TwistedMac
後輩
- 4 Mar 2004
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I have always had a bit of a serendipity* attitude towards everything, because good things had a way of finding me, instead of the other way around.
Or maybe I was just seeing something good in most things coming my way, but the fact of the matter is; life hasn't been half-bad to me.
however, For the last 1ツス years I haven't been able to get a job or really do anything worthwile with my life. And at approximatelly $450/month to live off of, I haven't exactly been able to have a thriving social life. It's enough for food and lodging... barely.
when I finally decided to go study, I wasn't able to support myself.. but.. I live in Sweden. The real land of opportunities.
If you want to study here, schools are free (well... government funded anyway) and you can apply for money to support yourself, or rather the government supports you. (you get ~$890/month of which ~$480 is a loan you'll have to pay back later, the rest is given to you)
However.
I had already used this system one semester, and failed to get the grades to make me automatically elligable for another semester. (you can't just fail all your classes and expect this charity to go on, I failed 1 course out of 3... unfortunatelly that course was 50% of my cirriculum).
Now the agency that handles these matters (the CSN) are well-known for their arrogance when it comes to handling these matters. they know they're the ones providing the better-than-what-you-thought-possible service and that you can't go anywhere else.
So they make you come in holding your hat in your hands and ask for another plate, Oliver Twist style!
then they drag it out. I've been without money for food and lodging for 2ツス months now. How do I survive?... I'm a parasite, I live off others.
But now it would seem they have looked through my reasons for failing and deemed me worthy of a second try!
It's not black on white yet, but from what I understand it's pretty much settled. I'll get the final verdict on monday.
So I'm back to my old self, atleast for a while.
Things are yet again going my way, and I have yet again joined the ranks of my two brothers, the princes of Serendip ^^
*[[[most people know of the story, some don't. the princes of Serendip are three guys (princes!.. wow! shock!) that walk around and good stuff tends to flow their way. they keep finding pearls in clams on beaches and so on and so forth... it's an old folks-tale]]]
Or maybe I was just seeing something good in most things coming my way, but the fact of the matter is; life hasn't been half-bad to me.
however, For the last 1ツス years I haven't been able to get a job or really do anything worthwile with my life. And at approximatelly $450/month to live off of, I haven't exactly been able to have a thriving social life. It's enough for food and lodging... barely.
when I finally decided to go study, I wasn't able to support myself.. but.. I live in Sweden. The real land of opportunities.
If you want to study here, schools are free (well... government funded anyway) and you can apply for money to support yourself, or rather the government supports you. (you get ~$890/month of which ~$480 is a loan you'll have to pay back later, the rest is given to you)
However.
I had already used this system one semester, and failed to get the grades to make me automatically elligable for another semester. (you can't just fail all your classes and expect this charity to go on, I failed 1 course out of 3... unfortunatelly that course was 50% of my cirriculum).
Now the agency that handles these matters (the CSN) are well-known for their arrogance when it comes to handling these matters. they know they're the ones providing the better-than-what-you-thought-possible service and that you can't go anywhere else.
So they make you come in holding your hat in your hands and ask for another plate, Oliver Twist style!
then they drag it out. I've been without money for food and lodging for 2ツス months now. How do I survive?... I'm a parasite, I live off others.
But now it would seem they have looked through my reasons for failing and deemed me worthy of a second try!
It's not black on white yet, but from what I understand it's pretty much settled. I'll get the final verdict on monday.
So I'm back to my old self, atleast for a while.
Things are yet again going my way, and I have yet again joined the ranks of my two brothers, the princes of Serendip ^^
*[[[most people know of the story, some don't. the princes of Serendip are three guys (princes!.. wow! shock!) that walk around and good stuff tends to flow their way. they keep finding pearls in clams on beaches and so on and so forth... it's an old folks-tale]]]