Heyy you crazy ppl
Im so so happy you haven't disappeared (I had nightmare about you all disappearing.. and the network disappearing.. and and it was scary) while I was gone for such a long time.
Too long.. I even managed to forgot my username so have to register again :/
It doesn`t matter since with the old account I wrote only about 10 posts.
Soo to stop talking about nothing: Hi Hi Hiii again
And back to our Myv
Who had a birthday yesterday and me was as happy as if I had birthday ^.^
I spend the day wandering through the streets, feeding cats and dogs.. and stupid pigeons.. and telling complete strangers that Miyavi-san has a birthday.. and then drawing on a bus stop.. And as I got home I send him a message. Big one. Now I feel sorry. Cuz he has to read it. And I always suck in writing those kinda things.. and my English is really eating my confidence. And I say ﾂ'and' too much. But I'm exited
Haven't been able to talk about myv for ages. It probably would`ve been suicidal if it continued for a little longer. So sorry if I`m writing too muchﾂ…
And I forgot what I was about to write. My brain`s so full :/
School`s starting tomorrow(yes on Saturday).
I feel like I didn't have a vacation at all. Had to go to school almost every day.. to deal with some stupid exhibitions and odd projects.
Im tired.
Need a time off. Time filled with Miyavi
Yup. I remembered.
Isn`t he looking like.. (can`t find the exact words) strange (maybe) lately?
I mean.. not only tired but.. gh I don't know. Just.. the last few comments he made. They don't have the well-known-miyavi energy.
And I`m feelin sad when watching. Don`t wanna see him like that.
Maybe my mind is exaggerating. In the last journal entry he says he lost something this last year.. I hope that he got more than he lost. And im wrong, And he is the happy myv we want him to be. And he is just tired. And he`ll be ok soon. really SOON!
Oh.. im going to bed now. There`s the insomnia here, too. It's the third night im not sleeping.. and its 4a.m. here ☝