I am from Hong Kong, local one
I, here, receive free information from media, demonstration & protest are freely allowed here, while we are free to talk about political issues in China
However we are now under continuous pressure from the Government (which is forced by Communist Party? unknown) to force us to receive "national education" to praise China blindly. We are saying no to it as we see what happens in China, especially about the recent large-scale anti-Japan acts (except Hong Kong & Macau)
I would say, because Chinese mainlanders receive the biased education from their young age (which is a kind of indoctrination), their logic is really that hard to understand, e.g. they hate Japan
Because the education brainwash them, teaching only positive information about the Communist Party and China, while teaching about how other countries bully China but not vice versa (So it's normal to hear them saying they hate Japan because of WW II)
Personally I've been to Kansai region once for a week
I pretty much love Japan, because of Japanese's kindness, and the social order together with the overall environment
and I've been to Shenzhen and Dongguan (cities in mainland China), and I pretty much dislike the social order and people are not polite
together with the fake food and things I know, mainland China and Communist Party don't sound positive to me
So you hate your compatriots and despise them. Interesting.
Shenzhen, Dongguan and Hongkong are just some Canton city to me. Most of these citizens are Cantonese.To you maybe they are different, while to me, all of them are Cantonese, nothing different at all.
I think you are better to travel around China if you got the chance. To see what are people like in different regions.
To hate Chinese is similar with to hate Japanese in the end. I donot think this is because so called brainwash stuff.(And i feel it is naive to still talk about brainwash in nowadays.) I think it is a common sense that when you are farmiliar with someone, there is a more chance that you hate he/she. So that's why English donot like French, and the war is always happening among Muslim countries.
When you said you dislike other Cantonese, that's just showed that you were hating yourself. You were hating your common habbits, culture or some other thing sharing with these cantonese. You may have some good points to support your idea. But in the end these "good points" are just some excuse.
15 yrs ago, Taiwanese used to say they hate Chinese, that's just because when they could firstly come to China mainland, the most chance of people they meet were Fukienese. And we all knew that most Taiwanese were Fukienese, while Fukinese was just a poor version of Taiwanese.
But now,it seems most of TW ppl have solved these kinds of problems.
When I was very young, I always thought Cantonese were short, dark skin and mercenary. To tell the truth I cannot understand why ppl like these can still call themselves as
HAN ppl like me.
So each has both advantages and disadvantages. Remember this and, travel much and read more. This may help you.