LOL, what´ s funny, he is my first serious star crush...in my age!
I see, I had my first star crush when I was 14 (and that was a veeeeeeeeeery long time ago), haven't had that many though, a few 3 maybe, serious ones.
I discovered J-Rock this summer and then it was Shou at first that I liked, but not that "very seriously" it was, but it came and went away like a breeze of a wind, but I still think he so cute !
Then I had some other real crushes, on RL asian guys, ok, on the Internet mostly, but still you know guys that I actually talked to and they actually talked to me back !!! But nothing got very serious ... but I'm still in contact with Cross, mostly every day, but as I said before, we are just friends, he have a RL gf and so have Ayu ... Ukyo, well, I don't know, he have too many admirers, he haven't got time or interest for me really, a bit but not really!
I've liked myvs all along, it's been a bit up and down, at first I tried to fight it, then to ignore it, then to reject it, actually, when he was away that long time, I almost got to forget about it, at least to a part.
But now, when he is posting again and when I found he is coming here, it's like peeked 1000% ... I don't even want to think about a RL bf before his been here ... which is so stupid really
By the way, I today I bought such a cool fan to wear as an accessory to the myv concert !
i don't know what to wear yet, but I'll plan something very special, without being too pompous!