Envy said:
women... woman. only one, but one of your breed.
Now that is outright racist, Envy !
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Father Damien has a message for you Envy !
Strip away the religious bias, and you might still come out unscathed.
When Saul was driven mad with envy, he forgot the love he had for things; including David.
He would call David to come and play the guitar for him, some songs of praise, and he would feel better.
But when evil thoughts took over with such strength, he would draw an arrow, or a dagger and David was often running for life.
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Why not listen to some good song of devotion; need not be religious.
A song in praise of anything that you hold dear, honorable, respectable, worthy of aspiring for, something bigger than you would do.
Let's see if that evil envy likes it ?
Tell youself, envy, "I am love. I am lovely. I am loveable. I am loving."
Try breathing in and out these ideas, or anything comparably positive, like "I am strong. I am beautifu. I am invincible. I am a decent human being."
"I have many friends like MadMax, Lexico, Uncle Frank, KireiNM, MarsMan ...(move on to the members list and read aloud from A to Z)...ZZZzzzz"