i got a big dissapointment today... when i t old my mom and dad that i want to go be a exchange student to Japan they were very supportive and accepting to this thing but today my mom sayd that they were just kidding...
if she really meant that than they must have a veryvery bad humor. it's not funny... it's as good as i tell them that i'm not pregnant and they will breathe more easier... but when i get fatter they say: '' we thought you told us that your not,you know...'' and than i say '' i was just kidding ^^.'' (that's not really true... iwas just bringing a example
)...
and they wont let me study Japanese too becaus they think it's stupid... i mean i have the money to pay for all that... but they just wont let me :S.
and they usually say ''yes, we can buy that/travel there/invest there...money is no problem to us ^^.'' but when i want to go somewhere than everything is:'' do you think money grows on trees?? we dont have so muvh money for that/to send you travelling/to buy that'' ... and when my mom goed shopping she goes anywhere expensive to buy several work costumes or just nice clothes... but when i want to have a blouse or a pair of jeans than we suddenly dont have no more money :S.
they ARE wierd...
well i'm still interested in Ruki's dog name
does someone know??
i had a dream tonight that Reita allowed me to rake he's nosethingy off... first i didnt want to see it becaus i reallyreally wanted to let that nose to he's own secret(becaus he told me in the beginning of the dream that he wants to hold it back to himself.) but he really insisted to take it off... and we were alone too
... and i took it off... i held my eyes closed but he wanted me to open my eyes... so i peeked a little bit... and than i saw, he had a nosestrap/bandana there again... and than he told me to take that off too... and i took it... but there was another bandana, and i took another strap off and there was another strap and than i was pulling them off by two... and than i was tired... than i started to rip them off again... i was very quick... left hand, right hand, left, right,left,right... until there were all these nosethingys everywhere. i was now more tired but i didnt give up... so we began to sink under the bandanas and straps... i gave up... and than my mom was picking on me, so i'd wake up...
:joyful: a bit confusing, ne?