@[anima]
omg some girl in my school last year called hitsugi ugly and said so much mean stuff i slapped her in the face XDDD she deserved it.. how can some one say that?!?! it makes my heart skip a beat just thinking about it!! >__<
i always hear "is that a girl?" everywhere i go it's become aso annoying T__T;
but people in my school are pretty used to the jrockers it's really stupid when they ask so many times...
@izzie
im glad to hear you got into nightmare~ it's a band definitly worth listening to :33 you should listen to raven loud speeaker it's a really good song and .....ok i need to stop before i start making a list @__@; but anyways,, have you seen any pv's yet x3??
oh and heres The world ruler translations i promised :3
*credits to Honey_hate on LJ*
BOYS BE SUSPICIOUS (SAKI)
A distortion felt by one lone boy
I know this world's unpainted face
"everyone has started to die"
Throbbing beats, moving in itself,
For a clear tomorrow
I clasped the KNIFE
It's the SIGNAL
I'm a CHAMELEON who walks alone clumsily
I know now that emptiness will blend with my surrounding's colours
The modern time's expression = an Imitation of the present times
?
Implicitly ? a DEFAULT abuse of the STANDARD
?
A mass production of EPIGONE*
this kind of SYSTEM
There must be something that even I can do
Because I'd hate to just die in a birdcage
(From the time I was born on this earth, I carried suspicion
While pretending not to see it, I carried on walking without knowing what's right.
But the value of standards were decided by human beings after all, weren't they?
So whatever is honest in your heart. That's what becomes right.)
If there's only one thing that you can wish for
I'd want to know the answer of who I am
the boy keeps grasping the shaking hand
Something I still can't see, I'm struggling to catch it
and from here on the JUVENILES start
I'm broken if I don't escape from here
To rise
*EPIGONE = an imitator or follower of something
PHANTOM (RU)
Please give the power to me now
To protect the light of tomorrow
For a limited time
An ﾂ"oathﾂ" to sit in heaven, together with you
shining
Criminal baby (RU)
say if the morning doesn't come
And I'm swallowed in the darkness of eternity like this,
In this kind of world's last moments
I wonder what kind of words I'll spew out?
The stars disappeared in the speckled sky
floating away, the countless past
After the sacrifice, the destroyed earth
spells out a SCENARIO full of wounds
then a little bit, a little more, weak cries
dance out of my chest, and are swallowed by the night breeze
I can't love again in the start of the end
I'm missing you, an EGOIST who can't be rescued
Sadness in the quiet night
The future which disappeared, there's no remainder
the scene completely changed and laughs at the present time
after the sacrifice, the destroyed earth
spells out a SCENARIO full of wounds
then a little bit, a little more, weak cries
dance out of my chest, and are swallowed by the night breeze
I can't love again in the start of the end
I'm missing you, an EGOIST who can't be rescued
Sadness in the quiet night
aa, what this nightmare told me, I can't laugh
and the everyday that I got used to, the sky of the town I got used to
I can't go back again, in the beginning of the end
clinging to something, The loneliness fades away
sadness in the quiet night
ALICE (SAKI)
Apterous angel with a lack of stability here
apterous ANGEL cried out in her heart
apterous ANGEL the meanings of words completely disappear into the empty sky
truehearted LIAR in an unstoppable desire
truehearted LIAR so many things buried
truehearted LIAR reflected in sympathy
stained with a sad colour
reflected in the mirror, an expressionless face
failing IRONY In one container
failing IRONY Two different feelings
failing IRONY these incompatible things
seem to be running her down
running through her head, twin thoughts
deeply eternal, you started to ignore it
you've lost your way, running after the clock in the hole
ALICE can't get away
JEKYLL or HYDE, heterokaryon* dances
clowning with CHARISMA
genuine CRAZINESS surely, now you're
genuine CRAZINESS In the middle of a contradiction
genuine CRAZINESS you ask yourself the true meaning of your existence
blustery EGO I don't see the end of it
blustery EGO it's not like a nightmare
blustery EGO it's just an obvious situation
where the night will never see day either
To the other side of the darkening colour
the swirling emotions won't mix, each and every feeling,
I don't want to just accept I felt a little synchronization
however much I deny it, it'll never change, there is one reality
and If I can find a way to revive the meaning of existence
I want to forget the past
* heterokaryon = A cell with two separate nuclei formed by the experimental fusion of two genetically different cells.
CREVASSE (YOMI/SAKI)
When I stretched my hand out you were there
In my heart, you were still there
why did you tell me we had to separate?
even now I still don't understand
In the end, in this world, my thoughts are running
in the colourless scenery
repeats of you
the tears of time reawaken it
it can pass by as if nothing ever happened
But I can't just forget it
I resurrect the colours
When I stretched my hand out you were there
In my heart, you were still there
bit by bit, the days passed
gently, the sunlight starts to shine
the tears of time reawaken it
it can pass by as if nothing ever happened
the tears of time bloom a flower
I start to recall all the beautiful memories
that sunlight is the same as the flower's colour
and I still see you clearly
Age 18 (YOMI/SAKI)
Without even getting a say in the rules that adults decided
Only anger and emptiness came up in my chest
Though my anxiety won't disappear, I'm always chasing after a dream,
While shaking with loneliness, there's no limit in the blank future
I hold onto this vague course and advance forward
Without knowing anything, I believed in the uncertain tomorrow
I should run to the place where I can shine with my friends
I longed for that beautiful scenery in these hands
But it's hard to live for yourself honestly
To get through a lifetime, strength isn't enough
Because I'm not alone even if I part from you
Just don't forget the promise, and dream of tomorrow
My thoughts overflow and I believe in these unstoppable feelings
Don't be sorry when I can't come back again
I'll let all I can do loose now
Because if you desire strongly enough, you can get closer in a dream
So that you don't lose anybody, try to dream
I hold onto this vague course and advance forward
I believed in the uncertain tomorrow, without losing my way
These overflowing thought, this unstoppable beat
Even if the time and years flow by, I still won't forget
I'll carry on holding this unchanging dream
the FOOL (SAKI/SAKI+RU)
We run for our future.
It's never blind.
We give you much brighter dreams.
Never mind.
lulu (SAKI/HITSU/SAKI)
as they float in the blue night, the stars start to ask
ﾂ"why do you always smile with that lonely seeming face?ﾂ"
with my powerlessness, I wanted to cry, but
In my chest, in my heart, there are wings
when I close my eyes, show me the wind blowing through the town
and I'll leave myself to this soft breeze lalalulalulaﾂ…
gently, softly, now completely changes to the past
and some time, we'll meet the end of time, right?
can I love this me?
this person, this star, can I love them?
strongly pray, wish, for the glittering days, the neverending dream
In the room, the morning sun rises, and I come to my senses, lalalulalulaﾂ…
Gianism 7 (SAKI)
I'll show my completely unique figure here and now
That existence is the one and only in this world
Nothing but guys who don't have themselves gather after all
So if I wake up now, there should still be time
What do I feel? what do I want?
Hide it in your chest and your soul will take the decisive action
You can exceed the possibilities you need
Carry the pride
even trivial matters, you make fun of
Whatever kind of boos I take, in my heart I won't be confused
Get hold of the feelings of regret, for the power of tomorrow
I'll carry on showing my own good faith and preparedness
I'll go through the ideas that I imagined
Invite anger and embrace it in your chest
To the limit of forgetfulness, I'll carve my name in this earth
Hide it in your chest and your mind will take decisive action
You can exceed the necessary possibilities
Carry the pride
Morpho (SAKI) (a type of blue butterfly)
The days when I travel, without planning to go
Nothing but pretense, glorified with decorations, in this town
Though there is no actual form or shadow, thereﾂ's still something to seize in your chest right?
The butterfly with blue wings now, rose into the sky right before my eyes
And that's it, it's a nothing special everyday scene
It carries no meaning, but a hint is being hidden
And if you find it, something should change
I was damaging that person, I hurt that person
In those days I tried to defend my body, spilling lies
I always combined our pace, pushed myself into a mould I can't mix with
Only hard feelings overflow and I'm scared I gradually won't be able to move
About the things I locked away, I want to cry now
I quietly put the ALBUM away, now, I'll search for new scenery
I don't need an adaptation of the same photograph
Because I don't want to hurt anyone, I put it all away in my heart
And I know that nothing will change, but
Even though my head understands, My body doesn't move with my thoughts
I couldn't like this kind of ﾂ'me'
Tomorrow's tomorrow, and the tomorrow after, it's just repetition of the same days
It's boring isn't it? To live when you can't see the meaning
It's amazing itﾂ's such a common thing, and I don't like spelling the words
But I'll leave them here, Because there's a time when I'll need them
Black sick Spider (RU)
Complete darkness spreads, dyed in black, I see this sad world's end
Entertained in threads of CHAOS, the SPIDER slips out, hunting butterfly's wings
I tell DRAMATIC ideals
This vice of boasting won't stop, and even now that won't change
I want to hide my ugly body
It's been decorated with the wings I plucked off
Beautiful speckles, the colour of life
I've lost something, something's broken
While frozen, I'm scared in this darkness
Even though I have everything
In this world, I am alone
And I can't return to the clear skies