+D'espairsRay+

Well, I'm glad you tried.

I believe you...

Fine. But after your beating I ban you from calling yourself useless!

I think I did it again... but I don't remember... it's all so hazy... I think I woke up and typed and apology for doing it again... and then fell right back asleep... but that could have been a dream

Can't I be useless later... like when I need another beating?

I apologise already to the people this belongs to, but I saw some accounts (on a forum) of D'espairsRay live and I just have to quote them here!

colorfulhyde said:

I got a guitar pick from Zero yay! ^________________________^
He reached out to give the pick to no other than ME! (I think ?..) .cause he was like reaching for my hand ...and when he finally reached me he put the pick on my hand .........but, there was this guy ...(the one who hit me with the metal spikes bracelet and the 25 cent discount make-up) kind of slapped my hand and HOLY CRAP ..........the pick fell out from my hand ........ But, when the concert was over ........... I looked in the place where I kind of saw it falling and guess what?.. I FOUND IT!!!!

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Luckyyyyyyy!

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had my picture taken with the band first, none of us with BS passes actually looked where we were going when we went to stand with them, I guess due to 'omg I can't look at them without turning red'.........
Then we got to take a picture with our favorite member, and I chose Karyu. He looked so happy to be chosen I nearly melted. XD As we walked over towards eachother to have our picture taken, Harry from Jpophouse who was taking the pictures pauses, lowers the camera, points at us, giggles and says "Haha, same size!" and everyone chuckled. (I'm really tall for a girl. I'm 6'2" and Karyu is only 6' but in his shoes, we were exactly the same height XD; and that's when I stopped and stood there, waiting for Karyu to stop walking, as when everyone else had their pictures taken with their favorite member, (everyone got picked once ^^) each person had stood with enough space between them and their fav member for someone small to fit inbetween. But Karyu didn't stop. XD He walked right up to me, wound up pressing the side of his body against mine, and put his arm around my waist and his hand on my hip I nearly had a heart attack XDDD

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OMG!

After it was all over each member came over to us and shook our hands, Hizumi had a really firm grasp, Karyu shook hands like he was trying to squeeze the life out of your hand; he comletely had a death grip @__o, Zero did the girly hand shake where rather than grabbing the whole hand you only grab the fingers of the other person, haha. Tsukasa was the only one who had a normal hand shake

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Yeah, random facts about D'espa handshakes for ya....

how much the band was groped, I wasn't sure if they'd ever even want to come back ^^; ...although Hizumi and Karyu did rather seem to enjoy touching themselves and doing perverted things with water bottles and Hizumi did cover this one girls hand who was groping him and smooshed her hand into his crotch and made her hand rub it XD That last concert can only be described as one giant orgy

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And finally to keep up the pervity of the thread to a suitably disrespectable level! I'm sure the band had a great time....

DAMN... I had two chances to have any of those things happen to me. *starts stabbing self with anything within reaching distance*

If that site AP posted is correct... I'll have atleast one more chance. Damn 3 chances... that's more than I usually get... must be destiny I see them live

-sniffs- Kinsao!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You know how much you torture me with things like that?

I'll never be able to go unless they come to Edmonton!!!

I wish I could go, and I really did try to bribe my dad into letting me go, I offered so many things, and I got nowhere. He even said it was pointless for me to have even tried

Damn you for making me feel this way again!!!

-knows she can't hate you and cries in the corner of her room-

Average_Psycho said:

-knows she can't hate you and cries in the corner of her room-

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Well, you can hate me, in fact. Not like I can stop it.

Makes no difference to me, though.

-screams- IT'S ON THE SECOND PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And no, I can't hate you Kinsao. You're just too nice. And great to be around. I can't hate someone like that (no matter how much I wish I could).

Average_Psycho said:

-screams- IT'S ON THE SECOND PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And no, I can't hate you Kinsao. You're just too nice. And great to be around. I can't hate someone like that (no matter how much I wish I could).

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NOT THE SECOND PAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~bumps thread~

Umm... ~cue pervity~ ... I'm struggling...
Interviewer: "What are your charm points?"
Hizumi: "Nipples."
I have no idea what interview is that from, but...

And here is a link to the site of the person who creates D'espa's costumes!

http://www.yukari-ohba.com/

Wheeee!

Awwww - thanks Average. Yeeeeeee Haaaaaa! Someone thinks I'm nice!

What a fantastic answer

Oooh!!! I have a feeling I'm going to be cosplaying as someone from D'espa.. not entirely sure yet, but... when my hairs long enough, I am DEFINATELY getting my hair dyed and braided like Zero's!! It'd be GREAT! <----- -hasn't been happy in a long time-

I'm back... my apologies for the ebilness that caused the D'espairsRay thread to fall to the second page... I haven't been on here in 4 days... and I was only on the road for 2 :sorry: *hands whip to Tsukasa and prepares for beating*

I suppose I can tell you guys about "Stuckey's" It wouldn't be right not to share a few pervy things I discovered on the way home... Stuckey's was a brilliant little store... it was part convenience store... part diner... first thing I noticed when I walked in was the caaandy (not surprising... ) omg... so much candy... and lots I'd never heard of that was Stuckey's brand... then I noticed the jellies/marmalades/spreads ...so many weird combinations... also many I never heard of... it was completely awesome... but anyway... on with the pervy... I was there a while cause everyone was eating... but I was ill... so I didn't eat anything... I wander throught the souvenir section... and there I saw it... a large selection of paddles (AP can truly appreciate this... XDDD) I called my sister over to see... and there was this one that had a heart-shaped cushion on it... I laughed and said... "Well that totally defeats the purpose of a paddle... putting a cusion on it" my sister took it from me and hit me with it... it couldn't even feel it... how awful... what a disgrace to the other paddles... can;t get a proper spanking... it's just... it's blasphemy is what it is... she hit me with the backside that wasn't cushioned... and I laughed and said she could hit me harder... she looked at me weird and walked away... I "almost" bought one... but none of them seemed right... there was one that said "Attitude Adjuster" ...that was almost perfect. It was too lightweight... am I picky? :? Anyway... they had whips too... but they sucked... not of them were high quality... and most were more along the lines of cowboy whips... I don't ride cowboys... :? so I didn't bother with them... there were lots of things... like this naked chick and her boobs were salt and pepper shakers... I think the thing that stuck out most in my mind were the "Texas Horny Toad" and "Texas Horny Hillbilly" ...umm. They were in these boxes... and I had an idea of what they may look like... but when I opened the box... it was even worse (...and that's saying alot considering what I was imagining XD) ...the frog... omg... I thought I would die of lack of oxygen from laughing so hard... it was a squishy toad with like the biggest unproportional erect penis ever... _^_ <--*falls over dead* it was so squishy... and the hillbilly one was so disturbing... same concept... huge penis... ummm... I didn't want to touch that one... you may understand why... unless you don't know what a "hillbilly" looks like anyway... there were many lovely perverted things there... I don't think I'll ever forget that place... or the squishy horny toad... I want to poke it again...

LMAO PK! I love your pervy accounts..... You are lucky to find such a great store. I suppose I live just up the road from the oldest sex shop in the city, so I can't complain too much...

Cushioned paddles... ttttttt... whatever will they think of next?

I don't ride cowboys

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lol I once had a siggy for a while "Don't ride a horse, ride a cowboy". You should listen to me, I know what I'm talking about!

(yeah well, maybe not, ok ok.... )

I think the thing that stuck out most in my mind...

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You have such a good way with words..................

Average_Psycho said:

I am DEFINATELY getting my hair dyed and braided like Zero's!!

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Hey cool! You'll have to post a pic when you get it done! I'm changing my appearence but I can't until late October

-hasn't been happy in a long time-

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Awww such a shame Well, at least you feel happy now, long may it continue!

Aww... but you have a kink shop. ...no wait. There are like atleast 3 I can think of off the top of my head and one just 5 minutes from my house. I wonder if it got damaged... I'll ask my friend... she works there :? If it is... I can go pilfer the goodies left behind... and err... nevermind... everything is so contaminated... bad idea...

I know... I was appalled really... cushioned paddle... that's like... unawesomeification all over the place... it barely tickled.

I knew someone had that as their sig... I didn't know it was you.

aww... thanks... you really think so...

Tickling is the ultimate secret weapon. It can reduce a strong man to a gibbering wreck within seconds. I wouldn't opt for a cushioned paddle, though...

Oh yeah - I really think so.

Unless they aren't ticklish... which is ebil.



Umm... I don't want to cause conflict... but I'm kind of curious what everyone thinks is D'espairsRay's most creative song... I know they are all amazing... there isn't a single song I don't like but if it was life or death and you had to pick what would you choose? I thought about this while trying to go to sleep... I came to the conclusion if I had to pick or be killed... I'd say yste[M] ...my reasoning? Just listen to it... it's increbibly brilliant. It's just really diverse... I love in the middle of the song where there's Karyu's guitar solo then it goes into bass solo... then drum and bass... then the guitar comes back in... it's mindnumbing... I just think it's an incredible song... I suck at explaining though... but if you listen closely... you may understand why I picked it. :?

...and then I thought... what about favorite song? This was so hard... I thought my head would explode... I finally came to the decision "Forbidden" it was really hard... but if I had to choose or die I would pick "Forbidden"... but I almost picked either MaVERICK, Garnet, Dear, or Marry of the Blood ...it's so hard. I picked "Forbidden" ...umm cause I'm madly addicted to it... I probly listen to it more than any other song... and more than any song by any band too.

Now it's your turn... I suffered enough.

Worship me... mwahahahahahahehehe!!!! *evil giggle*

I have found Ori no naka de miru yume the Animal Mania version (Animal Mania was D'espairsRay's alter ego band ) I am seriously madly in love with it... I love the strangely sexy howling and strange bird(?) noises they make. ...I have uploaded it for you guys cause I'm so nice like that. Love me damnit! (I am happy to say... my computer is running much faster... I never thought I would ever call my home internet connection fast... but compared to the hotel connection... well... )

Umm... it's on the same single as Ori no naka de miru yume... most people just don't acknoweldge it cause it's not "techinically" D'espairsRay... fools. Anyway... I uploaded the scan of the single just for the hell of it too. Maybe you might be interested to see what it looked like. *shrugs* (it's track #2 on the single... just incase you couldn't figure it out on your own... )


Animal Mania - Ori no naka de miru yume

I still can't get over the fact that that people disregard this song as part of the single... I was shocked to hear it was on there...

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -tackles pk to the ground- I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO worried!!! I missed you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!!!!!!

pinkkillerkisou said:

I'm kind of curious what everyone thinks is D'espairsRay's most creative song...

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Wow, that's a difficult one! Ummm, I don't have enough D'espa to say, really. [Coll:Set] is the only full album I have.

I'd say yste[M] ...my reasoning? Just listen to it... it's increbibly brilliant. It's just really diverse... I love in the middle of the song where there's Karyu's guitar solo then it goes into bass solo... then drum and bass... then the guitar comes back in... it's mindnumbing... I just think it's an incredible song...

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Eeeeeeee! I have yste[M]!!! But I really... ~falls through floor~ don't remember well enough... ~hides~

Yikes! I must listen to it again tonight! It sounds awesome from the description!

...and then I thought... what about favorite song? This was so hard... I thought my head would explode... I finally came to the decision "Forbidden" it was really hard... but if I had to choose or die I would pick "Forbidden"... but I almost picked either MaVERICK, Garnet, Dear, or Marry of the Blood ...it's so hard. I picked "Forbidden" ...umm cause I'm madly addicted to it... I probly listen to it more than any other song... and more than any song by any band too.

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Yaaaaaaaaaaay! ~dances the stupid dance~ I adore that song. I can't live (or sleep!) without it!

Although Garnet is definitely a close second for me. But Forbidden takes the cake, methinks.

I have found Ori no naka de miru yume the Animal Mania version (Animal Mania was D'espairsRay's alter ego band )

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Thank you so much!

Umm... well then... which do you think is most creative from what you've heard so far?

WHAT??? Well go listen... hurry... but don't trip on the way.

It's just... _^_ <--*dead* I don't know... umm... when I first got my cd I ofcourse was a little more adjusted to Marry of the Blood ~bloody minded mix~ and Born ~white stream mix~ cause they were familiar... somewhat... but the songs that stuck out in my mind most (yes... I am using that phrase again... I use it alot... no one's ever thought it pervy before though... until you... ) were Dear and "Forbidden" ...I don't know why :? I just love "Forbidden" ...there's just some unexplainable compelling force in that song... it makes me want to sacrifice myself to D'espa

pinkkillerkisou said:

I just love "Forbidden" ...there's just some unexplainable compelling force in that song... it makes me want to sacrifice myself to D'espa

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My thoughts EXACTLY!!!
In fact, I think I even posted some such thing, away back.... :?
It is a very good way of putting it - "unexplainable compelling force".

Kinsao said:

Is it just me, or does Forbidden also make you want to totally sacrifice yourself to all of them? :?

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~lol @ Kinsao quoting self~

There you go.

I'm glad it's not just me.

Did you really... It was probly while I was gone... I missed lots of stuff... I should go back and read them... I still havent made my huge reply to AP... I bet she thinks I forgot...

Well it is... there's no reasonable explaination for why... I just want to surrender... which is very unlike me...

No... of course not... it's not just you...

pinkkillerkisou said:

... which is very unlike me...

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......... yeah........ and me...........

They DO THAT! D'espa have the power! (<-- doesn't know whether to laugh or cry)

but I'm not worried... much...

<--*thinks laughing is appropriate* (actually... I had something else in mind... but we have no ravish/bondage smilies )

Yes, I *do*think you've forgotten about that post. Funny, I never even bothered to mention it

And to answer your question... I think that Hai to Ame is really creative. I love the beginning. I love the piano, and then the solo part in it. I just love it! It's a fantastic song. Every little finicky aspect of it, I simply love. It's quite possibly my favorite D'espairsRay song too... although, I love Garnet, BORN, Reddish -DIVA version-, and Tainted World very much as well. I think Hai to Ame is an all-around great song. Call me weird, but I love piano I wonder who plays it in the song.... :? Oh, and I think that a songs that sound similar to Hai to Ame, similar, like... as in soft-y-like and heavy as well, would be really great.



*pokes pk* I've been waiting on msn for you for a while now.........

No... I haven't... I actually have typed up half the response...

No... Hai to Ame is gorgeous... Aberu to Kain... it is also good... I have been listening to it a lot lately...

I thought you weren't going to be on tonight... Or did I make that up... I've been on the phone for hours with my friend talking about weird stuff like the sexiness of certain jrockers voices... but other intellictually stimulating type of things too... No really... I can have serious discussions... I swear... XDDD