oh jeeze i really did it this time....today is a good day, yesterday i felt like everybody was attacking and trying to drag me by the hair right into a volcanoe of problems. no real reason to post some asinine vent session.
Mycernius: no i was not mad because you fixed some minuscule problem, well not even a problem really. no offence to you at all.
nice gaijin: GROW UP!! says who? i could improve on my social skills a bit though.
the main reason i posted this thread was to educate, what i know, and to recieve feed back. so i can learn and exchange information and blahblahblah.....
i get overly antsy when i post and put thought into something i am really passionate about, and it seems my voice goes unheard.
i don't expect everybody to take interest. just a little guidance and wisdom from others.
listening to others can have a mild, or huge, impact on ones perseption.
i have many emotions heating up the kettle and i am wondering why it is so important for me to apologize and try to justify my reasoning....
although we are all lands away, it matters to me that i manage to maintain amity, thus i am the libra (a very unbalanced one at that) i feel obligated to please, without destroying my dignity with bouncing betties.
well not really please, but i tend to think that it is important that people hear me. and of course i will have to work really hard to bring out any significant change and to be a part of the jref forum community, not just a regular visitor.
*sighs with discontentment*