meow.... Ahh.. well... suppose he's just taking his time in life. There are people who keep moving or complain about not moving when in fact, they are the ones moving. There those like Miyavi that take it slowly, absorb everything in. Cherish every moment, every smile or glint of friendliness and support the cracks of insecurity people show.
When ya live like that, you feel happy, humble and grateful. Yet, there's this unsettling feeling in your heart, literally. When you break, or if someone breaks you, the tears fall. Tears that were held back by happiness and gratefulness. Then ya feel scared, really scared that all the happiness you felt will flow away. All those romantic moments you experienced washed off, and don't exist anymore.
Miyavi did say he wanted to find the truth of being himself, or something along that line didn't he? It's painful being a hearty person, yet if that brings another smile to another person, it's all worth it. He knows it, he'll be Miyavi no matter what he chooses to do, it is his path, he paved it, he walks it. He lives on those stones of love that sometimes hurt, yet support strongly most of the time.