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cause I'm dying... no not really... it feels like it though... xD I was told not to fly because the altitude would make my dizzyness worse and sitting down on a plane or a bus for so long would not help my poor circulation... and for the concert... same thing about dizzyness plus I suffer from chronic fatigue and sometimes I can't even stand and I'm in a lot of pain most of the time... plus I have fainting spells... the last time I fainted I broke a toilet with my back and really messed up my arm... I almost damaged my kidneys... I'm a walking accident... even I think I shouldn't go even though I really want to... :(
 
Aww pkk this really sucks bc i turns out that im staying at the double tree and me and m friends wanted to meet you there. :sad: Is this a constant thing? or is this something that happended (example: cold or flu) well i really hope you feel better. I will do my best to take pictures of them if they wander around or something. ok 🙂
 
awww that totally sucks...but u can use it to ur advantage....get handicapped front row for the show because u can go in a wheelchair and get notes and stuff from ur doctor *evil grin* haha i say take a bus over the plane because u say it only happens if ur on it too long but buses stop perioicly..allowing u to take a break and my house is open to anyone that needs a place to stay...but not more then like...4 people....maybe 5 can fit in my room...or downstairs in the living room....my parents dont care
 
yea... it's constant... I've had VVS... the poor circulation/fainting/dizzyness/some pain for about 6 years... for about 2 years it was almost as if I didn't have it... I only had symptoms maybe once a month... but it came back last year pretty bad... and for the last few months I haven't gone a day with out it... and I was diagnosed a few weeks ago with chronic fatigue but the doctor said it's probly what I've had all last year and I was mistaking the pain for arthritis and the weakness and exhaustion on my VVS... though I also have arthritis and carpal tunnel syndrome (I think that's how it's spelled)
I knew I should have ran away when they were in Texas for their first tour... :( that was the best I felt as far as I remember last year and they were playing two shows at the same place... but I had just gotten back from Texas seeing Muse like 3 weeks earlier... and no one wanted to go back to Texas 😌
Do you know how long bus rides are to New York from New Orleans... like a day and a half... I was gonna go the last time theu were in New York... this will be the 5th time I'll miss them... if you count the South Carolina show being cancelled :eek:
you know I was gonna go in a wheelchair and say I had to watch from backstage or get my own little special section all to myself... maybe throw in an IV bag or oxygen tank for sympathy and special consideration... :D
 
nooo, you poor thing, you can't miss them again:(:(
but seriouly that sounds really scary....




Kinsao I really loved the first one you posted of Zero, he's such a sugar lump😌
 
awww hehe i say u go for it kisou!! ur gonna be missing out....maybe u should drag a friend or 2 for the bus ride so they can look out for u just to be on the safe side but i dont see any reason y u cant...because u can have people to look out for u if anything happened..
 
Forgive me for butting in XD But I had to... I haven't been on Jref much at all these past few weeks... but I think I might hang around a while.... maybe not.

pinkkillerkisou said:
cause I'm dying... no not really... it feels like it though... xD I was told not to fly because the altitude would make my dizzyness worse and sitting down on a plane or a bus for so long would not help my poor circulation... and for the concert... same thing about dizzyness plus I suffer from chronic fatigue and sometimes I can't even stand and I'm in a lot of pain most of the time... plus I have fainting spells... the last time I fainted I broke a toilet with my back and really messed up my arm... I almost damaged my kidneys... I'm a walking accident... even I think I shouldn't go even though I really want to... :(
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Nooo!!! You IDIOT! (actually you're not because you're taking your health into consideration :LOL:) I probably wouldn't go either if I was that bad... Hell, I might not go to a D'espa concert even if I could... not anytime real soon anyways.... I'd need a seat... and not the floor... my damn knee, it's been painful as Hell lately and I wouldn't be able to survive their concerts, as much as I'd like to. There are many things that could happen, and some of which may re-open the scar that takes up approximately 90% of my left knee cap. That would definitely not be pleasant, especially considering how long it took the damn thing to heal the first time ten years ago.

Anyways.... I guess I don't really have anything worthwhile to say soo.... I guess I'm out...
 
Aw gods... it seems like everyone is sick right now. :(
I can only hope that PK and AP feel a bit better soon.... *hugs*
I'd like to be able to say I can go and send back a detailed report of everything, but that's not gonna happen - my budget is already overstretched in consideration of Europe, and if I couldn't keep a roof over my head maybe I really would have to stake out in one of their hotel rooms. 😊
 
well... can't say I didn't expect to not go... I do have the worst luck after all and probly my health is worse than my luck 😌

I'm gonna have to beg them to come to New Orleans... or atleast somewhere relatively close :(
 
im going......and the tickets r 15 dollars.....and anyone is welcome to crash at my house....i live like about an hour away from the show
 
Sick.... I feel so very sick indeed.... Too sick for any concert (as much as I'd like to protest) and too sick for Bamfield this Monday probably... I'm gonna rest up today, to Sunday, and I'll hope to be healthy enough for a week of marine biology... 😌

Anyways... back to topic and off oc my boring goings-on...

That's an interesting though, Kinsao, staking out in their hotel rooms? Be sure to bring anyone else who would be needy.... You know, share the wealth kind of thing?

:( I hope someday we'll all get to go and see them... hassle-free and all that jazz...
 
Yeah - maybe if I save up for like 10 years... or snag myself a millionnaire... :(
 
LMAO KINSAO!!! T_T

i cant wait to go :P ill be sure to take lots of pictures...i wish i had a larger memory card and i would record the entire thing on my digi cam lmao
 
I don't see what's so funny... :eek: ... I mean, in the circles in which I move, together with my irresistable charm and charisma..................... well, ok, yeah, not likely. :giggle:

Seriously, I hope you have a fantastic time... scratch that, I know you'll have a fantastic time! 😄 My time will come, and Europe has its other compensations, in the mean time, just have to be patient as regards D'espairsRay and feast my ears on them instead! :music:
 
lol kinsao ur freaken awsome hahahaha T_T well this show will be my first jrock show iv been to......and my second show ever [almost broke my wirst at my first show ever T_T] ....lol...so ill be a noob :D *waves im a noob flag* haha

i need to snag me a millionair too.....then i could have all the jrock music in the world.....puuuhahahaah
 
So who wants to plan on meeting up at the megacon show?
we can just talk or maybe go get something to eat after the show 8D (or stalk the guys...)
nah...im not a creepy fan...i swear
 
Why marry millionaires... I'm considered that for a while but then I relaized I'm just gonna marry Takumi and skip the middleman and get straight to the jrockers. plus... why be unhappy with come rich man/woman when you could be happy with your favorite musician(s)... you get them and the music. two birds with one stone :p :D

I forget to ask. I missed the bowling clip way back when. could someone re-up if it's not too much trouble.
 
hmmm....thats a good question bb i dont know?? oo and 304x me and my friends are staying at the doubletree hotel! and here i'll give you my cell number so if you want to meet up or something give me a call 1-321-948-3359 KK^^
 
Yes there are girl Jrockers, but this isn't the thread for that, lol. Shiina Ringo and D[di:] are the 2 I can think of right off the top of my head.
 
lucifer luscious violenoue is a girl jrocker!!!! =) the thread i made for her is long dead =*( i dont even noe where it is anymore... probably on page 13ish? but shes a sexy female jrocker =) and isnt danger gang another girl jrocker band? i dunno... those are the two i noe of
 
Of course there are female jrockers... Luscifer Luscious Violenoue (gothic 80s-ish), Rcradle's vocalist Seiran (eerie/beautiful/noisy visual kei), Tsu Shi Ma Mi Re (pervy... can't think of any other way to describe them... cute vocals), and Kokeshi Doll (punk... uhh... boogie music... lots of screaming and weird vocals xD) are some of my favorites :-)

yea dangergang are girls too.

But on the topic of D'espairsRay... I don't have any new news or anything... soooo... uhh... pictures? xD

yes... pictures... some Karyu pictures... :D

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Not only those artists, but also AYA is a female JRocker.... I like her music a lot... Took me ages to find her OHP XDDDD

pk, are you on a Karyu binge recently or something? :D :D
 
oOo if ur on a karyu binge... i liek it =) hahaah WOOO KARYU u sexy man =)
 
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