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Haha, hurry up and grow up. It sucks cause everyone else I know is 21+, and I'm still only 20. I started school early so I was always the youngest, and now it sucks b/c I can't do all of the things that everyone else can do, stupid laws. Hey, I'm legal in Japan, haha. I'd at least TRY to get into the 21+ shows. Chris had a funny idea of me using a fake passport (b/c they're easier to make than fake ids) and faking that I'm from another country and that I flew here just to see D'espa and acting all confused and stuff like I don't understand English very well when the bouncer or whoever is trying to let me in, haha. I can pretend I'm from like Ghana or something (haha, what a random country to think of.)

Ahh, new DVD, I wonder if I'm in it. Footage of me being raped from behind by 10 year olds and that old Japanese woman @ the concert might be on there, haha, that'd be hilarious.
 
LOL! Ghana?! That would be easy to pull off since they mainly speak English. If they gave you any guff you could always go the "It's cause I'm black!" route haha. They might let you in just so no racial tension stirs. Being hot doesn't hurt either and our outfits will be smokin'! If all else fails I'm thinking BJs while you wear that shirt you want to get Karyu HA...

We would totally be on the DVD if they show SugoiCon footage. I would laugh so hard seeing you bent over, being slammed, and going, "what?!" I laughed every time I looked over at you. Of course I felt sorry for you too, but only for a split second until I remembered you got to stare at Hizumi's man pack the entire time.
 
yay! I am so excited about this announcement. They were filming everything at sugoicon. I have this feeling we are gonna be on the dvd looking like doofs as usual. haha I remember I kept looking at you while you were getting raped by 10 year olds asking "ARE YOU OKAY????" I think Karyu knew I was looking out for you, and that made him smile haha. If you weren't okay I was going to do everything I could to protect you... that's my job at concerts protecting my girls! haha don't ask...

haha these last few posts from you two made me laugh so hard!!! Haha hurry up and grow up is such a sweet line. It is true. Our birthdays are so close, so I started school when I was young too (and technically like 17 days younger than you so HA j/k) I was just thinking I haven't gone to school since 2000. (I did to correspodance classes but that's different) Thats like almost 6 years ago! It doesn't seem that long at all.

HAHA when Tiffany said she could fake being from another country I thought of something along the lines of Ghana! It's something you could easily pull off lol. Oh man you could do the "it's cause im black" thing like when we were at the movie theater (I'll wet you, you fag! lol oh such good memories of the day after seeing despa!) I can't wait for the new memories we will have with the next tour, and all the other special events going on next year.
 
I love your smilies poison, haha, what's up with the dancing monkey?
 
wahahaha it's making me smile reading these xD
i wished i knew some Despa fans in real life..
lonely fan here
 
the real D'espairsRay? Who the hell have I been trying to rape all this time then...
"Would the real D'espairsRay please stand up? I repeat... would the real D'espairsRay please stand up?" ...oh I did not just say that... oh snap I did... lol

I would rather an 18+ show... I'll only be 20 when they come so 21+ would not be appreciated... but then some of the non-crazy-psychotic-rape-the-person-infront-of-you-up-the-***-so-you-can-reach-to-touch-Hizumi's-leg fans would really miss out and they deserve to go.
 
ah that's very true. i wonder what general age the "crazy-psychotic-rape-the-person-infront-of-you-up-the-***-so-you-can-reach-to-touch-Hizumi's-leg " people are.. o.o i hope that made sense.
 
goatz said:
wahahaha it's making me smile reading these xD
i wished i knew some Despa fans in real life..lonely fan here
Aww, at least we're making you smile. Don't feel bad, none of my friends listen to Jrock, sunsweet is the only one and I met her on here. She's also my only female friend (besides my sister)!

I have a friend in California who I thought would like D'espairsRay. He listened to some of their songs and loved them. I sent him some photos and he thought they were hot too haha. Now he says I'm turning him gay, because I'm always showing him photos of hot Japanese men (he's rather fond of Kamijo from Lareine and Toshiya from Dir en grey). I do have a friend here who likes to watch funny Jrock clips with me. He isn't a fan of the music, though.

My dad loves making fun of Jrock (Tiffany can relate)! He watched Murder Day with me and was surprised by how metal D'espairsRay are, cause he says they look like sissies lol. My mom watched Murder Day as well and she liked the fact that Hizumi also sang rather than just screaming all the time. My sister and I show her photos of Jrockers asking her opinion. So far she thinks Gackt is the most attractive. She watched part of The Code of Vulgar[ism] and picked out Toshiya as the guy I was fond of from the band haha. My dad saw part of The Code of Vulgar[ism] too, but all he had to say is that Kyo looked like a monkey haha.
 
goatz said:
ah that's very true. i wonder what general age the "crazy-psychotic-rape-the-person-infront-of-you-up-the-***-so-you-can-reach-to-touch-Hizumi's-leg " people are.. o.o i hope that made sense.
13-16 I would imagine would be about right... :? but you can get much older and agressive people who'll do anything to get closer to band members and/or touch them or just go to beat the crap out of people... you'd think adults would be a little more mature and respectful of bands and pay attention to the show music rather than being too preoccupied with beating the **** out the people around them than to listen to the band they PAID to see perform... that I don't understand... pay money and not REALLY see the show...
 
pinkkillerkisou said:
It's my own fxcking fault... don't feel sorry for me... beat me over the head and call me a stupid fxck for missing a change of a lifetime.

I'm posting this picture... got be one of the greatest pitures ever taken... Hizumi is so awesome.

Sorry for digging up such an early post, but this made me laugh. Is it just me or is there a Johnny Depp/Willy Wonka resemblance?
 
pinkkillerkisou said:
the real D'espairsRay? Who the hell have I been trying to rape all this time then...
"Would the real D'espairsRay please stand up? I repeat... would the real D'espairsRay please stand up?" ...oh I did not just say that... oh snap I did... lol

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lol...that was funny!!
 
Normphobic said:
Aww, at least we're making you smile. Don't feel bad, none of my friends listen to Jrock, sunsweet is the only one and I met her on here. She's also my only female friend (besides my sister)!
you're very nice

pinkkillerkisou said:
13-16 I would imagine would be about right... :? but you can get much older and agressive people who'll do anything to get closer to band members and/or touch them or just go to beat the crap out of people...
lol ;___; that's sad.. i certainly wished that everyone would just get into the music instead of killing everyone around them to molest the artists lol xD i hope they don't think of us as beasts who simply want to molest them
 
You're the same as me goatz!!!We live in a hole....*sob* But we must keep on hoping that one day, we will not be alone...*wind in her hair*
 
I know what you guys mean...
I can take moshing to a certain point...but then sometimes you can just tell the people arent even enjoying the music. What is the point of paying to go see a band and then just ignoring the music and beating the **** out of everyone? I think im pretty much restating what everyone else has said....ah well ^^"
 
Yeah, and headbanging to a band that is good looking is even more stupid lol! I'd much rather stand and look at the band playing their instruments (at lives I can't help but always stare at what the musicians are doing on their instruments!) It's such a nice added bonus that the band you are watching is attractive too (and has good stage presence!) It also sucks when people next to you have stinky hair and everytime they headbang that putrid smell spreads your way.
 
POISONxIVY said:
I'd much rather stand and look at the band playing their instruments (at lives I can't help but always stare at what the musicians are doing on their instruments!)

I am glad I'm not the only one....
In some live footage I'm swearing so much at the camera person who focusing is too much on the area not at guitarist what they are doing...

(sorry about my English... I'm pissed.... )
 
Oh gosh I hate so many live DVDs where the camera never stops moving! it's like you can't even see a band member for more than 2 seconds. It kind of makes me dizzy too. It must be some Japanese way of filming concerts lol.
 
Dad's being an *** again

I've been waiting nearly a month to make this one order, and now he's thinking about making me wait ANOTHER month :bite: By this rate, I won't be able to order the 12012, Gazette, or D'espa until June!!!

@ pk: I know... what the Hell does that mean? The real D'espairsRay.... who is it then in all the clips and crap?

And... I was checking fansites today for updates and found some delicious pictures of D'espa. They're a little old, from Shock Jam Edition 1, but they're still lethal









And I'm dead... _^_ *thunk*

And because they've been shrunken, I'm willing to give the original sized pictures... these are much too small to truly admire.
 
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ah, I love watching the band members play their instruments! Drums fascinate me the most...haha. I also love watching the guitars since I'm a bassist myself...and the expresions the vocalist makes can be rather amusing. see! you notice so much more when you arent moshing!
Karyu looks mighty fine in that cowboy hat...8D
zero looks strange wearing a shirt with darts in it without fake boobies...yeah...I'm done now ><"
 
Oh man thanks for those pictures average_psycho! Tsukasa ::faints:: Man having vasovagal syncope sucks for looking at Jrockers haha. I love his shirt. It looks like a shirt I would wear! He seriously looks so good there. Today I have been having a Tsukasa day anyways, so this just added to it.
 
haha I was talking to my friend Loopy about D'espairsray and this is what he said:

"HA! J-pop'n it huh? i heard of De' hairspray but a little too glammy
glam and not a single song in German!! (ridiculous!)"

HAHA! that made me laugh De' hairspray! I love it. Everyone must listen to Hanzel und Gretyl!!!!
 
Personally, I love Tsukasa's picture more (best) But I love Karyu, Zero and Hizumi as well... Those pictures are just... death. I'm so glad I found them

@ 304x: It's also quite nice to pick out particular parts in songs. For example, pay more attention to the guitar in a song, it helps you appreciate the music even more. ^^ I do that with all instruments, including vocals, and I love the songs so much more. I wish I could see D'espairsRay live so I can study them visually
 
De' hairspray
LOL...I get a kick out of Loopy! That's one thing that sucks about the whole visual thing, a lot of guys won't give the band a chance based solely on their looks. I think he would like their music a lot and I could see them touring together as well. HuG are sort of a visual band, but the makeup and dresses are replaced by lederhosen and pickelhaubes!
 
Yeah I know! We could easily say they are visual as well. I mean Vas dresses like Tsukasa or someone in Despa would, so is she VK? haha so what if shes Greek, haha! shes such a Jrocker lol.
 
Hey, no way... I thought I was the only person in the world who has vasovagal syncope... well not really the world. I've never known anyone else who has it. Hopefully you don't pass out in the bathroom and shatter toilets with your back too.

the bigger versions are better... you should have posted links AP. the Tsukasa one is so yummy and purple-ful... my favorite color.... Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! sorry: sorry I had to get that out ) I love his hair... I wish mine would do that... I just bought a shirt like that one Zero is wearing today I sound hyper (though I'm not really XD) I'm even annoying myself so I'll shut up...
 
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