Kinsao says goodbye
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Kinsao
Horizon Rider
- 8 May 2005
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Holy Asterisks!!!!!!!! 
I logged in as one of my other people, and... this thread had got... long...
Kinsao was squashing my other forum personalities. I wanted to give them a little space
I never guessed that people actively didn't want me to leave. *pause* when I read... I felt actually... quite emotional. 
I wasn't going to post any more, because I feel bad to say something and then not to do it, it devalues my words. But... I had to respond... I wanted to stop posting, but I don't want to be rude especially as like I said in my first post everyone is so nice. I'm still stunned with disbelief.
So I will probably still post, just not as much, and not in the J-pop section.
I hope you don't feel I'm either "the boy who cries wolf" or "addict"...
I just had no idea... and as there was no good reason why I was leaving, I just feel now that it would be a bit childish not to bother to drop in a few posts now and again.
I logged in as one of my other people, and... this thread had got... long...
Kinsao was squashing my other forum personalities. I wanted to give them a little space
I never guessed that people actively didn't want me to leave. *pause* when I read... I felt actually... quite emotional. I wasn't going to post any more, because I feel bad to say something and then not to do it, it devalues my words. But... I had to respond... I wanted to stop posting, but I don't want to be rude especially as like I said in my first post everyone is so nice. I'm still stunned with disbelief.
So I will probably still post, just not as much, and not in the J-pop section.I hope you don't feel I'm either "the boy who cries wolf" or "addict"...
I just had no idea... and as there was no good reason why I was leaving, I just feel now that it would be a bit childish not to bother to drop in a few posts now and again. 
- 17 Jul 2002
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I hope that what I said in the threads about religion (which apparently didn't please you) is not the reason why you want to leave. There are hundreds of issues discussed on a forum like this one, and it is impossible to always agree with everyone. I personally often argue with my own relatives (e.g. my mother), but keep good relations with them, no matter how harsh I may be in some arguments with them at times. I see you as a valuable member of our community, and I would be sorry to see you leave.
- 17 Jul 2002
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Kinsao said:
Sorry. There are times when one needs to relax a bit too. I cannot always keep my emotions to myself, especially when I am tired. I suppose this is part of human nature. Just imagine that my harshest comments are said in a very soft and a bit humouristical (saracastical ?) voice, and there won't be any reason to get upset about it.
kirei_na_me
Where I'm Supposed to Be
- 31 Jan 2003
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Yay! It's great to see you posting again! 
Kinsao, I hope you didn't take what I said about the J-Rock posters personally, because I've told you a couple times(at least) that I don't really think of you as one of "them". I don't even think of you when I criticize that section, because you are so active everywhere else. You are mature and care a lot about other issues. You are very intelligent and you have a lot to offer in serious discussions, or anything else. You have to be one of my favorite posters! Especially after that picture with the sparklies around your eye!
Ok, that is really not part of the reason why I like you, but I did love the sparklies.
I think I've started rambling again... ☝
You and me both!
Kinsao, I hope you didn't take what I said about the J-Rock posters personally, because I've told you a couple times(at least) that I don't really think of you as one of "them". I don't even think of you when I criticize that section, because you are so active everywhere else. You are mature and care a lot about other issues. You are very intelligent and you have a lot to offer in serious discussions, or anything else. You have to be one of my favorite posters! Especially after that picture with the sparklies around your eye!
Ok, that is really not part of the reason why I like you, but I did love the sparklies.I think I've started rambling again... ☝
Maciamo said:
You and me both!
- 15 Mar 2002
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I certainly hope you don't leave us. Take a break if you feel you need one. (It did me a world of good to take one).
Despite our having very little in common apart from a recognition of my gittitude, you're one of the people I have very much enjoyed interacting with here.
Despite our having very little in common apart from a recognition of my gittitude, you're one of the people I have very much enjoyed interacting with here.
kirei_na_me
Where I'm Supposed to Be
- 31 Jan 2003
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And I'm really happy you're back, Mike.
So yeah, Kinsao, do a Mike and come back. I consider both of you, although different, core members.
I hate to see good members go...
So yeah, Kinsao, do a Mike and come back. I consider both of you, although different, core members.
I hate to see good members go...
kirei_na_me
Where I'm Supposed to Be
- 31 Jan 2003
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Oh, and by the way, requested an add at MySpace. Approve me if you want... I'm Rachelle on there!
I'm Rachelle on there!
Kinsao
Horizon Rider
- 8 May 2005
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I dunno... I think hitting the 4,000 post mark must have given me some kind of brainstorm!
I figured I was just annoying everyone. I only post mainly in J-pop and Chit-Chat... I have nothing to say about politics and current events... I have never been to Japan, I can't contribute personal stories and my Japanese language level is woeful.
I guess you can say I've become a reformed character.
........... oh, and @ whoever it was who liked my avatar... the hatless Kozi will return in due course!
Thank you everybody for your kind words... you have no idea how much it means to me that you don't associate me just with the brainlessness that is all that is inside of my brain really...
I figured I was just annoying everyone. I only post mainly in J-pop and Chit-Chat... I have nothing to say about politics and current events... I have never been to Japan, I can't contribute personal stories and my Japanese language level is woeful.
I guess you can say I've become a reformed character.
........... oh, and @ whoever it was who liked my avatar... the hatless Kozi will return in due course!
Thank you everybody for your kind words... you have no idea how much it means to me that you don't associate me just with the brainlessness that is all that is inside of my brain really...
Doc
Government Man
- 13 Feb 2005
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Well good, you finally realized that you're extremely wanted here! I was about to leave myself because I was getting tired of all these members quiting for no apparent reason. I'm glad to see that you're staying. Oh and there are only one or two sections that I post in on other forums as well, but I don't leave because of that. Actually people miss me on those sites when I don't post. So you would be sorely missed as well! Once again I'm glad you're staying, and don't do that again!
Doc
I was about to leave myself because I was getting tired of all these members quiting for no apparent reason. I'm glad to see that you're staying. Oh and there are only one or two sections that I post in on other forums as well, but I don't leave because of that. Actually people miss me on those sites when I don't post. So you would be sorely missed as well! Once again I'm glad you're staying, and don't do that again! Doc
isayhello
後輩
- 25 Jan 2005
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FIRST you killed me by saying you were leaving... now Kinsao's staying but you seem... to want to change your old ways?
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~! *throws herself at Kinsao and grabs her leg*
Don't ever leave the forum and Oh! Ah! Why! can't you keep on posting just a little little little bit in the jpop section? You're our leader! I'll loose myself in nonsense even MORE after this (>_<)
You said you've got nothing to say about (you claimed) politics and current events -well you're wrong! Kinsao's oppinions are always very sensible and smart and I respect that a lot (true true truth) - and I think you're contributing a lot to this forum by simply being here, because ... well.. as you've probably noticed, people like Kinsao!
A lot of people like you! *points at Doc*
*lets go of leg*
... even if you don't wanna come back to jpop... leader-sama... could you at least post in the... *cough*Miyavi-thread*cough* ?
... That last part was a joke.
... or was it?
... see, I'm already lost in nonsense, without your guidance...
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~! *throws herself at Kinsao and grabs her leg*
Don't ever leave the forum and Oh! Ah! Why! can't you keep on posting just a little little little bit in the jpop section? You're our leader! I'll loose myself in nonsense even MORE after this (>_<)
You said you've got nothing to say about (you claimed) politics and current events -well you're wrong! Kinsao's oppinions are always very sensible and smart and I respect that a lot (true true truth) - and I think you're contributing a lot to this forum by simply being here, because ... well.. as you've probably noticed, people like Kinsao!
A lot of people like you! *points at Doc*
*lets go of leg*
... even if you don't wanna come back to jpop... leader-sama... could you at least post in the... *cough*Miyavi-thread*cough* ?
... That last part was a joke.
... or was it?
... see, I'm already lost in nonsense, without your guidance...
Damicci
先輩
- 4 Nov 2003
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kirei_na_me said:Oh, and by the way, requested an add at MySpace. Approve me if you want...
Same, I know I we haven't spoken much but obviously you have some weight around here. I find it odd when people just renounce their handles and decide to leave with out letting ppl know what is going on. But I am a late on this one and see that you did inform why. I sent you a myspace request also. I don't really use it that much but I guess my car makes me some what popular. @_@
Anyway, everyone contributes here in one way or another, I stopped posting for a few weeks b/c of life changes and now I am getting back into the swing of things. Take a break just b/c you don't hang out in the World Affairs threads doesn't mean your posts aren't noteworthy. I am sure people didn't like my sex thread but it is still hanging in there. so keep your chin up!
i haven't been on in while, (my uncle gendalf came round had a favour to ask, take a ring of his and to keep it away from an old school friend of his, sourman. Ii didn't fit him so i had to take it back to Mt.Argos, so i headed south through middle earth..........)
well anyway im back, and too my surprise kinsao is back, its nice to see a member reaquaint herself to the home that is jref, im rambling....ah...indeed.
yeah, its good to see you back.
well anyway im back, and too my surprise kinsao is back, its nice to see a member reaquaint herself to the home that is jref, im rambling....ah...indeed.
yeah, its good to see you back.
Kinsao
Horizon Rider
- 8 May 2005
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Awww thanks Jack... and everyone.... I guess I won't be the only person jumping ship for a while when Friday hometime rolls along and Christmas kicks in, though!
With a few life changes going on lately, I hope I do remember to return to y'all after the Christmas break, though... I feel a decrease of magnetism (nothing personal to do with anyone here, I assure you).
With a few life changes going on lately, I hope I do remember to return to y'all after the Christmas break, though...
I feel a decrease of magnetism (nothing personal to do with anyone here, I assure you).
Tsuyoiko
DON'T PANIC!
- 11 Mar 2005
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I don't suppose I will be around as much over the Christmas period either - mainly due to having only the one PC, which is Simon's toy really. Since he's off work all over Christmas (yay!) I won't get much of a look-in! But I'll be sure to turf him off every now and again just to keep up with what's happening!
Kinsao
Horizon Rider
- 8 May 2005
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Hello again. ^^
Well, I didn't think I wanted to leave the forum after all. Because it's very interesting, and lots of nice people.......
But now, for some reason, I don't know why, I just find myself not interested any more. So rather than just stop posting suddenly... rather than just stop, here I am again.
Anyone would be justified in thinking I'm the girl who cries wolf and that I will be back. But.......................... I don't think so.
I'm just........ tired. Mentally.
Sleep time for Kinsao now.... for a long, long, long time.
Well, I didn't think I wanted to leave the forum after all. Because it's very interesting, and lots of nice people.......
But now, for some reason, I don't know why, I just find myself not interested any more.
So rather than just stop posting suddenly... rather than just stop, here I am again. Anyone would be justified in thinking I'm the girl who cries wolf and that I will be back. But.......................... I don't think so.
I'm just........ tired. Mentally.
Sleep time for Kinsao now.... for a long, long, long time.
- 28 Jul 2005
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Just getting around to catching up on things now. I ditto the sentiments of Doc, no one can force any else to stay, really. . . only beg and plea, maybe, or see if they can help in whatever way to make things more desireable or interesting, or what have you. . .
I would love to see even those occasionally far and wide inbetween posts by you Kinsao chan, when you're in the mood to share that little bit of yourself with those of us who do care--and I would think that at heart, that would include a great many of us, actually, even though there may be some who may not be able to more honestly and humbly let the acknowledgement of the emotion out of their mouths.
I do hope to hear from you again, but think I can feel what you feel, or maybe don't feel. Please do keep me in mind.
I would love to see even those occasionally far and wide inbetween posts by you Kinsao chan, when you're in the mood to share that little bit of yourself with those of us who do care--and I would think that at heart, that would include a great many of us, actually, even though there may be some who may not be able to more honestly and humbly let the acknowledgement of the emotion out of their mouths.
I do hope to hear from you again, but think I can feel what you feel, or maybe don't feel. Please do keep me in mind.
MajideSaiaku
tsuyaku o tsukete kudasai
- 19 Jan 2005
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Sad to see you go kin...
...welcome back, hope you enjoyed your very breif respite, heh.
Your a regular here kin, and always welcome, and i dont see why most Jref regulars would leave for good unless they became monks or something.
If Jref takes up too much time, its more a case of learning control and discipline rather then just dissappearing, going cold turkey isnt easy and also a bit sad, after-all, theres nothing wrong with having friends online and enjoying conversation via the forums, all you need is a bit of restraint if that is your issue.
Anyway, nobody who joins the forums and gets involved leaves unless they are in a macimo brand body-bag with "banned!" stamped on their forhead.
I've done the dissappearing acty before to, mainly from gaming squads i was in but, i was a teenager to.
The beautiful thing about Jref, is that you can practically dissappear from existance as far as members are concerned for months on end, then turn up oneday, get stuck in and weeee, its like you never left, except for maybe a few new faces.
I would miss your name and avatar and posts if i didnt see them on the forums anymore, your like the forum form of those blokes at my college or old highschool that i saw and sometimes said hi to and a little convo and just saw around, if they suddenly werent therer anymore my experience there would be a little less enjoyable.
...welcome back, hope you enjoyed your very breif respite, heh.
Your a regular here kin, and always welcome, and i dont see why most Jref regulars would leave for good unless they became monks or something.
If Jref takes up too much time, its more a case of learning control and discipline rather then just dissappearing, going cold turkey isnt easy and also a bit sad, after-all, theres nothing wrong with having friends online and enjoying conversation via the forums, all you need is a bit of restraint if that is your issue.
Anyway, nobody who joins the forums and gets involved leaves unless they are in a macimo brand body-bag with "banned!" stamped on their forhead.
I've done the dissappearing acty before to, mainly from gaming squads i was in but, i was a teenager to.
The beautiful thing about Jref, is that you can practically dissappear from existance as far as members are concerned for months on end, then turn up oneday, get stuck in and weeee, its like you never left, except for maybe a few new faces.
I would miss your name and avatar and posts if i didnt see them on the forums anymore, your like the forum form of those blokes at my college or old highschool that i saw and sometimes said hi to and a little convo and just saw around, if they suddenly werent therer anymore my experience there would be a little less enjoyable.
strongvoicesforward
Sempai
- 25 Dec 2005
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Maciamo said:I hope that what I said in the threads about religion (which apparently didn't please you) is not the reason why you want to leave. There are hundreds of issues discussed on a forum like this one, and it is impossible to always agree with everyone. I personally often argue with my own relatives (e.g. my mother), but keep good relations with them, no matter how harsh I may be in some arguments with them at times. I see you as a valuable member of our community, and I would be sorry to see you leave.
I just found this thread made by Kinsao. Glad to see him back in the religion threads. And the comments above: so true with my family and I also -- harsh, honest, and sometimes brutal discussions but always good relations endure.
I`ve told my mother we`ll be arguing on her death bed about religion (or mine if I go first) and it is all in good fun and a laugh we both share with each other.
TwistedMac
後輩
- 4 Mar 2004
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who's renouncing anything?Damicci said:
I think most of the regulars that leave don't really plan on it, nor do we plan on staying away for very long. it just sort of happens...
'sup?
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