KEIxKEI
先輩
- 29 Oct 2006
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Being a 'kpo' (curious) person, i went to find out the reason why hitsugi cried
Hitsugi's blog entry translated by someone:
2nd part of hitsugi October 3rd 2005 live final
The SE began to sound and I could hear the people who were waiting for us' voices. Also, Before now I couldn't hear those loud voices.
Behind stage, I had a feeling of happiness and nervousness and I almost burst.
We started with the musical selection of Raven and from the beginning I had some trouble. My equipment had some trouble and I was really about to blow my fuse. After that a lot of other things happened. To that extent, compared to earlier days this trouble was the most extreme. "Why in the final. In the last live, what the hell!!!! I really don't understand. Completely messed up"
It was really not good, (I) fell on the stage, and kicked the fence and threw it down, and it went into the guest seating. Bitter smile.
"today is the worst"
Honestly, that's what I was thinking when I was performing. From the bottom of my heart, I regret it.
Enduring it became impossible. Because I was so shy I couldn't look at everyone. From then on, the original part of the concert was over and after I talked to the people in the staff office, I thought about a lot of things in the dressing room. The result: "This is a live, even if I'm irritated, it can't be helped. This is the tour final. Do it. Have fun doing it." That's what I thought.
We came out for the encore and right before Yomi grabbed my hand, seized it tightly, and took me out like that.
When I write it down, it seems to look bad but, I was really happy. This is the first time, that guy looked trustworthy.
From then, I had a perfect break through. The encore started and I finally had a hunch of all the people in the hall.
In that place there were so many people, who came to see and they had their hands raised。Suddenly, I thought: "why does everyone answer in this way?？why do they come out for us?"
When I though that, for some reason, my face became hot。It increased. When I turned around the curtain with everyone from the nation's thoughts written together was there.
That was really reassuring。
The last song of the tour. The song we always closed with this tour。
star night. Everyone sang…I hit my limit. I couldn't control myself. I remembered a lot of things, things during the tour, in fact, I had a fight with Ni~ya also. all over the country, there are different places, and different people. There are many people supporting nightmare. And in front of my eyes in the curtain behind me, there was everyone. When I thought about different things, tears came. I wept too much and one of the things that I put in my eye, fell out on stage. (laugh)
But really after the live was over, after we left the stage, even in the car, my crying didn't stop.
I was a little shy. I thought I couldn't have done it, but isn't there reason to do it?
Shibuya. Takasaki. Kyoto. Nara. Shiga.
Kobe. Kagawa. Kochi. Matsuyama. Oita.
Kagoshima. Kumamoto. Nagasaki. Hakata. Kawasaki.
Utsunomiya. Shizuoka. Gifu. Osaka. Hiroshima.
Okayama. Yonago. Nagoya. Mito. Kumagaya.
Kanazawa. Toyama. Niigata. Akita. Iwate.
Hirosaki. Hakodate. Asahikawa. Sapporo. Sendai.
Hibiya.
Everyone we couldn't go to this time.
Everyone concerning 2005 summer to early autumn, thanks for getting along with our stupidity.
its become the best memory.
Next tour is winter. Only 3 places but、Lets make it a good tour♪
Somehow today's post became really long.
But this tour. It was really good.
Hitsugi's blog entry translated by someone:
2nd part of hitsugi October 3rd 2005 live final
The SE began to sound and I could hear the people who were waiting for us' voices. Also, Before now I couldn't hear those loud voices.
Behind stage, I had a feeling of happiness and nervousness and I almost burst.
We started with the musical selection of Raven and from the beginning I had some trouble. My equipment had some trouble and I was really about to blow my fuse. After that a lot of other things happened. To that extent, compared to earlier days this trouble was the most extreme. "Why in the final. In the last live, what the hell!!!! I really don't understand. Completely messed up"
It was really not good, (I) fell on the stage, and kicked the fence and threw it down, and it went into the guest seating. Bitter smile.
"today is the worst"
Honestly, that's what I was thinking when I was performing. From the bottom of my heart, I regret it.
Enduring it became impossible. Because I was so shy I couldn't look at everyone. From then on, the original part of the concert was over and after I talked to the people in the staff office, I thought about a lot of things in the dressing room. The result: "This is a live, even if I'm irritated, it can't be helped. This is the tour final. Do it. Have fun doing it." That's what I thought.
We came out for the encore and right before Yomi grabbed my hand, seized it tightly, and took me out like that.
When I write it down, it seems to look bad but, I was really happy. This is the first time, that guy looked trustworthy.
From then, I had a perfect break through. The encore started and I finally had a hunch of all the people in the hall.
In that place there were so many people, who came to see and they had their hands raised。Suddenly, I thought: "why does everyone answer in this way?？why do they come out for us?"
When I though that, for some reason, my face became hot。It increased. When I turned around the curtain with everyone from the nation's thoughts written together was there.
That was really reassuring。
The last song of the tour. The song we always closed with this tour。
star night. Everyone sang…I hit my limit. I couldn't control myself. I remembered a lot of things, things during the tour, in fact, I had a fight with Ni~ya also. all over the country, there are different places, and different people. There are many people supporting nightmare. And in front of my eyes in the curtain behind me, there was everyone. When I thought about different things, tears came. I wept too much and one of the things that I put in my eye, fell out on stage. (laugh)
But really after the live was over, after we left the stage, even in the car, my crying didn't stop.
I was a little shy. I thought I couldn't have done it, but isn't there reason to do it?
Shibuya. Takasaki. Kyoto. Nara. Shiga.
Kobe. Kagawa. Kochi. Matsuyama. Oita.
Kagoshima. Kumamoto. Nagasaki. Hakata. Kawasaki.
Utsunomiya. Shizuoka. Gifu. Osaka. Hiroshima.
Okayama. Yonago. Nagoya. Mito. Kumagaya.
Kanazawa. Toyama. Niigata. Akita. Iwate.
Hirosaki. Hakodate. Asahikawa. Sapporo. Sendai.
Hibiya.
Everyone we couldn't go to this time.
Everyone concerning 2005 summer to early autumn, thanks for getting along with our stupidity.
its become the best memory.
Next tour is winter. Only 3 places but、Lets make it a good tour♪
Somehow today's post became really long.
But this tour. It was really good.