Yeah..that drum break Yo-chan did was pure fustration. X was all he had for so long, it was his dream come true. he finally had a family, and people who were true friends. yes, he's been with Toshi his whole life but..X was ...everything he ever wanted.
the last live is the saddest thing ive ever seen. i cry every single time. espically during Endless Rain, when the crowd starts cheering then Yoshiki simply can not play any more...its horrible. and hideto. i never thought i would get so emotional over something like this but every time i see hideto with x preforming i can't help but get very very sad.
and about toshi, i really undertand where he came from, yoshiki's lyrics are pretty intense, but, i dont know, theres something shady about the whole thing. but i can also understand the band being forcefull about having the last live.
the hug, as SaVeKi said, was completely genuine. i think Yoshiki at lest slightly understood where he was comming from, but about all, i think that he respected Toshi, and because of that everything happened as it did.
and before hide died, he and Yoshiki had been talking more and more and had somewhat solid plans to get X backtogether with some member changes, obviously...but as of May 2nd 1998 all of that changed and Yoshiki vowed never to have X again.
i know its long, but it had to be said, and i love this band more than i can express. i miss hide and X so very much. simply put, they changed my life.
fin.