Nightmare

Being a 'kpo' (curious) person, i went to find out the reason why hitsugi cried :D He cried because everyone sang along with the last song starknight. He was emotionally touched as he recalled alot of things that happened during the tenka daiboso tour.. which includes FIGHTING with niya!! Omg! i dont know whether they really fight physically or its just a quarrel. Because sometimes in japanese, "fight" may meant fight verbally. I got that info from a site where someone translated hitsugi's blog entry. Heres what hitsugi wrote after the tour... Its a super longgggg one.

Hitsugi's blog entry translated by someone:

2nd part of hitsugi October 3rd 2005 live final
The SE began to sound and I could hear the people who were waiting for us' voices. Also, Before now I couldn't hear those loud voices.
Behind stage, I had a feeling of happiness and nervousness and I almost burst.
We started with the musical selection of Raven and from the beginning I had some trouble. My equipment had some trouble and I was really about to blow my fuse. After that a lot of other things happened. To that extent, compared to earlier days this trouble was the most extreme. "Why in the final. In the last live, what the hell!!!! I really don't understand. Completely messed up"
It was really not good, (I) fell on the stage, and kicked the fence and threw it down, and it went into the guest seating. Bitter smile.
"today is the worst"
Honestly, that's what I was thinking when I was performing. From the bottom of my heart, I regret it.
Enduring it became impossible. Because I was so shy I couldn't look at everyone. From then on, the original part of the concert was over and after I talked to the people in the staff office, I thought about a lot of things in the dressing room. The result: "This is a live, even if I'm irritated, it can't be helped. This is the tour final. Do it. Have fun doing it." That's what I thought.
We came out for the encore and right before Yomi grabbed my hand, seized it tightly, and took me out like that.
When I write it down, it seems to look bad but, I was really happy. This is the first time, that guy looked trustworthy.
From then, I had a perfect break through. The encore started and I finally had a hunch of all the people in the hall.
In that place there were so many people, who came to see and they had their hands raised。Suddenly, I thought: "why does everyone answer in this way??why do they come out for us?"
When I though that, for some reason, my face became hot。It increased. When I turned around the curtain with everyone from the nation's thoughts written together was there.
That was really reassuring。
The last song of the tour. The song we always closed with this tour。
star night. Everyone sang…I hit my limit. I couldn't control myself. I remembered a lot of things, things during the tour, in fact, I had a fight with Ni~ya also. all over the country, there are different places, and different people. There are many people supporting nightmare. And in front of my eyes in the curtain behind me, there was everyone. When I thought about different things, tears came. I wept too much and one of the things that I put in my eye, fell out on stage. (laugh)
But really after the live was over, after we left the stage, even in the car, my crying didn't stop.

I was a little shy. I thought I couldn't have done it, but isn't there reason to do it?



Shibuya. Takasaki. Kyoto . Nara. Shiga.
Kobe. Kagawa. Kochi. Matsuyama. Oita.
Kagoshima. Kumamoto. Nagasaki. Hakata. Kawasaki.
Utsunomiya. Shizuoka. Gifu. Osaka. Hiroshima.
Okayama. Yonago. Nagoya. Mito . Kumagaya.
Kanazawa. Toyama. Niigata. Akita. Iwate.
Hirosaki. Hakodate. Asahikawa. Sapporo. Sendai.
Hibiya.

Everyone we couldn't go to this time.

Everyone concerning 2005 summer to early autumn, thanks for getting along with our stupidity.
its become the best memory.

Next tour is winter. Only 3 places but、Lets make it a good tour♪

Somehow today's post became really long.

But this tour. It was really good.
 
OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH
that made me tear up a little :(
that was such a beautiful entry!!!
i have just about all his blogs saved but i didn't have this one
again thank you <333 im saving it hope you dont mind ~
 
OMG......I watched the clip and cried!!!.....****...I'M STILL CRYING!!!!!!
My God,and when I realise that I'll never meet him...he's the best person in this world!!!!
And after I read that entry I'm just crying even more...
He is such a wonderfull person....
AND WE ALL LOVE AND ADORE HIM!!!!!!RIGHT GIRLS?!?!?!?!??!?!
 
Wow. That Hitsugi's entry was amazing, thank you so much for posting it KeixKei :-)
It's hard to imagine them fighting. But of course in the tours pressure is just huge and everything can happen. Some people have fights every day, we don't know if there's lots of them inside Naitomea too. For me it seems that Ni~ya would probably cause most of them..I don't know.
Haha now I'm imagining Yomi fighting. It's almost impossible :p
But Hitsugi..I think he really fights for reason. So he and Ni~ya must have had something pretty big...Or maybe it was because they lived together, so they just got fed up with each other..
oh and ~Hitsugi love~, I have just little over 50 Hitsu-pics...I must get more... 😊
 
i have 700 or more pics of hitsugi including icons and wallpapers :-)
then comes my ruka pics since he's my second favorite <33
and since im talking about favorites ill name them in order XDD~
1.hitsugi(of course)
2.Ruka
3Yomi
4Ni~ya
5Sakito
 
i ...have no clue how many hitsugi pictures i have! XD but i have 905 nightmare pictures total.

and that entry...so...fwaa! this is why i love hitsugi! hes just so adorable!
 
I saw a clip from last part of the concert which he cried... Aww... It was like sooo heartbreaking to see Hitsugi cry....:( I'm gonna get that Tenka Daiboso dvd!! I have to...
@KEIxKEI: Thx a lot and Ivayim-a too... I have the song and I can't recognise it either...*feels so ashamed*😊
@melodies-tunes: I found my photo stuff at Cineleisure!! U take the lift up to the 9th floor where u see this computer bunk place... The shop is just there... I saw a set of alice nine poster and i wanted them too... But I can't afford it right now... Cost me S$10 for Nightmare's photo... Heard from my friend there's also a shop near Dhoby Gaut(how the hell do i spell it) anyway, I haven been to the shop yet so i dunno where exactly it is... She told me that it sells jrock stuff too...😊
 
aaaaww... that entry from Hitsugi :(
I wanna watch that clip but I'm in school so I can't :eek:
I am always in school when I post here, why?
I don't have that many Hitsugi photos because he isn't my favourite, he's number three on my list :-)
*goes to search for more Hitsugi photos*
 
[~Hitsugi_love~];434211 said:
i have 700 or more pics of hitsugi including icons and wallpapers :-)
then comes my ruka pics since he's my second favorite <33
and since im talking about favorites ill name them in order XDD~
1.hitsugi(of course)
2.Ruka
3Yomi
4Ni~ya
5Sakito

i have around the same, but maybe maybe less, cause i dont save wallpapers....

I can't deside who is my favorite. I love everyone in Nightmare...😊
 
I heard that in Japan the fans like Yomi and Hitsugi most. My favourites too :-) But it's impossible to make any order...
 
Thanks KEIxKEI for that explanation =D I watched that video a month ago and was trying to figure out why he was crying. He looks even sweeter crying! :D Haha, lately, all our posts are about Hitsugi.Ahh..I'm starting to prefer Hitsu to Ruka now. Hmm..I want to hear him sing! I see him singing during lives but all I hear are Sakito's and Yomi's voice.

@RukaNightmare-Thanks! I'll definitely go there. But $10 for a pic is so expensive!
 
It's not really for a pic.. It's 2 dollars per pic.. I bought all 5 of them... so it adds up to 10... And i tot ruka has lots of fans in japan... cos during lives when yomi went over to ask him questions his fans scream is the loudest...😊
 
I read the blog entry
it's cute *__*
Hitsugi gets cuter and cuter for me
I don't have many pics of Hitsugi xD
I don't have many of the others neither <.<
 
We mention Hitsugi in every post....Cool...👍
Everyone from Nightmare are on the first place!!😊

@Hitsugi_love:
where do you find those pics? x_x.....
 
We mention Hitsugi in every post....Cool...👍
Everyone from Nightmare are on the first place!!😊
@Hitsugi_love:
where do you find those pics? x_x.....

It's not so hard to find pictures i think? 0_o
I finding pictures everywhere...
 
I showed my friend a picture of Hitsugi the other day and she went completely crazy, she started hitting me and stuff, she really can't handel seeing hot guys. =)

I got really annoyed earlier because I was looking at some photos of Nightmare and the GazettE on the computer in school and suddenly all these people started asking me what I was looking at and when I told them they were like "those guys look like transvestites..." and stuff. One guy in my class was really really annoying and it ended with me screaming really loudly and the teacher telling me to turn of the computer. XDD hahaha

I have to write this report thing and play some music from my favourite band/artist for my music class and I was thinking about writing it on Nightmare, I can't wait to see how all the stupid "gangsta" people in my class will react. hohoho
 
aww.. they do look a bit like transvestites..
but i think transvestites are amazing so for me thats a compliment.
wish more english all male bands would wear makeup and skirts and stuff..

transvestites.. proper ones.. proper awesome ones.. its an art.. a visual artistic representation of the individual.. and i find it truely beautiful.

the rocky horror picture show wasn't so popular for nothing

still, people in school are generally fish who can't seem to understand that babies arn't programmed to like the same things at birth.. bless =D
 
I showed my friend a picture of Hitsugi the other day and she went completely crazy, she started hitting me and stuff, she really can't handel seeing hot guys. =)
I got really annoyed earlier because I was looking at some photos of Nightmare and the GazettE on the computer in school and suddenly all these people started asking me what I was looking at and when I told them they were like "those guys look like transvestites..." and stuff. One guy in my class was really really annoying and it ended with me screaming really loudly and the teacher telling me to turn of the computer. XDD hahaha
I have to write this report thing and play some music from my favourite band/artist for my music class and I was thinking about writing it on Nightmare, I can't wait to see how all the stupid "gangsta" people in my class will react. hohoho

don't care about them. they don't know any bether. just look at them, and keep doing your things. maybe smirk at them.. (good i hate pepole like that).

And if they look like transvesites, who cares. As loong they make good musik. If they don't like the look's, don't look at them. Just lisend to the music...
Arg* i get so angry at pepole who do like you class mates. Im so happy that i don't go at normal school any more.😊
 
Eh?
you're not going to normal shool anymore....
Is there any school on this planet that's normal?!...I don't think so....:eek:

Yeah,well I'm searching the pics any way I can and i still have only around 50-60 pics....:(
 
iLL try to find teh exact page where i read about their fight. but i dont think there was a mention as to WHY they fought :(

and uh yeah i assume it was teh Tenka Daiboso concert.
 
ohhh here it is i found itt.. yey~~

oh >_< but im not allowed to post URLs O_O

but anyway theres no mention of why :(

and.. im sure now.. its tenka daiboso! [woot :D best concert of them iv watched haha]
 
Eh?
you're not going to normal shool anymore....
Is there any school on this planet that's normal?!...I don't think so....:eek:
Yeah,well I'm searching the pics any way I can and i still have only around 50-60 pics....:(

he he he.. no i woulden't say that universety is a normal school. So i should say that it's a collage 😊 But i uploading mor pictures later. And still if i have posted som hitsugi pictures, i have decided to post him again:p
 
sorry i haven't been on X__X...
yea i need more hitsugi pics i just cant get enough XDD
i've seen his new look for "th world ruler" and omg he loos so beautiful
im not on my comp now but when i get back on ill post the pic 8DD
 
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