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pinkkillerkisou
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This makes my sh*tty day so much better. *hugs the computer*
pinkkillerkisou
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They are making me come in 3 more 8 hour shifts that I'm not even scheduled for and people are bitching at me cause I'm not helping with clean up at the end of the day. I was told by the assistant manager I could go without having to help the others. Everyone thinks it's unfair and I'm not pulling my weight but I'm cover in cuts, dirt, sweat, blood, and bruises from building shelves, moving ****, and carrying boxes in a 120 degree warehouse. Not to mention I'm terrified of heights and have to spend half my day on ladders praying I wont fall. I got stuck with the job no one wanted and had to come 3 shifts I'm not scheduled for and that's unfair. Only to me... everyone was so nice to me before. People are so fickle. I did 10 times the **** they did. I hope I don't get picked the next time they need stuff like that done... **** they should hire men to do crap like that... I'm so weak... I have no clue why they picked me when they had plenty of readily available men for the job. 
I had to walk in the rain to go get lunch. I have no money... I was so embarassed I was counting change in my pockets hoping I had enough for the cheapest thing on the menu at a fast food joint (which was 89 cents) I didn't have enough for what I wanted and so she had to change my order so she shouted over the intercom to change it cause I didn't have the money. I was mortified... and I'm starving...
Ok... I'll shut up. No one wants to hear me gripe
I had to walk in the rain to go get lunch. I have no money... I was so embarassed I was counting change in my pockets hoping I had enough for the cheapest thing on the menu at a fast food joint (which was 89 cents) I didn't have enough for what I wanted and so she had to change my order so she shouted over the intercom to change it cause I didn't have the money. I was mortified... and I'm starving...
Ok... I'll shut up. No one wants to hear me gripe
furan
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...... *wants so desperatly to give you a hug*
that..... is....... incredily unfair....
i hate it when that happens... you start out, everyone's so nice to you... then once you've proved you're loyal... they take advantae and just run you in the dirt....
oly with me they couldn't go all out because it wans't a contract job and they wre already paying me less than minimum pay... so i can't really say i know how it goes... bu... kinda similarness... for a 16 year old anyway ^^;
god... and i admire you for the ladder thing... i hate ladders... they are the worst things when you're scared of hights >.<
o well... you're home now... err... but on the kettle, kick yah feet up, and listen to ReS... or, err.. 12012 (seeing as it is their thread ^^; )
watch some Kagrra, clips of them being dorks, lol...
all that and such ^.^
that..... is....... incredily unfair....
i hate it when that happens... you start out, everyone's so nice to you... then once you've proved you're loyal... they take advantae and just run you in the dirt....
oly with me they couldn't go all out because it wans't a contract job and they wre already paying me less than minimum pay... so i can't really say i know how it goes... bu... kinda similarness... for a 16 year old anyway ^^;
god... and i admire you for the ladder thing... i hate ladders... they are the worst things when you're scared of hights >.<
o well... you're home now... err... but on the kettle, kick yah feet up, and listen to ReS... or, err.. 12012 (seeing as it is their thread ^^; )
watch some Kagrra, clips of them being dorks, lol...
all that and such ^.^
pinkkillerkisou
Angelic Fruitcake
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It's my own fault... I can't say no to people in need. *kicks self*
I wish my Diru lives would have come in the mail already... I want desperately to just cry and watch Diru lives till I pass out.
I wish my Diru lives would have come in the mail already... I want desperately to just cry and watch Diru lives till I pass out.
furan
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yeah... that on i know... grr....
awww.... yeah... i like to do that too... only... Pura lives with me....
god, this'll make you laugh...
i just got this random administrator person thingy pm me and say how amazed he was at my poasting rate.....
.... so.... i post a lot...... it's not... my fault....
so do you!
lol
awww.... yeah... i like to do that too... only... Pura lives with me....
god, this'll make you laugh...
i just got this random administrator person thingy pm me and say how amazed he was at my poasting rate.....
.... so.... i post a lot...... it's not... my fault....
so do you!
lol
pinkkillerkisou
Angelic Fruitcake
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Nah... I'm not one to cry much. I just need a good cry. I haven't had one in a long time... I used to be convinced that crying made you weak and weak people don't survive... bad mentality to grow up with as a child... can't say I'm not used to living like I do... it's the only way I know how... I have bad days and then I have worse days. I'm not too bothered usually it's just I've let a lot of emotions pile up and I can't hold them anymore.
Yea but I've been here longer than you
Yea but I've been here longer than you
furan
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i do cry a lot... but..... i rearly feel ike i've actually cryed after... and i do hide my emotions a lot...
all i can say is... don't...
i'm sure you've figued this... but.... really... don't keep things up inside...
talk to soe one... anyone you feel comfortable tlking to... sometimes it just helps to ge it off your chest...
lol,use you're lj account.... just... type what ever you want... i find that helps a good bit....
ofcause... i err.... have err... well... yeah..
i have my therapist too but...
emotions are.... sucky...but they're part of what makes us who we are o... i gues we gotta live with them... *sigh*
yeah yeah.... but... you're posts shot up majorly when i joined... go on.... admit it!
all i can say is... don't...
i'm sure you've figued this... but.... really... don't keep things up inside...
talk to soe one... anyone you feel comfortable tlking to... sometimes it just helps to ge it off your chest...
lol,use you're lj account.... just... type what ever you want... i find that helps a good bit....
ofcause... i err.... have err... well... yeah..
i have my therapist too but...
emotions are.... sucky...but they're part of what makes us who we are o... i gues we gotta live with them... *sigh*
yeah yeah.... but... you're posts shot up majorly when i joined... go on.... admit it!
pinkkillerkisou
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**** that... my friend was really depressed last night and I went to see her even thought I had to get up *** early the next morning and go to work... I gave her time I couldn't spare and now I am in need of someone and she wont even answer my calls...
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furan
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i rearly talk to my friends.....
they talk to me... i put myelf out for them but... they never hear me... so i don't try....
but err... i'm not the best person to take advice on what to do from... i just say don't lock it up... talk it through with yourself if you want... but... don't be afraied to show emotion everynow and then (i'm not saying you don't... i'm hoping you know what i mean by this cos i can't really explain it)... sometimes it really does feel good to just let it out...
even if the person your letting it out to is a figment of your imagination....
they talk to me... i put myelf out for them but... they never hear me... so i don't try....
but err... i'm not the best person to take advice on what to do from... i just say don't lock it up... talk it through with yourself if you want... but... don't be afraied to show emotion everynow and then (i'm not saying you don't... i'm hoping you know what i mean by this cos i can't really explain it)... sometimes it really does feel good to just let it out...
even if the person your letting it out to is a figment of your imagination....
pinkkillerkisou
Angelic Fruitcake
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But she's never like that... it's just this one time.
I'm ruining the 12012 thread. Reflecting on all this **** isn't making things better... I won't bother griping anymore.
I'm ruining the 12012 thread.
Reflecting on all this **** isn't making things better... I won't bother griping anymore.
furan
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ok...
i err.... i wish i could say something... but often all i say never really helps... so... i'll just say....
i hope you feel a little better tomorrow...
have a bath or something.... try and relax, ne?
i should really get going to bed now....
don't... er.... don'tget too low....
(tho... that's i stupid thing to say....)
anyways... we'll bost this thread up tomorow... don' worry... its kinda turned into our 'rant' thread anyays, lol
cos noone really somes in here...
oyasumi
i err.... i wish i could say something... but often all i say never really helps... so... i'll just say....
i hope you feel a little better tomorrow...
have a bath or something.... try and relax, ne?
i should really get going to bed now....
don't... er.... don'tget too low....
(tho... that's i stupid thing to say....)
anyways... we'll bost this thread up tomorow... don' worry... its kinda turned into our 'rant' thread anyays, lol
cos noone really somes in here...
oyasumi
pinkkillerkisou
Angelic Fruitcake
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Yea... sorry for my polluting the threads with personal crap. I just had no where else to vent.
oyasuminasai!
oyasuminasai!
furan
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no, it's ok... well.. im sayig it's ok.... lol
i have a million and one other places to do that so...
and... i don't really get rid of my err... anguish and ness in the most brillient ways so.. at least this is something....
yeah... i really should go....
but... i knida.. er.... *is sounding stupid* i kinda don't wanna leave you
i have a million and one other places to do that so...
and... i don't really get rid of my err... anguish and ness in the most brillient ways so.. at least this is something....
yeah... i really should go....
but... i knida.. er.... *is sounding stupid* i kinda don't wanna leave you
pinkkillerkisou
Angelic Fruitcake
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Hehe... don't bother with me. You go... I'm going anyway. 
Kinsao
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Awww, pkk *hugs pkk* commiserations.
Furan is right about not bottling up emotions and whatnot... I haven't cried for years but I'm no better off for it. I never talk about stuff to people either. The way I cope with things is to *do* something - anything - something that needs concentration, like playing an instrument or drawing or some kind of exercise or fixing up something good for a friend... anything to take my mind off stuff. With the result that I end up completely worn out, but usually by that time life is looking better again.
It sounds like your job really sucks, I hope you get payday soon so that you can buy some food ☝
*hugs pkk* commiserations.Furan is right about not bottling up emotions and whatnot... I haven't cried for years but I'm no better off for it. I never talk about stuff to people either. The way I cope with things is to *do* something - anything - something that needs concentration, like playing an instrument or drawing or some kind of exercise or fixing up something good for a friend... anything to take my mind off stuff. With the result that I end up completely worn out, but usually by that time life is looking better again.
It sounds like your job really sucks, I hope you get payday soon so that you can buy some food ☝
furan
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to bring this thread back to ... er... lite........
i guess some pictures are called for, ne? ^.^
and i'll but full names and positions and such ^.^
Miyawaki Wataru (vocals)
Sakai Hiroaki (guitar)
ooo, it ws his birthday the other day... he was... 23?
thse guys are yoooooung ^.^
Enya Tomoyuki (bass)
Kawauchi Tohru (drums)
and.... they didn't have one of Suga Yuusuke... but i do have this...
sorry if it's a little big...
... the guy's mad....
and now some random others ^.^
i guess some pictures are called for, ne? ^.^
and i'll but full names and positions and such ^.^
Miyawaki Wataru (vocals)
Sakai Hiroaki (guitar)
ooo, it ws his birthday the other day... he was... 23?
thse guys are yoooooung ^.^
Enya Tomoyuki (bass)
Kawauchi Tohru (drums)
and.... they didn't have one of Suga Yuusuke... but i do have this...
sorry if it's a little big...
... the guy's mad....
and now some random others ^.^
pinkkillerkisou
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Man... I never noticed till I saw him without makeup but Hiroaki looks much like Reita
I'm better... sort of. Really achy but I've felt worse... well achy in a numb way. My sister was beating on my legs with drumssticks and I couldn't even feel it.
Today was supposed to be the 'last' day I had to do that crap but no one helps me so I'm not finished I have more for tomorrow... banzai!eek
It's not a bad job... I really like it... I just wish I didn't get the horrible job they've been putting off for 8 months cause no one felt up to doing it. That and everyone's attitudes towards me changed drastically... a few people are still nice.
I'm better... sort of.
Really achy but I've felt worse... well achy in a numb way. My sister was beating on my legs with drumssticks and I couldn't even feel it. Today was supposed to be the 'last' day I had to do that crap but no one helps me so I'm not finished I have more for tomorrow... banzai!
eek It's not a bad job... I really like it... I just wish I didn't get the horrible job they've been putting off for 8 months cause no one felt up to doing it. That and everyone's attitudes towards me changed drastically... a few people are still nice.
furan
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hee hee he does don't he ^.^
lol... it's so funny when they do that... legs are so silly XD
funness.....
yeah... it wasn't that i disliked my job either... just that the people and their attitudes got too much....
in the end i thinknit was a major sauce of my depression... so it made sence to quite.....
but i don't think that's what you should do... just... chin up... stick it throught... and if they're mean.... put washing up liquid in their coffee....
lol... it's so funny when they do that... legs are so silly XD
funness.....
yeah... it wasn't that i disliked my job either... just that the people and their attitudes got too much....
in the end i thinknit was a major sauce of my depression... so it made sence to quite.....
but i don't think that's what you should do... just... chin up... stick it throught... and if they're mean.... put washing up liquid in their coffee....
Kinsao
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Or other substances in their coffee... 
Awww... if the people are horrible it makes the job crap... but you can do it... it's not forever...
I've been there too, ****** jobs to get money to go to art college... it's worth it 
(And I've also done crap jobs made better by nice people.) Hey, at least it makes you numb!
Awww... if the people are horrible it makes the job crap... but you can do it... it's not forever...
I've been there too, ****** jobs to get money to go to art college... it's worth it (And I've also done crap jobs made better by nice people.) Hey, at least it makes you numb!
pinkkillerkisou
Angelic Fruitcake
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Snagged this off 12012 LJ comm... aww their so cute
This or that?
Dogs or Cats?
Miyawaki Wataru: Dogs
Sakai Hiroaki: Dogs
Suga Yuusuke: Cats
Enya Tomoyuki: Dogs
Kawauchi Tooru: Dogs
Meat or Fish?
Miyawaki Wataru: Fish
Sakai Hiroaki: Fish
Suga Yuusuke: Fish
Enya Tomoyuki: Fish
Kawauchi Tooru: Meat
Sea or Mountain?
Miyawaki Wataru: Sea
Sakai Hiroaki: Mountain
Suga Yuusuke: Sea
Enya Tomoyuki: Sea
Kawauchi Tooru: Sea
Ramen style: miso, shouyu, tonkotsu or shio?
Miyawaki Wataru: tonkotsu
Sakai Hiroaki: miso
Suga Yuusuke: tonkotsu
Enya Tomoyuki: tonkotsu
Kawauchi Tooru: tonkotsu
Outdoors or indoors?
Miyawaki Wataru: outdoors
Sakai Hiroaki: outdoors
Suga Yuusuke: outdoors
Enya Tomoyuki: outdoors
Kawauchi Tooru: indoors
Rice or bun?
Miyawaki Wataru: rice
Sakai Hiroaki: bun
Suga Yuusuke: rice
Enya Tomoyuki: bun
Kawauchi Tooru: rice
Bed or futon?
Miyawaki Wataru: bed
Sakai Hiroaki: bed
Suga Yuusuke: bed
Enya Tomoyuki: bed
Kawauchi Tooru: bed
Summer, spring, fall or winter?
Miyawaki Wataru: summer
Sakai Hiroaki: summer
Suga Yuusuke: summer
Enya Tomoyuki: summer
Kawauchi Tooru: winter
Dragon Quest or Final Fantasy?
Miyawaki Wataru: Dragon Quest
Sakai Hiroaki: Final Fantasy
Suga Yuusuke: Final Fantasy
Enya Tomoyuki: Dragon Quest
Kawauchi Tooru: Dragon Quest
Watching films at home or at a theatre?
Miyawaki Wataru: at home
Sakai Hiroaki: at home
Suga Yuusuke: at home
Enya Tomoyuki: theatre
Kawauchi Tooru: at home
Cooking for yourself or going out for meals?
Miyawaki Wataru: going out for meals
Sakai Hiroaki: going out for meals
Suga Yuusuke: going out for meals
Enya Tomoyuki: going out for meals
Kawauchi Tooru: cooking for myself
Skiing or snowboarding?
Miyawaki Wataru: snowboarding
Sakai Hiroaki: snowboarding
Suga Yuusuke: snowboarding
Enya Tomoyuki: skiing
Kawauchi Tooru: snowboarding
Disney Land or Disney Sea?
Miyawaki Wataru: Disney Land
Sakai Hiroaki: I hate them.
Suga Yuusuke: Disney Land
Enya Tomoyuki: Disney Land
Kawauchi Tooru: Disney Land
Karaoke or bowling?
Miyawaki Wataru: bowling
Sakai Hiroaki: karaoke
Suga Yuusuke: bowling
Enya Tomoyuki: karaoke
Kawauchi Tooru: bowling
Phone calls or e-mail?
Miyawaki Wataru: prefer to visit the person
Sakai Hiroaki: neither
Suga Yuusuke: phone calls
Enya Tomoyuki: phone calls
Kawauchi Tooru: neither
*****
Dream when you were small: (this is phrased weirdly, it's what they wanted to be when they were growing up)
Miyawaki Wataru: J leaguer
Hiroaki Sakai: Astronaut
Suga Yuusuke: Underwater cameraman
Enya Tomoyuki: Basketball pro
Kawauchi Tooru: Pro baseball player
This or that?
Dogs or Cats?
Miyawaki Wataru: Dogs
Sakai Hiroaki: Dogs
Suga Yuusuke: Cats
Enya Tomoyuki: Dogs
Kawauchi Tooru: Dogs
Meat or Fish?
Miyawaki Wataru: Fish
Sakai Hiroaki: Fish
Suga Yuusuke: Fish
Enya Tomoyuki: Fish
Kawauchi Tooru: Meat
Sea or Mountain?
Miyawaki Wataru: Sea
Sakai Hiroaki: Mountain
Suga Yuusuke: Sea
Enya Tomoyuki: Sea
Kawauchi Tooru: Sea
Ramen style: miso, shouyu, tonkotsu or shio?
Miyawaki Wataru: tonkotsu
Sakai Hiroaki: miso
Suga Yuusuke: tonkotsu
Enya Tomoyuki: tonkotsu
Kawauchi Tooru: tonkotsu
Outdoors or indoors?
Miyawaki Wataru: outdoors
Sakai Hiroaki: outdoors
Suga Yuusuke: outdoors
Enya Tomoyuki: outdoors
Kawauchi Tooru: indoors
Rice or bun?
Miyawaki Wataru: rice
Sakai Hiroaki: bun
Suga Yuusuke: rice
Enya Tomoyuki: bun
Kawauchi Tooru: rice
Bed or futon?
Miyawaki Wataru: bed
Sakai Hiroaki: bed
Suga Yuusuke: bed
Enya Tomoyuki: bed
Kawauchi Tooru: bed
Summer, spring, fall or winter?
Miyawaki Wataru: summer
Sakai Hiroaki: summer
Suga Yuusuke: summer
Enya Tomoyuki: summer
Kawauchi Tooru: winter
Dragon Quest or Final Fantasy?
Miyawaki Wataru: Dragon Quest
Sakai Hiroaki: Final Fantasy
Suga Yuusuke: Final Fantasy
Enya Tomoyuki: Dragon Quest
Kawauchi Tooru: Dragon Quest
Watching films at home or at a theatre?
Miyawaki Wataru: at home
Sakai Hiroaki: at home
Suga Yuusuke: at home
Enya Tomoyuki: theatre
Kawauchi Tooru: at home
Cooking for yourself or going out for meals?
Miyawaki Wataru: going out for meals
Sakai Hiroaki: going out for meals
Suga Yuusuke: going out for meals
Enya Tomoyuki: going out for meals
Kawauchi Tooru: cooking for myself
Skiing or snowboarding?
Miyawaki Wataru: snowboarding
Sakai Hiroaki: snowboarding
Suga Yuusuke: snowboarding
Enya Tomoyuki: skiing
Kawauchi Tooru: snowboarding
Disney Land or Disney Sea?
Miyawaki Wataru: Disney Land
Sakai Hiroaki: I hate them.
Suga Yuusuke: Disney Land
Enya Tomoyuki: Disney Land
Kawauchi Tooru: Disney Land
Karaoke or bowling?
Miyawaki Wataru: bowling
Sakai Hiroaki: karaoke
Suga Yuusuke: bowling
Enya Tomoyuki: karaoke
Kawauchi Tooru: bowling
Phone calls or e-mail?
Miyawaki Wataru: prefer to visit the person
Sakai Hiroaki: neither
Suga Yuusuke: phone calls
Enya Tomoyuki: phone calls
Kawauchi Tooru: neither
*****
Dream when you were small: (this is phrased weirdly, it's what they wanted to be when they were growing up)
Miyawaki Wataru: J leaguer
Hiroaki Sakai: Astronaut
Suga Yuusuke: Underwater cameraman
Enya Tomoyuki: Basketball pro
Kawauchi Tooru: Pro baseball player
furan
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- 7 May 2005
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*melts* basketball.......... all jrockers should play basketball.... or soccer (as they call it in Japan <and America>... but to me it's good old footie )
hee hee does thins mean you actually joined comunities on lj pkk?
lol... pretty much every answer tohrugave is the oposite to what i'd say....
but he's a good boy for saying indoors and winter ^.^ (even tho i like fall.... or autumn as we foke call it)
)hee hee does thins mean you actually joined comunities on lj pkk?
lol... pretty much every answer tohrugave is the oposite to what i'd say....
but he's a good boy for saying indoors and winter ^.^ (even tho i like fall.... or autumn as we foke call it)
pinkkillerkisou
Angelic Fruitcake
- 9 Feb 2005
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OMG... a post. 
You got your butt back on the forum... everyone is worried about you. We fear we may lose you to the dark side... english music is evil remember.
Yea... ☝ even if I've never made a journal entry (ok I made a test one... can't lie) and have only posted 2 comments (in jrco scans)... I joined LJ for the communities.
Yuusuke wanted to be an underwater cameraman... to me that is so cute.
You got your butt back on the forum... everyone is worried about you. We fear we may lose you to the dark side... english music is evil remember.
Yea... ☝ even if I've never made a journal entry (ok I made a test one... can't lie
) and have only posted 2 comments (in jrco scans)... I joined LJ for the communities. Yuusuke wanted to be an underwater cameraman... to me that is so cute.
