Shizuka142
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- 30 Jun 2010
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Ah, this is totally unrelated but I have something to say. Humans will hold anyone with pride. They'll want to be protected.
They'll look out for others. I think there are a lot of things
But in order to earn all of these, sometimes it becomes important to make huge sacrifices.
So naturally, it's the same for us, and it's not as if we can say ﾂ'No, no, we'll do what we like and say what we want to and be happy!'
To begin with, before we started being acknowledged for what we do by so many people, we have seen times when.......we weren't able to manage even the most ordinary of lifestyles.We didn't even have a hold over the matter of whether or not we'd be able to eat if we didn't have money.
If one did a part-time job, not only were the blond hair an issue, but being absent at the Live also brought us cold looks. Honestly speaking, it also brought in rather vexing thoughts.Now, we've attained a normal standard of living, and matters such as ﾂ'Worries over food!' have ended. But we've never been complacent about it. Truly. When you see what we say, you might think ﾂ"Wow~, this person is always on the move visiting one place after the other and having fun!ﾂ".I suppose it would be the same for anybody. (laughs)
But, that is just my way of letting my feelings out, and also my source of strength for the next day.I wonder if there is anything more private about me than what is here.
It might sound strange, but even when I write ﾂ'I'm off to have fun!', it actually is just me sitting in front of the Mac.That's because, I can't write something like ﾂ'I'm making an awesome song right now!' you know. (laughs). Though I do write about making songs once in a whileﾂ…I'm gradually loosing track of what I wanted to sayﾂ…Well, in any case, in this stressful society, there is nobody who can work at ease just with their optimism, ........so I think everybody works hard, holds onto their pride and boast and works hard.What gets sacrificed in all of this? How does one let out the stress?
I think there is complete personal freedom in this matter. It's good to go to Lives. It's also good to go drinking. Or even to hold a party. I don't think one can deny any of these things. In my case, I've sacrificed my privacy.Honestly speaking, I wanted to hold those parties!!
Thanks to all of you, the GazettE has become an ultimate team one can feel proud of. From the bottom of my heart, I feel how I could never commit an act of betrayal to those people who have always sustained this team. On the other hand, I don't want to deny this either. .....
After today, there'll never be a need for me to speak to such an extent, but I just felt like talking, somehow. I'm not particularly unwell or anything. It's just something or the other, you know. Is it just a night when I'm feeling like talking? I think it's nice even if there are such nights. If I talk this frankly, I get told told by the staff at the office how I ﾂ"Spoke too much^^;;ﾂ"! (laughs). Well, with this, I think I'll go and rest because there's a Live tomorrow again. All of you go to sleep quickly too!^^