I Think ill put more of the story up now
Its been long enough to keep u waiting
"I can't love you too Reita. I'm sorry…"
No, I'm sorry, he thought, for loving you.
"Reita! Hurry up in there! I gotta piss man!", his lover yelled at the door.
sighs. He opens the door.
"And for god sakes! Put on some clothes!"
"But…"
"Don't but me! Now get cleaned up! We have company coming over."
"But, I was until-"
SMACK
"I said don't but me!"
Reita sinks to the floor crying.
"Jesus! Not this again!"
The man goes to the bathroom and disappears again, leaving Reita on the floor to wallow in his own self-pity. He could easily leave this man if he put his mind to it, but he couldn't. He just couldn't. Ruki was all he had.
He stopped the water and slid into the tub, enjoying the warm water. Warm like the man he thought of so much.
"Aoi….", the name slipped out into the empty room, echoing. He was almost afraid Ruki would hear him. Afraid he would get hit again.
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Later
Reita starred at himself in a full-length mirror. White pants, white shirt, white shoes, pale blonde hair combed up in a fo-hawk, in his face, obscuring his eyes. He sat with an eye lining pencil, applying his makeup. Kai, Uruha, and…..Aoi would be there at any given moment. So, to make Ruki happy he would need to be ready in time for their arrival. Doorbell. They're here. He hurriedly applied the rest of his makeup and headed for the door.
"Hey Reita! Long time no see!", said Kai as he walked in, Uruha close behind, and then Aoi.
"Hello dear~!", Uruha said as he passed him.
Aoi stopped and looked at Reita,"Hi…", he said softly.
"Hi Aoi…", was the response. Not the one Aoi wanted to hear.
"What's up boys!?", Ruki said cheerfully as he walked into the room. He sat near Kai.
"What's up man!", Kai responded.
"Hello Ru ru~!", was Uruhas.
"What did I tell you about the Ru ru name? Huh Urine!"
They hug. Good friends. They always have been. They love to dis on each other. They've known each other since they were three, so they were like brothers. Their little love hate relationship didn't bother me, but it seemed to itch at Aoi. He starred at Ruki with hate in his eyes. Reita could see it. He really did hate Ruki. For what reason was unknown. Reita stood slowly.
"Hey! Where you going Rei?", Said Kai.
"I'll be back…"
Aoi's eyes followed Reita as he walked back to the bedroom. Then he, himself, followed.
"Hey Reita…"
Reita turned around to look into the eyes he so adored. Aoi stood before him, in straight black, leather straps around his wrists and neck, and a cross about his neck. He stared into Reita's eyes searching. But for what? An answer?
Reita sinks to the bed and begins to smoke a cig. Aoi looks at him confused.
"I thought you quit?"
"I did…",Rita responded.
"But you're smoking…", sits beside him, "ahhh, never mind. Your body."
Reita begins to laugh a little.
"What? What is it?", Aio asks.
"Just the fact that you're a chain smoker and your telling me to quit."
Aoi shoves Reita a little and begins to laugh too. Suddenly they both stop. Reita looks at Aoi as he sits on the bed beside him. Smoking. Smoking away like he always did. Always has as long as Reita could remember.
"Aoi…"
"Hmmmm?"
"Why do you love Uruha?"
"What? Why?"
"Why do you love him? What does he do to make you love him?"
"He doesn't make me love him. I choose to love him. I don't know what it is but something says I have to be with him, no one else……why do you ask such questions Rei?"
"No reason…"
"Rei, Rei, Rei, you know you can't lie to me, you never have been able to. Now, whats on your mind?"
"I……forget it. Forget I even said anything!"
Reita storms to the bathroom leaving Aoi sitting in confusement.
"wha~!? What the hell Rei!?"
Reita sat on the toilet seat thinking. Stupid! STUPID! He thought. What were you thinking asking that no baka okama~! KUSO! KUSO! KUSO!
"Why are you yelling **** in there!?", Aoi yelled from the other side of the door.
I said that out loud? He thought. KUSO!
"Stop that!"
"YAROU!"
"That's enough young man! Your grounded!", Aoi said with a laugh, "Now open this door!"
Ruki enters the room.
"What the hell is going on in here!?"
Aoi stares at him. He knows about the things he does to Reita. Knows of the bruises.
"Reita lock himself in there, but I'll take care of him, okay?"
"NO! Not okay! Reita! Open this god damn door now!"
"No need to cuse at him man!", Aoi said.
"Shut up Aoi! Let me take "care" of him!"
"Care!? What kind of CARE do you show for him huh!?", Aoi screamed at Ruki, "You show no love towards him! NONE! I love the guy more than you ever would and I'm just his friend! I'm not even with the guy!"
Ruki's face grew red.
"He's mine got that! He belongs to me! His *** belongs to me!"
Reita listened through the door as Ruki's anger grew.
"Jesus Christ! You're an idiot! You know that Ruki!?", Aoi said as he began to bang on the door. "Come on Reita! We're leaving!"
"He's not going with you!"
"Boys please!", Uruha cried as he came into the room with Kai.
Reita sat crying on the toilet. What do I do, he thought, Ruki will surely leave me now!
"Come on Rei! Lets go!"
Ruki jerks Aoi's arm back and then attempts to hit him.
"RUKI!", Uruha screamed as he pushed Ruki away from Aoi.
"Reita dear! Come on, your going home with Aoi and me!"
Reita perks up abit. He wants me to come home with him? Reita unlocks the door and opens it only to meet Ruki's fist. Reita falls to the floor with a thud.
"You son of a…", Aoi hits Ruki in the face and Ruki stumbles back a bit. He looks at Aoi then at his hand that had blood on it from his lip. Ruki stares down at Reita who's nose bandana was now soaked in blood. He smiles, pleased with his work. Aoi helps Reita up.
"Fine. Take him, but Reita…",Ruki started, "Don't think I'm going to take you back after this."
With that Ruki walks out and then out the front door.
****
later
"Reita, you should really stay away from him….I mean, look what he's done to you.", Uruha said as he attempted to take off Reita's nose bandana. Reita pulls away from him.
"I'm fine, really…" –sighs- "I miss him already…"
"NO! You stay away from him Reita! He hurts you. I can't stand a friend to get hurt…"
Aoi walks in.
"Come on Rei, lets get your room set up."
Reita follows Aoi in to a room with just a bed and a dresser. Aoi rubs the back of his own head, "Sorry, I'm not much of a decorator. Plus we just moved in."-laughs-
"Thank you Aoi…"
"For what Rei?"
"Everything."
"No problem man. You're my best friend. I would do anything for you."
Aoi throws a blanket and a pillow on the bed.
"There you go! Home sweet home babe!"
Reita smiles a little. Thank you Aoi, he thought, thank you for everything that you've ever done for me……thank you for ruining my life….
The next day Reita awoke to an empty house, or so he thought.
"****~!"
"what the…", Reita walks towards the kitchen only to find Aoi in the middle of a smoke cloud.
"Aoi, what happened?"
Aoi laughs a bit, "Breakfast?" he asked as he held up a pan with a smouldering egg in it.
"Ahhhhhhh….."
"I know, Kai can cook better than me…….lets go out. You want to?"
Reita stares at his friend for a moment.
"Sure Aoi."
Aoi looks down at his smoke stained clothes, then at Reita. He points towards the bedroom and laughs, "I won't be long."
Reita smiles sweetly as he watches Aoi go to the room to change. He sat thinking about Ruki.
'Don't think I'm going to take you back after this.'
I miss you Ruki, he thought. I miss you so ******* much.
"Ready?" Aoi chirped cheerfully as he walked into the room.
He was wearing a tight black shirt, white over shirt, and torn blue jeans. Leather around his neck and wrist like always. Reita smiled.
"Where's Uruha?" he asked.
"Ah, he said he was going with Ruki to the mall or something like that. I was half asleep when he told me, so he could have said anything. So~! You going to wear that out or do you want to borrow something of mine, hmmm?"
Reita looked down at himself. Blood stains everywhere and he was still wearing the blood soaked bandana over his nose.
Aoi looked at it.
"You going to take that thing off or what?"
Reita shrugs, "I don't know."
Aoi stares at him for a moment then pulls out a cig and lights it. He takes a drag then offers it to Reita.
"Smoke?"
Reita looks up at him then at the cig. He takes it and smokes a bit. He stares up at Aoi from the chair.
"I think I'm going to go change now…" Reita said as he stood up and walked towards Aoi's room.
"Shirts are to the left in the closet and pants are to the right…..Don't touch my underwear!"
"Like I would want to touch Uruha jizz!"
"Hey now piece of ***! Uruha and I never have done anything!"
Reita stops and turns around, "Did you just call me piece of ***?"
"Yep! It's your new name! Piece of ***! It's my duty to find you someone and until I do, your *** is mine despite what you say, got it?"
It takes a moment for Reita's brain to register what Aoi had just said. He smiles and then laughs.
"What? What is it!?"
"I just thought of a name for you!"
"And?"
"Loser-bunny!", Reita says with a burst of laughter.
"Loser-bunny? All right piece of ***! Lets go out! Lets paint the town red!"
Reita looks down at himself, "Well, we will after I'm not so red", he starts to laugh.
Aoi sits in the chair, "I'll be right here when you're ready, okay?"
Reita smiles and walks to the room.
Maybe I'll see Ruki when we're out, he thought, maybe he still loves me. Maybe he can be together again. Maybe….)
Reita was dressed in Aoi's best leather pants and an open chest vest. He tore up his old shirt to make a new nose bandana. They were having the time of their lives. Liquor, bars, friends.
Afterwards they went back to Reita's house to get his stuff. Drunk and laughing, they stumbled up the porch stairs telling each other to shhhhh. They get to the door and Reita fumbles with his keys to the door. He drops them and laughs.
"Aoi, I dropped the keys. Get em…"
Aoi looks at the keys then at Reita, "Your funny you know that?"
Aoi smirks a drunken smirk.
"I got an idea Reita. We'll lean down together and you grab them, okay?"
Reita nods. They both lean slowly and about fall as Reita grabs for the keys.
"WOOOOOOOO~! We got em Reita~! Go us~!"
"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!"
Reita unlocks the door and slowly opens it. The house was empty, good. No Ruki to deal with. They walk in slowly and turn on the light in the front room.
"This way Aoi", Reita said as he pulled him in that direction. They walk into the room, which was trashed by guessing a Ruki rampage. Reita frowned and went into the room, leaving Aoi standing in the doorway. Aoi swipes his hand in front of his face.
"Come on Reita it stinks in here, let's go."
"Just wait, okay?"
Aoi walks into the front room, sits and flicks on the T.V. Reita listens as the channels are flicked. News, games, random shows. Reita shakes his head and laughs slightly from the sudden dizziness he felt. He stops laughing when he hears a sound from the front of the house. Ruki had just walked in the front door. Thankfully, Aoi had managed to hide until Ruki had left the room and then he ran out the front door, leaving Reita on his own. Ruki walks into the room only to find the drunken Reita standing before him.
"Well well well, hi there lovely."
Obviously he was drunk as well, because other wise he would of already beat the hell out of Reita. Reita glanced at him, then at the floor. "Hi Ruki." He mumbled.
Ruki walks over to him and wraps his arms around him.
"What's wrong baby? Didn't you miss me?"
Reita hugs back, "Of course."
Ruki looks deep into his eyes and then kisses him. Reita melts in his arms. I missed you Ruki, he thought, I missed this.
They slowly make their way to the bed, stripping as they go, and made the most passionate love Reita has ever had.
Reita woke the next morning, hung over and head hurting. ****, he thought, what happened? He slowly got up and walked towards the bathroom, he looked around, realizing he was at his house. What the ****, he thought, why?
The memories returned to him slowly. Partying, coming to get things, Aoi….
"Where's Aoi?"
"He left you here," said Ruki as he walked into the room. Reita flinches upon hearing his voice.
"Alone," Ruki started walking towards Reita, "with me."
"Wha-!? Why!?"
"What's wrong baby? Didn't you miss me at all?", he said as he grips Reita's shoulders tightly. Reita flinches from the pain.
"Stop that. Please."
"Awwwww, poor thing. You weren't complaining last night when I ****** you, and this hurts you??", tightens grip.
"Stop!", Screamed Reita as he pulled away from Ruki.
"******' *****!", slaps Reita, "Don't ever! EVER! Pull away from me!"
Reita glares at him with hatred in his eyes.
"What is this? Who taught you to glare at me like that? Aoi did didn't he!?"
"No one taught me. I just realized I hate you.", Reita hisses at him.
Ruki's face slowly grows red with anger. Finally he lets lose and punches Reita in the face, nose to be exact. Then again, and again, and again.
Beating him to the floor. Still, after the beating, Reita does not cry, he can't. He glares up at Ruki.
"I HATE you Ruki."
Ruki kicks him in the ribs hard.
"THAT'S ENOUGH RUKI!!!"
Reita lifts his head up off the ground to see who had walked in. The hands, leather straps about the wrist.
"Aoi?"
He looks down at Reita, "In the flesh ***."
"Psshhh~! What's he gonna do!? –Laughs- "Beat me up fo-"
Aoi hits him in the side of the head and knocks him out.
"Come on Rei, lets get out of here.", pulls at Reita's arm, trying to get him to his feet.
Slowly, Reita gets up and leans on Aoi for support.
They walk out the door, to Aoi's car, and drive away.
"Reita what was wrong with you staying there last night? You knew he'd come back."
Reita looks over at Aoi, not really listening to what he was saying. He knew what had really happened. He was left there. Left for Ruki to deal with. Aoi had run out. Left by his best friend. He lowers his head and stares at the floorboard of the car. Blood still dropping from his nose and mouth. Bruised eye and ribs, possibly broken.
"Here…", Aoi said as he pulls over and pulls out a handkerchief and hands it to Reita.
Reita looks up briefly, taking the handkerchief and mumbles a thank you. Aoi silently watches him clean the blood off his face.
"I'm sorry Reita."
Reita looks up from his work to Aoi.
"What?"
"I left you there right? I'm sorry. I was drunk."
"You think a sorry is going to fix this?" Reita said angrily as he points at his face. Aoi frowns at the site.
"I didn't mean for that to happen Rei, you know that."
Reita continues to clean his face ignoring Aoi. Aoi stares for a few more seconds, sighs, then slowly starts driving again.
"****, and we have a photo shoot today Rei."
"I know." Reita mumbles, "How do you think I feel?"
"Rei please don't"
Reita looks up at Aoi, blood still seeping through his face wrapping.
"Don't bleed to death ok Aoi." Reita says with a mean hiss in his voice. Aoi looks over at him and smirks.
"You're not going to die Rei." he says with a laugh.
"It's not funny!"
"I know, I know I shouldn't laugh, but you're just too cute when you're in pain."
Reita continues to stare then slowly a smile appears on his face, knowing Aoi was trying to get him to.
"Ah, there's the Rei I know." He says with a smile.
"shut up", Reita says as he gives Aoi a slight shove.
Aoi smiles at him then looks back to the road. Reita lies down in the seat and lays his head in Aoi's lap, tilting his head to the side cause of the bleeding. Aoi looks down at him then back at the road. Smiling, he reaches down, laying a hand on Reita, playing with his hair gently.
"You're my best friend Aoi…"
Aoi smiles silently and pets Reita's hair.
"I know Reita, I know."
Later that day
"WHAT THE HELL~!? Aoi what happened to him~!?" the manager yelled pointing at Reita.
"He-"
"Fell down the stairs." Reita interrupted, "I fell"
Aoi glares at Reita then sighs, starring at the floor.
"Yeah, he fell."
I Wrote more on paper but i havent had chance to put it on the compter yet lmao Enjoy please tell me what think