the first time i heard pink spider, my best friend had stuck an earphone in my ear, and i thought wow, this guy's great, sounds so familiar, wonder when the next cd is coming out. so i ask her, who is this? and she was like, i'm not telling you, you'll think i'm creepy. i said, i already do, so who is it? i tried to guess, but it wasn't miyavi's voice ... i had to mention X just in case, and she was like, close, very close. and then i had to start crying.
i'm not angry at hide for dying, on some level he might have wanted to. but i don't believe it was a suicide. he didn't mean to leave us with three tracks of an unfinished album, an unfulfilled promice of a band with Yoshiki, and a bath towel around his neck. if he were REALLY going to kill himself, i think he would have come up with a better way to do it. besides if you'd seen the last interview he'd done, theres no way that guy was suicidal. not to mention how the tracks were placed on the cd. and you know, a thousand other reasons.
lately i feel like i've been haunted by hide, actually. i can't stop hearing the song, not even in my sleep, not even when i'm listening to other music. on friday, my entire body hurt so much, i had to go back to bed halfway through the day, and i just slept for two and a half days straight and dreamt of nothing but the song... hide... sigh...
anyway, back to miyavi. i'll take my hide theories to a different thread... tho i think i want to buy a cool cowboy hat first.
I can see what you mean, specially about posting stuff on different threads, when you speaking about different things/people.
But then again, I feel I know you guys on this thead lots better than some other peope on other threads, though I know people
on the the Alice Nine thread also, specially "Dove" who is a lovely helpful person.
And it's hard to tell where to draw the boundry, what is or isn't Miyavi related, I think, actually I'm sure Miyavi has been influensed by Hide a lot,
and takes after him also, the style and all, just like Olosta says.
I'm also sorry that you feel so deeply for Hide that you almost get sick because of it...
My biggest problem is that I almsot feel like I'm cheating on my feelings for Myvs, now with this thing about Aiji ...
... I also don't know where to draw the line, what is important, what is not, or does it even matter, at all ?
... or what do I want to think, or believe? ... it's never easy *sigh* ...
Also to draw the line between RL and famous guys, the thing with Cross is that we are just good friends right now, how ever, he will always be close to my heart ... never the less...
And the thing with Ukyo, well, he seemed to gotten cold feet, or something like it ...
... how ever I have started to get messages from another Japanese guy who lives in England, but he mostly thinks I'm weird because I like J-Rock,
or at least he is very surprised. Have anyone of you ever encountered this phenomena, that you get doubted because you like J-Rock and/or J-rock guys ?