cause I'm dying... no not really... it feels like it though... xD I was told not to fly because the altitude would make my dizzyness worse and sitting down on a plane or a bus for so long would not help my poor circulation... and for the concert... same thing about dizzyness plus I suffer from chronic fatigue and sometimes I can't even stand and I'm in a lot of pain most of the time... plus I have fainting spells... the last time I fainted I broke a toilet with my back and really messed up my arm... I almost damaged my kidneys... I'm a walking accident... even I think I shouldn't go even though I really want to...