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Poor pkk, I'll take what you've told me, but it doesn't say exactly when or where this is taking place (unless they have and I haven't checked lately). I'll see what I can do, and give you updates. But I'm only 13, (soon to be 14) and my parents are still very reluctant to even let me take the bus to school. Besides, we're very low on cash right now and they would make up every excuse to not let me go or to lend me money. I don't even know how much money I have in the bank, but I know it'd barely get me a plane ticket. There aren't many people who'd want to help me money-wise to get this, and I suck at fundraising. I'm not thinking up excuses of why I should give up, I'm just listing obstacles, and I sound really pathetic. It wouldn't be the end of the world if I didn't get to see them Live, it'd just make me happy for a while (possibly a long while).-sighs- If I do that, they could threaten to kick me out of the house! And I really don't want that, I'd have no where to go. They are against everything JRock, and they would not want to help me in any way. No matter how hard, how many tears that could fall from my eyes, they'd be as apathetic as they always have. the help from you would be great, but I'd get absolutely no where on my own. No one would go with me, because everyone I know and hang out with (nearly everyone anyways), are between 13-15 years old. I have few adult friends, and they really hate JRock too. I'll do what I can and if I get nowhere (no surprise if that happens), I'll just sit down, bite my tongue till it bleeds, and bear with it.

I hope you'll be alright pkk. Really, I've never been evacutated from either of my homes, and I can't imagine the pain of having to leave your artwork behind. (I know I say I suck at drawing, but everyone else says the opposite, it's so hard departing with your artwork, with anything really.) I'm thinking about you, and hoping that your precious belongings won't be destroyed.
 
*sigh* i can see you're in a tough situation...

all my family think this 'obsession' with Japan and Jrock is stupid and pointless.... but i've always done what i want, and i've never let other's opinions stop that... so i think they ave up on trying to stop me a lont time ago...

pkk's right... you could baby sit?
you could do a sponsord something or other... like... give up ice-cream for a month or something - i did that... it was painfull :(
and i my self was going to offer helping you plan... but then i remebered that i'm the crapest person in the world for that - just ask Pjust 😌

but.. at least if you try and fail... the you'll know you tryed...
if you do nothing, then nothing will happen, and you'll end up hating yorself for it... if you try then you'll gain the satisfaction that you DID try... and the experisence in knowing what to do next time...

...... i'm seriously trying not to think about pkk not being here... i ******* well hope it's not Hurricane Catrina or what ever it's called....
yay.. my Auntie's so reasuring..
'i think a few people have died... it's been really pretty distructive'
.... thanks... i really wanted to hear that... :eek:

...😭
 
OMG... I couldn't read all the way through this thread... I read the first long posts, and then I skipped to this page... my eyes were like :mad: ..... 😭

Waaaa... I have been away so long and you have had the chance to do all sorts of perverted things to D'espa without me... I feel so deprived... uhhh... depraved...

[Coll:set] kept me alive while I was away, it really did... every now and then I'd have to dash off during the day for another hit. And I had to listen before I could sleep... I got absolutely addicted to Forbidden.

(Besides the fact that "Forbidden in bed" is rather a nice phrase, yes?)

Someone said I should keep a diary of perverted thoughts while I was away... my mind said: "omg how saaad to write such if I am on vacation and forget about the internet!" But guess what? Of course, I couldn't then get rid of pervy thoughts! So I present to you:

In honour of D'espairs Ray....
Kinsao's diary of perverted thoughts.
N.b. this was written on PURPLE PAPER!!!

Aircraft - suddenly seemed incredibly perverted for no reason unless because I got carried away with the life jackets and oxygen masks.

Fortunately there was an article in the on-flight mag about a Barcelona club featuring Erotic Actors, and we got enthusiastic over that *cue mental pictures of D'espa*

Always needing fix of Forbidden! Especially in bed!

We went to visit sex club called Bagdad "2 hours porn with possible participation". But the price... they should have been paying us.... :eek: (but how could anyone think of anything else but D'espa? Not that I'm obsessed or anything... : )

Tapies museum had so much pervyness I was in something like heaven... a kind of desk thing that looked like an altar with rope marks on it... I wanted so badly for Zero to tie me up to the altar... (really unusual for me... I am sooo bad at being submissive at all). Or for me to tie one of them... no wait... all of them..... *pants frantically and dies*

The taxi driver was just... unspeakable.

The sign on the hotel door for "do not disturb" was "por favor no molesten". :giggle: I need reverse sign for hotel with D'espa - please do molest us and also disturb us. We are already disturbed, but not disturbed enough. We need you to disturb us more by means of whatever means of molestation you think fit. (Amen.)

Tapies paintings... various... there was a figure with an erection, but it resembled no-one I know. Also a breasted figure with both arms cut off , crying, key hanging around neck.... result of over-molestation? :( Beware! Beware! There was a reclining nude male figure with something like earphones - yay! he's listening to jrock! thinks Kinsao - but the line is attached to a fish instead of mp3 player! Nao!

Chickenwire. A lot of fun can be had with chickenwire. *remembers being chickenwired into a bath one time*

And in Barcelona - balls! Everywhere!

Visited restaurant with the slogan "organic is orgasmic"... And Nubaa had a staging area with many cushions that could be put to interesting uses....

Museum of Erotic Art had a thing called Pleasure Chair (use your imaginations), it had lots of cogs and wheels... it looked... pervy enough for this thread... but I thought it was kind of worrying all the same... I'd be afraid of getting so carried away in the throes of pleasure that I'd pull the wrong lever and end up quartering myself :sick:

When descending by plane, it's a good idea to suck something.

My friend sitting next to me on plane, she suddenly turns to me and says "I think you'll definitely get it tonight". (yeah ok, she was referring to my train, but I didn't know that and collapsed in hysterics )

Magnums - magnums everywhere... I couldn't escape them... :mad: Even sucking on an ice lolly was enough to provoke pervy thoughts of D'espa... it could be dangerous...

We also played games on our vacation that involved being blindfolded and getting on all fours.

(I hate being blindfolded. I hate and loathe and detest it with an utter passion. Because I had unspeakably horrible experience one time. And I had flashbacks for such a long time in dark at night. So I was terrified I would get some flashback thing again this time. But I couldn't let all my friends see that I was scared of it, and I had to let myself be blindfolded... it was awful... but, in the end it was ok, because they were all my friends and really I knew they wouldn't do anything bad to me... so in that way I partly get over my fear :-) )

Anyway, blindfolded and on all fours... D'espairs Ray... I like those phrases together...

Oh, and saving the best until last, a classic quotation from Bataille, that I spotted in a book in the Tapies museum:

"The eruptive force accumulates in those who are necessarily situated below".

Remember that! *shakes finger*

Uhhh.... does any of that post make any sense at all or is even perverted enough? :unsure: (can't let the side down...) Well, I am still travel stunned... that is my excuse... (would you believe my fingers actually typed "sexcuse" then? I kid you not! They have a life of their own... )

oh jeez... I really need to stop typing now.... this thread went way off where I left it... I am so much rambling. :sorry:

PK - are you ok? I am worried... what is happening? :unsure: And you are sick? I hope you are ok now.

I need to shut up now... my brain is totally rotted with thoughts of D'espa... :mad: :mad:

Is it just me, or does Forbidden also make you want to totally sacrifice yourself to all of them? :? :LOL:
 
pkk's gone.... there's a hurricane... and she had to evacuate....
she had to go for three das... so technically she'll be back tomorrow *hopes and prays with tears in her eyes* but... if she doesn't have a house to come back to then.... :unsure::(😭

actually... we haven't been very perverted.... we've been.... trying to get me to be perverted and failed... then talking over not giving up on our dreams.... and... then me whining at pkk for leaving me... :(:(:(
*clings to Pura* i got these on the right day, i can tell you....

.... Kinsao.... you need help 😌
i mean... tho.... this is comeing from me... so you've proabaly done Karyu-sensei proud....
 
Wow Kinsao. Looks like you had fun on your vacation.:-) I understood.:worry:

I should do something like that for when school starts again. But, I'm the most pervy girl at my school, so.... well, I've corrupted my JRock friend...... we think up pervy things daily. Mostly it's just me doing all the work.:eek:I haven't corrupted her enough obviously....

-sniff- Those pervy thoughts are so beautifully pervy. I see your pervity certainly hasn't suffered at all while you were away on vacation.

furan's right. All because of her, and pkk having to evacuate, the thread has suffered.:( But I don't blame pkk, she had to evacuate, and she had to justify herself for why she wouldn't be here. Kudos to pkk. But you furan...:eek: You could just go along, nod and smile, and let the pervyness live on!! But nooo.... you just give up.

Actually... one of my friends wants me to babysit her kids. I think I will, but I don't know how successful I'll be, I mean, I can't really cook and all, and.. well... even though she says the only "babysitting training" I'd need was her cell #, even I'm not convinced I'd do okay. If I said no to chocolate for all of September and October, they'd think something's wrong with me and submit me to the hospital. I simply can't live without chocolate. But, anything for D'espa:(-sniff- I'll miss my chocolate. Right when Chris brings back over 30 bars of Finnish chocolate from Finland too! How EVIL!! Yes, I'm saying I'll try, if I fail, then I fail and I'll mope, my marks will fall, and it'll be so stupidly pathetic. All for a band. XD I'm so pathetic. Why do I even try to justify myself? Thinking this to myself is just so stupid. It's just a band! That's what they'd say.:eek: Damn idiots.

Is it just me, or am I like one out of 3 people that have posted D'espa pics?
 
Alright.. on some more sub-topics, yet still on D'espa topics....

Me and Kinsao were online earlier and we ventured into an interesting area...

Does anyone know if anyone in D'espa has any tattoos? Me and Kinsao were curious. Who else thinks Zero-sama would look good with tatoo(s)?

And...
Does anyone have any information on D'espairsRay crotch sizes? We just stumbled on it and it was interesting. It'd be nice to find information on it. I have a knack for finding random information on bands (for example, I know how much sleep Die and Kaoru from Dir en grey get on average), and D'espa crotch sizes is interesting information. furan, you probably might stay away from the D'espa thread for a while, you being so naive and all.... No offense of course. You said so yourself anyways.... didn't you? XD

Pictures will be in next post. Be happy Ivayim-a. It takes me a long time to decide on which D'espa pics to post. They're all so good!
 
Ooohh, I was actually going to the concert stricktly for Kagerou, but now I'm starting to look forward to seeing Despa as well. I think I'm warming up to theyr music. Too bad it's hard to find.
I don't understand why...
 
furan said:
.... Kinsao.... you need help 😌
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You are sooo right. I need much more help to become pervy enough to be worthy of this thread and of D'espairs Ray... I need the assistance of Karyu-sensei. I am merely mortal, and limited to ordinary everyday pervity.

Yes yes, crotch research is needed! *peers closely at all available pictures* :mad:

@ Dollporn: you need [Coll:set]!!!
I can send if you don't have it.
 
i need a LOT of despa *looks pleading at AP*

but hey! what's this about not beingpervy enough to be worthy of this thread?

if you're not pervey enough... what the hell chance do i have? 😭
 
Oh, there's no need to worry about that! Just as long as you are trying, D'espa will be willing to guide you down the path of pervity. :-)

Anyway, me, pervy? :o You know I am sane and innocent... ☝
 
.... you're more pervy than me....

when i try.... i.... fail misrabley :(:(
 
Awww, I shouldn't worry about it if I was you. *huggles Furan* You are lucky - it gives you an excuse for even more lessons with Karyu-sensei.
 
no.... he kicked me out when i started tying zero's braied to his shoe laces and then taking some rope and tying bits of paper to cats tails.....
 
lol, what do you want furan? I am so close to having all D'espa. 5 Songs away from the entire discography!!! 5 songs!!!!!

Yes Kinsao, simply the easiest thing (not to mention the most enjoyable thing) to do research on. Any findings yet?

Sorry, I temporarily lost my D'espa picture site... I must find it again and then I'll post more D'espa pics to help with our intense research. :D
 
hee hee

um.... anything that i don;t have.... i posted you what i have right?
d'you whant me to tell you gain? XD
 
Wait, just where did you post it? I have live versions of some songs... I have the live video of a few, and the live audio of Marry Of The Blood.... It's great. I'll ul anything and everything you want. I'm closer now... 3 songs away!!!
 
I come bearing photos!!!! I'll probably have to make like 5 posts.... One for Hizu-chan, Karyu-sensei, Tsukatchi-kun, Zero-sama, and one for group photos. I don't want ya'll to suffer too much all in one post. I'll make it last a while.

First up..... Uhhh.....I guess the youngest of 'em... in terms of month since they haven't given us the years of which they were born in..... Karyu-sensei! (7th Dec.)
 
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Our next youngest D'espa Master (Sex-Demon)... Zero-sama! (31st July)

Some of these pictures will have already been posted here but.... they're too good to have to go back oh-so-far to look (stare/gawk/drool/etc.) at/over.
 
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Yay!!! Hizu-chan!!! (2nd March)

And then I do the group photos... And from the site I'm using pics from, there sadly isn't a lot.:( Oh well... At the end of the group photos, I give link to the site, because I didn't include all the pics (it's a tragedy, I know), and they're all so good. Not to mention, the owner of the site deserves credit so yeah...
 
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Finally, the last installment of D'espa pictures (for now, I'll be back with more sources, and more pictures, fear not).

All of these pictures that I have posted (this time) are from Plain & Simple. There are avvies there too, but I'll leave those for all you D'espa maniacs. URL : http://www.plaindespa.de.ms/
 
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My comp doesn't display those pics for some reason... but however... -runs off to site to do research- :D :D

EDIT: Jeez, for a pervy band they sure do go in for hiding their crotches... :eek: ... these were the most tantalising I could find... *peers closely*...



 
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