that sounds like an "l" to you? hmm, I know that Japanese people have trouble distinguishing betweening l and r, but the two are very distinct to me. When I explain the way I make an r in Japanese, it's like bouncing my tongue off the roof of my mouth; like rolling an rr in Spanish, but without repeating the sound. To most of the American students I study with, it seems much closer to a d than an l.