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I'm back for the end of the year :) living in *Sai*pan!

Haruto Uzumaki

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Long time no see everyone, I have returned! Just want to let everyone know I haven't abandoned Jref and I think of you guys often
Just been doing a lot of stuff in the background to hopefully fix everything that happened in the past year... I had a lot of close calls in life but I'm doing fine now, still homeless but in Saipan, with the ability to work, get benefits (I have food stamps now so I can save my money) and a small but nice community of people that are always eager to help me things are moving, slowly for sure due to the remote/isolated nature of this island (as opposed to one like Guam), but they're still moving and I expect to make progress in time to return to Japan in late March! I'll be in Tokyo until the second to last week of April, at which point I will take a trip to Aichi to visit a friend and get my stuff back from there, then I will go to Osaka where my heart resides

How has everyone been doing, what's everyone up to around here these days? I'll be on from now on daily, I think (except Sunday/Monday)
 
By the way just using a Japan VPN right now, that's why it shows that I'm in Japan but I'm not right now (and if I didn't use the VPN it would probably show Guam instead of Saipan)
 
Your VPN's show Japan , California , Florida , and Singapore ; a real world traveler , LOL.
 
How is Saipan?
I've been to Guam before, and I liked it as a tourist.
As a resident, I think I'd like it for 6 months or so, then I might go a bit stir-crazy. Lovely place, though.
 
Your VPN's show Japan , California , Florida , and Singapore ; a real world traveler , LOL.
I wonder how California and Singapore ever ended up showing
How is Saipan?
Saipan is great it's chill, there are lots of limitations too and the economy is also dying but for what it is, it's a nice place to be... It's not Japan though of course had my stuff stolen many times and even lost the entirety of my own clothes except what I was wearing, but luckily people are so nice that I was able to get clothes donated to me, and I think what's really important here is that the community feels like a family compared to Japan, so that's definitely its strong point even if there's more theft, break-ins, drug addicts and whatnot, people here help each other out and help strangers just because they want to see nobody left behind
 
Good to hear from you. And good idea going to Saipan or Guam where you can stay indefinitely as well as work. You really need to write down all your life stories. You probably have more than people twice or thrice your age. I never made it to Saipan. I went to Guam once for a weekend scuba diving trip.

Not too much going on with me. We finally got a Japanese-style bakery here which is very nice. It's actually a Korean franchise called Paris Baguette but it's very similar to a proper Japanese bakery.
 
It's wonderful to hear from you! Echoing mdchachi's last post, we're all eager to know how you have been! Also, please share more about life in Saipan. Any pictures or perhaps a journal entry?
 
You really need to write down all your life stories.
I'll try, I've written some stuff but there's sometimes too much that happens for me to write it all down in the next reply I'll share a summary of the last two months
You probably have more than people twice or thrice your age.
not really, just a couple of online friends, one where we mutually help each other and grow together daily and a few in real life but otherwise I mainly tend to talk to older people for some reason, I guess
We finally got a Japanese-style bakery here which is very nice. It's actually a Korean franchise called Paris Baguette but it's very similar to a proper Japanese bakery.
yayyy, sounds delicious i love japanese style bakeries, we have a store in saipan called himawari which has some baked goods as well i got to eat some japanese hotel bread
we're all eager to know how you have been! Also, please share more about life in Saipan. Any pictures or perhaps a journal entry?
i've been good for the most part i have barely taken any pictures due to owning a budget phone now (the camera makes the phone lag extremely bad most times and closes out everything running), plus not owning a computer until recently (and still not having a monitor, hopefully arrived today though?) so I never used my actual camera either here but I will hopefully start soon journal entry, coming up!
 
September 20th
I arrived at the airport yesterday evening and took a taxi to the Joeten Library. The driver took 4,000 yen for the trip. When I got to the library, I couldn't sign up for a card because I didn't have proof of address, so I eventually left. I walked down the road after checking prices at a supermarket ($6.49 for water?!) and eventually found a place with Wi-Fi, which is also where I am now.

Today I headed toward Garapan hoping to exchange the yen I had into USD. At that point, I had $4 USD from the taxi driver, but he actually found me while I was walking toward Garapan and told me to give him back the $4. He gave me 1,000 yen in return, so… alright, I guess.

I walked along the beach, took a couple breaks, did some things, and the weather suddenly changed—then I stopped—and it went back to normal. I sat on a bench for a bit, and a guy noticed me and came over to ask what I was doing. We started talking and decided to become friends. He's younger than me apparently (I'm not even sure if he's 18), and we're both in a bit of a situation, but he lives here, and he helped show me all the good spots in and around Garapan.

We walked for a longggg time trying different places to get help—stores where he thought we might be able to get food on "credit" (pay later), which didn't work, and hotels where we hoped to get free water and Wi-Fi (also didn't work). Eventually, we went to the beach and saw people having a party. He asked them for water and got some for us. It had been about 40 hours since I last drank anything, so that really helped.

We then went to the hospital hoping to find food at the cafeteria, but it was closed. We went to another area in the hospital to charge our devices for free (I have batteries that charge separately, so charging all of them is 4× faster than charging one alone) and to drink more water. I love reverse osmosis water .

We looked around for places to exchange my yen, but I learned today that there are no official places outside the airport that do this, except maybe banks, and they were closed. I also never even saw a place at the airport to exchange money. Luckily, he knew about a Japanese restaurant/market called Himawari, and the manager or owner exchanged 2,000 yen for $13, which we used to buy food.

Earlier, I had left my box of clothes and supplies at an old, dilapidated house that was for rent, but when we got back, someone had ransacked it. They stole all my wipes (a LOT of wipes), threw all my clean clothes around, and mixed them with the dirty ones, so now I basically have no clean clothes left. At least they put everything back in the box, I guess? Honestly, they somehow did better than the inspection staff at the airport .

After we retrieved my things, we started heading toward Susupe, but we saw the bus. I had $5 left, so we used it to buy two tickets. I went back to where I started the day (where I'm writing this now), and he headed back to where he lives near a place called CK.

Hopefully, I'll be able to get to that area tomorrow—if it's not raining like it is now. Maybe Monday would be better anyway, since everything will be open, and then I can see if I can get some kind of help. I currently have $100 pending withdrawal, with more coming (I can double it) if I can just access that $100 soon.

October 17th
Things have really been turning around for me, and I feel like I have a genuinely bright future ahead—exactly what I expected as long as I had access to electricity and the internet.

Here's what I've accomplished so far, thanks in large part to the kindness of locals:

I got my P.O. box just a few hours after applying for it a couple of weeks ago. Because of that, I was able to order my replacement Social Security card. A local even drove me to the office where you request a new one. While waiting for the actual card, I received a receipt confirming my request, and that was the final requirement I needed in order to apply for food stamps.

Once I had everything, I went to NAP, submitted my application, and went about my day. Later, it turns out another local who had seen me around wanted to help. His wife actually works at the office, and they made sure my application got processed. Apparently, without them doing that, it would've stayed pending indefinitely because I don't have a phone number for the office to reach me.

I got the food stamps, and since then I haven't had to worry about food. That allowed me to save money, do laundry, and keep saving even more. My next step is opening a bank account. I've heard credit unions might be the best option—does anyone know of any here? Or should I just go with Bank of Hawaii, Bank of Guam, or something similar? Once I have an account, I'll finally be able to deposit money and transfer it to my main bank, which will let me start making even more profit.

I also got a loan to buy the computer I've been needing. This is a huge step because I haven't had a properly working computer in about a year, and I've been abroad without one for the past seven months. My only concern is potential import restrictions. Does anyone know anything about that? I managed to order it by selecting "Northern Mariana Islands" instead of "Saipan (U.S. Territory)." When I chose Saipan directly, it said products with lithium batteries can't be shipped here due to regulations (even though this is a desktop, and if it does have a lithium battery, it's extremely small). I'm genuinely curious how people get computers here if they can't be shipped. It also said it couldn't deliver to a P.O. box, which is strange because it should be possible with a pink card. Hopefully everything is fine, since choosing CNMI as a whole didn't cause any issues.

Since arriving here, I've already made over $600, and once I get that computer, I expect my earnings to skyrocket. I'll finally be able to take on commissions for various online work again and process photography and videography. That opens the door for me to start a small photography business here, which I'm really excited about.

On top of that, I've also been getting one-off jobs from the owner of the gym I go to. That helps a lot too, and I'm grateful to help out in return for everything he's done for me.

November 21st
coming soon...

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anot really, just a couple of online friends,
I was talking about the number of your stories not number of friends.

Amazing that you were able to get set up so quickly and I'm glad things turned around so that you are now living in relative luxury.

I would have looked into getting a used computer. There is likely a shop there somewhere or private parties selling their old ones.

Do you need a bank with a physical presence? Couldn't you just use an ATM to deposit money into your existing bank? A long time ago when I needed an online bank before online banking was common I got an account at the First Internet Bank of Indiana (firstib.com) which I still have. For people who need foreign currencies I hear people recommending wise.com frequently. I haven't looked into it myself.
 
I was talking about the number of your stories not number of friends.
Ahh I see, yeah that may be true
Amazing that you were able to get set up so quickly and I'm glad things turned around so that you are now living in relative luxury.
The locals really made it possible I'm grateful
I would have looked into getting a used computer. There is likely a shop there somewhere or private parties selling their old ones.
Sadly most used computers here are way overpriced and underpowered+old, and there is a very limited selection so something like the Mac Mini M4 would not be available here used unfortunately (and it's one of the only computers that size which can handle what I will be using it for) so I paid a good price for an excellent powerful machine
Do you need a bank with a physical presence? Couldn't you just use an ATM to deposit money into your existing bank?
Spoiler alert, but I ended up going with Bank of Hawaii, and currently except that bank I have no banks that allow me to deposit money via an ATM (most of them either have no way to deposit cash at all or they have alternative methods like going to CVS or something)
For people who need foreign currencies I hear people recommending wise.com frequently. I haven't looked into it myself
Yup I have Wise, but it isn't useful for depositing money either, almost none are when it comes to outside the mainland
 
November 22nd

This month went really well overall, even though there were a few setbacks along the way. Let me walk you through everything that happened:

On November 1st, I was on track to make around $150 profit for the week. A few days later, though, I got temporarily banned from one of the sites I use because I used an automated process to speed things up. Without that automation, the whole job would've taken something like 20–40 hours straight of manual work, especially since I didn't have a computer at the time. Support took forever to get back to me, and by the time I finished everything manually, the profit ended up being only about $70—mostly because the earnings were tied to BTC, which recently crashed. Still, better than nothing .

I also separated from my ex-girlfriend on our half-year anniversary. What she did was pretty unbelievable, especially considering we were together almost every day since we met, and both of us knew we had a better chance of being struck by lightning than finding someone more compatible. But it is what it is In the end, it was necessary, and honestly it let me progress even faster this month without needing to take care of her.

Around the 12th, the gym owner gave me a keyboard, so I could finally set up my Mac Mini. I actually did the entire setup completely blind, without a monitor, using VoiceOver—which I think is pretty impressive . I managed to install remote-access software so I could view the screen from my phone, and I've been using the Mac Mini ever since. It has definitely boosted my earnings, just like I expected. I still can't do everything I want with it yet, but now that I have the computing power, it's only a matter of time until I get the right tools to make full use of it.

My friend and I have been working together using the same online methods to make money, but because of his special abilities (which I'm not going to explain here—most people wouldn't get it), he's been making wayyyyy more money than me. It's insane . I want to get to his level, but it takes practice and doesn't come naturally to me. Still, I made around $600 again this month, though because of some issues with another site, that might be all I'm able to make before the month ends.

About the monitor situation: on the 8th or so, I had my friend order a monitor for me on Amazon. Unfortunately, Amazon lies about the shipping times—it claims a week, then it really takes two months. The gym owner warned me about this after I confirmed the monitor was being routed through the San Francisco port. By then a week had passed, and right on cue, Amazon announced it would take "much longer than expected" and told us to request a refund but keep the item if it didn't arrive within 20 days. We didn't wait—I had my friend immediately request a refund so I could order the next monitor sooner. The refund came in three days, and this time we shipped it to his house, then he used pirateship.com to send it to me with the best priority-mail discount rates. It arrived about 10 days later, which was this past Thursday. I picked it up Friday morning and it's great for my needs—although I don't currently have a keyboard because the gym owner needed his back after his wireless one stopped working. Still, it's a massive upgrade from trying to work off a laggy 2 FPS stream on my phone or the library computer.

Right now, he's doing the same shipping method for the two power stations I ordered so I can use my Mac Mini anywhere even without an outlet. I mentioned this in a comment on another post before, but they appear to be the only power stations TSA will allow for carry-on flights—they're 99.9 Wh, just under the limit, and they charge fully in 2 hours. With the upcoming year in mind, those power stations are going to be extremely useful. They were also some of the cheapest ones I could find, and honestly a crazy good deal even if they cost more. I also ordered super-cheap M.2 enclosures to transfer my data off my old drives onto the Mac Mini and onto my friend's NAS, which he set up for me. I'm waiting on one more purchase before he sends everything at once: a 2TB drive replacement so I can dual-boot Windows and macOS and have enough space. I still need Windows for a lot of tasks. Once that's installed, I'll finally have everything I need to accept commissions again, and my income should at least double—if I manage it

I'm sure you all also want to hear what's been happening in "real life," so here are a few stories:

There's a shed on the gym owner's property that he lets me store stuff in. Until recently, before it got repaired, people had been breaking in through a broken wooden panel. Thankfully they opened only the bags with my clothes and not my food, but they ransacked everything again, and a lot of my clothes were stolen. So now I only have about three pairs of pants left. This was happening right when the government shutdown started affecting food stamps—which was extra tough because I couldn't buy food, since my money was locked up on the site I was banned from at the time. I'm extremely lucky the last of my food wasn't stolen, and some kind locals gave me money to get through the few days I completely ran out. Everything's fine now, but I really do need more pants. So if anyone has 30/36 pants I'd happily buy 3 pairs for about $15 depending on the fit. I prefer loose/baggy cargo pants so I can move easily and keep things in my pockets without them falling out.

There was also this guy I thought was chill, but he eventually started harassing me for help constantly. He disappeared for a while, and when he came back, he said he'd been kidnapped by a store owner who thought he stole something. Even after asking his family and confirming he wasn't the guy, the owner still took him, drove him to Laulau Bay, and left him there. Pretty messed up. Up until then he used to be chill, so I tried to help him out—like getting him free water when he needed it since he's banned from a lot of stores. But eventually he started waking me up all night. I'd fall asleep for 10 minutes and he'd come back needing his phone charged to 5%, or asking for water, or wanting me to buy something with his money. He even borrowed 50 cents for the transit bus.

That night I was exhausted. I told him repeatedly not to wake me up anymore, but he didn't listen. Then he did the unthinkable. I finally fell into a good, peaceful dream that was helping me recover mentally, and he woke me up again asking for water and charging his phone. I told him I was tired and wanted to sleep. He kept poking me, and when I didn't respond, he started yelling, "He's dead! Oh my god, he's dead!!" Obviously I wasn't. Then he asked if I was gonna drink my soda (paid for with food stamps, so I won't share—I already explained that to him) and I said "of course," still half-asleep. Then he asked if he could have it, and I said no clearly. The man then ran off with my soda.

If it were something I bought with my own money, I wouldn't have cared much. But the principle of him stealing from me after all I'd done for him triggered me. I dashed after him, snatched the soda from his hand, grabbed his wrist so he couldn't escape, and looked him dead in the eye. I asked him "what are you doing?", but all he could say was "sorry bro." No amount of sorry would excuse that, but he's lucky I let him go. If he had gotten away, the darkness would've come out 🫩—it wouldn't have ended well for him.

I went into the gym to cool down because at that point I couldn't sleep even though I was completely exhausted. Then he had the nerve to walk past the gym, like he was trying to scout me out or something. I went outside to find him, circled the entire block, and found him hiding in a corner. He tried to walk away, but I followed him to get my money back. He kept refusing and even tried to bother a woman at the ATM, standing so close to her it looked like we were going to rob her. She started screaming. Then he walked into a café and basically robbed them of 50 cents to pay me back. Whatever.

I also have a local friend—someone most people here know, but I won't name him. He's had a really rough life and ended up damaging his body and mind when he was younger, so he struggles with his mental health. I brought him into the gym on a free day-pass, but unfortunately he happened to be "acting up" that day—breaking rules nonstop, ignoring everything we said, and basically going wild. He got kicked out and wouldn't leave, even when they threatened to call the cops. He told me before that if he doesn't have his meds, things like that happen. Then last night someone punched him in the face at the beach because they didn't want him there. He called the cops and then had me call an ambulance so he could go to the hospital. He says he can't go back there now because they'll beat him up.

Still no home for me yet—might happen, might not—but it's fine, and I'll figure out a solution soon. Right now, I'm prioritizing rebuilding my setup so I can make money wherever I am, even when I travel again. I'm also saving up for next year's big projects. If those are the only things I manage to accomplish, I'll be satisfied .

That's everything for now. Thanks for reading Feel free to ask questions—there was a LOT this time, even though I left out a whole bunch of stuff honestly…

Rewritten by ChatGPT
 
This reads like a short story by Charles Bukowski!

I am glad that things have turned for the better for you. Life in Saipan seems somewhat different from Japan, but at least there are food stamps.
 
Wow. Many incredible stories but the most amazing one is setting up a computer without a monitor. Crazy.

My biggest concern though is how are you going to keep all your new computer & accessories from getting stolen if you can't avoid getting your clothes stolen?

Sorry to hear the girlfriend didn't work out.

I guess the other thing that comes to mind... you haven't had any contact with law enforcement yet? Seems like terrorizing people at the ATM could lead to that.
 
This reads like a short story by Charles Bukowski!
thank you
I am glad that things have turned for the better for you. Life in Saipan seems somewhat different from Japan, but at least there are food stamps.
Yup, indeed... I'm just here to make significant progress and then go back to Japan and seek the method to get to live there permanently that @mdchachi told me about
Wow. Many incredible stories but the most amazing one is setting up a computer without a monitor. Crazy.
Took me like two hours So many people told me it wasn't possible but it is
Sorry to hear the girlfriend didn't work out.
It's alright
I guess the other thing that comes to mind... you haven't had any contact with law enforcement yet? Seems like terrorizing people at the ATM could lead to that.
Other than them asking if they can help me or providing advice and stuff, nope... I do my best to not cause any issues, and yeah that was the other guy doing it, I stayed far enough away from her because I knew what he was trying to do
 
For some reason this quote didn't get inserted and I never responded because of it
My biggest concern though is how are you going to keep all your new computer & accessories from getting stolen if you can't avoid getting your clothes stolen?
I keep my important stuff in the gym where there are cameras, and super important documents in the gym office (unfortunately can't leave my computer and stuff in there or I won't be able to use the monitor on it and they may need to bring a client in there which means most of the stuff needs to be taken out), however, it would be quite unsanitary to put my dirty clothes in the gym and just let them collect until laundry time, so I put them in the shed which nobody goes in except me really (and the thieves)
The only pants they haven't stolen are my scrubs from my old job and some bags of clothes that accidentally landed on the framing of the roof (there basically is no roof except like wooden beams and two bags happened to fall between the beams and concrete wall ledges)

Anyway, if someone stole my Mac I would quickly find out because I am almost always using it and it suddenly going offline would be an immediate reason for concern and I would check what happened
I can and will also set up an alert for if it's disconnected from power
 
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