimi ga .. shinda.. ra, yami ni furu kiseki, forbidden, abel to kain, infection, quater void, and garnet.
During the concert we kept moving closer and closer to the stage (we were in front of Karyu), and just before the last song Jiru was standing first row with me behind her. But the girl next to Jiru started to faint, and security pulled her out. So all of a sudden I was standing first row. Thank god, after the last song the Despa roadie started cleaning and tuning the instruments again so I prayed for an encore( and since they hadn't played Garnet yet, I reeeaaallyy hoped they would play it) so after a few minutes they got back on stage, and they actually started playing Garnet. I have never headbanged so much in my life, and it was without a doubt the best moment in my life. We screamed, we headbanged, we went totally crazy !! The best thing during the encore was Karyu licking, then biting, and finally throwing his mic stand on the ground with his teeth. I think it's secretely one of the hottest things I've ever seen. Another funny thing was Hizumi throwing the mic-stand on the ground, but instead of the ground it bounced on one of the security guards' head XDD"

Also, there are new scans of them on Public Eyes. They are big, so I just included links. I have heard the guys have been wearing these outfits during their lives.

http://empty-tears.net/publiceyes/data/media/17/DESPAIRSKAGEROU_NOVFOOLSMATE4.jpg
http://empty-tears.net/publiceyes/data/media/17/DESPAIRSKAGEROU_NOVFOOLSMATE3.jpg
http://empty-tears.net/publiceyes/data/media/17/DESPAIRSKAGEROU_NOVFOOLSMATE2.jpg
http://empty-tears.net/publiceyes/data/media/17/DESPAIRSKAGEROU_NOVFOOLSMATE1.jpg
 
Wow, thanks loads for the account and the scans! :-) That sounds a such awesome live.... 😄 🕺 😎 ............... it makes me jealous now! What wouldn't I give to see them play Garnet and Forbidden live... I think I would drop down dead. *turns slightly blue just thinking* :D

Aww PK... :( ... I should tie the cable guy up anyway and have a bit of fun with him... :giggle: serve him right for making you wait in... hey, you better hurry up and get your tickets sorted! sounds like the better idea to have them mailed to your friend.............. it's such a lot of money... :( but definitely worth it for D'espa :-) you make damn sure you rape them! :p
 
Kinsao said:
Wow, thanks loads for the account and the scans! That sounds a such awesome live................... it makes me jealous now! What wouldn't I give to see them play Garnet and Forbidden live... I think I would drop down dead. *turns slightly blue just thinking*
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You are welcome. Garnet is one of my favorite songs, so I am hoping I will get to hear it live as well. I am also hoping I will win those backstage passes. The auction is over for their first show and most went for starting bid. The highest was $60. There are only 3 slots for all of the shows except for Sugoi Con which has 4 slots (that's where I'm going). 😎

Happy Birthday to my sister who is probably reading this! 🍰
 
Hi guys (I'm new here)

Just wanted to say that I LOVE DESPA!!!

I'm going to the concert on Friday (SugoiCon in Cincinnati) and I'm SOOO excited. I'm hoping to win backstage passes too.

Request: Does anyone have the lyrics for murder freaks? I was just wondering...

Okay, that's it for now, nice to see the amount of despa love on this site :-)
 
I don't know if this has been posted before or not, but you can see their latest outfits designed by Yukari Ohba.

http://www.yukari-ohba.com/

Click on Work and scroll down to D'espairsRay. They are all cool, but Karyu and Tsukasa's are to die for. If just a photo of the clothes creates such a response within me, I don't want to imagine what I will do when I actually see them in person wearing these clothes...😲
 
sunsweet said:
Hi guys (I'm new here)
Just wanted to say that I LOVE DESPA!!!
I'm going to the concert on Friday (SugoiCon in Cincinnati) and I'm SOOO excited. I'm hoping to win backstage passes too.
Request: Does anyone have the lyrics for murder freaks? I was just wondering...
Okay, that's it for now, nice to see the amount of despa love on this site
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Hey, welcome, and good luck winning the backstage passes. I will be bidding on 2 of them (1 for my sis), so just don't outbid me lol. Perhaps I will see you backstage.

I can't find the romanji lyrics, but here's what I did find.

http://xxxkyou.hp.infoseek.co.jp/kashi/ta/despa/murder.html

Murder Freaks
(English translation)

Lyrics: Hizumi; Music Karyu

The beauty I feel within me, the mad gourmet scientist
Luke warm blood for wine, your heart will be my main dish
Blood of the *****, how she dances through my veins
From the glass, dribble from my lips
She will not get away, no matter what she may
Peace in my stomach is where she'll find herself
Felt a little there for a moment...

The richness of the blood is driving me mad
Somehow we will be one, flesh and blood
Giving love... so wild

Dribbling from the mouth without decency

I shall feel at peace when we are one

Pour the sauce, slice it to size
My favorite is with a fork and knife
With cold brain puddings for dessert
The beauty that I feel within, the crazy mad scientist

Your vulnerability intensifies me
Use my tongue to the max
Eat you up to the bone

I'm tripping out

On the way to become one with me in my stomach
Then I shall say that we are finally one

Felt a little there for a moment...
The richness of the blood is driving me mad
 
Hi Sunsweet! Nice to see you here! :joyful: D'espa fans unite! 👍

Thanks for the links to the costume site thingy... whew... soooooo good... I am envious of them now, I wish I had someone to make me such gorgeous outfits... I haven't the patience (or the money, but that's a different thing!) :(

Good luck with everyone who is hoping to get backstage passes! 🌹

Lyrics.............. 😍 😍 😍
 
wee! I saw them on friday:mad: it was really good, and the funniest concert since I don't know....
I am now in love 😌
a friend of mine touched hizumis chest...he's too lucky I should've killed him or something...but that wouldn't be to nice would it?? :p
 
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