AdjeYen
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Konnichiwa!
Okay, where should I start, how should I put it down, mhm... :?
Well, I'm 26 years old and I've been dreaming big ever since I graduated high school and after that I started my very own business and well, yeah, I'm pleased with it, it's going well but...I feel like I haven't been happy ever since.
I feel like I don't even belong here, the people are changing, dark days are coming ahead, the weather stinks and so on and on and on...
Time sure flies by, I've been thinking like this years and didn't risk anything (yes, I'm a fool for that), I guess it's true when they say: "Those who will not risk cannot win".
I also feel like my time's over, when I say "over", I don't mean like: "Wow, I should find a girlfriend and get married and have lots of children and live the rest of my life working my a** of and feeding them until I die" lol, I mean more like: "I'm 26 years old, it is already too late to do anythin' useful, it is too late to achieve my dreams, I should just stick to my business and continue living as a puppet".
I had the opportunity to move to Germany with my ex-korean gf, but I refused because I was too young and naive, I do regret it, yes, but I can't change the past and I should just leave it by and concentrate on what is happening now.
I have a thing for Japan, and I don't want make people think like: "Jesus, another wannabe freak who's obsessed with Japan, why doesn't they/he just stick to their country, culture, their people and stop acting like they're special or something".
I've been hearing this somewhere...I can't change that, I'm raised like that, ever since my 5 year I'm fascinated with Japan, well, who isn't?
I don't know if I could do anythin', I would like to visit Japan and spend some time there and see how things are going to be, I've heard nothin' but positive stuff 'bout it, my Croatian friend lives there with her daughter and she goes to school, they really love it.
The issue would be the money, I don't know how much the ticket would cost me, one-way or both, and I've heard the Hotel are quite expensive (the cheapest you could get), like 60 to 70$ dollar a night, correct me if I'm wrong.
I'm new to this, can anyone enlighten me on this one, what are the best options to go to school, well, let's say for example learning english if that's the case, or even living there?
If anyone is interested, I have completed 18 years of school education and after that I had no intentions of going to college or anything related to this subject. But after I think about it, I made a big mistake and since I'm 26 years old I feel like I'm just too old for this, I feel like people will laugh at me if I tell 'em what I really want to achieve.
I know it's a weird, twisted situation for my age, but if anyone can help me on what the best way to join Japan would be besides just going for a vacation, I would really appreciate it.
Thank you very much for your understanding!
Okay, where should I start, how should I put it down, mhm... :?
Well, I'm 26 years old and I've been dreaming big ever since I graduated high school and after that I started my very own business and well, yeah, I'm pleased with it, it's going well but...I feel like I haven't been happy ever since.
I feel like I don't even belong here, the people are changing, dark days are coming ahead, the weather stinks and so on and on and on...
Time sure flies by, I've been thinking like this years and didn't risk anything (yes, I'm a fool for that), I guess it's true when they say: "Those who will not risk cannot win".
I also feel like my time's over, when I say "over", I don't mean like: "Wow, I should find a girlfriend and get married and have lots of children and live the rest of my life working my a** of and feeding them until I die" lol, I mean more like: "I'm 26 years old, it is already too late to do anythin' useful, it is too late to achieve my dreams, I should just stick to my business and continue living as a puppet".
I had the opportunity to move to Germany with my ex-korean gf, but I refused because I was too young and naive, I do regret it, yes, but I can't change the past and I should just leave it by and concentrate on what is happening now.
I have a thing for Japan, and I don't want make people think like: "Jesus, another wannabe freak who's obsessed with Japan, why doesn't they/he just stick to their country, culture, their people and stop acting like they're special or something".
I've been hearing this somewhere...I can't change that, I'm raised like that, ever since my 5 year I'm fascinated with Japan, well, who isn't?
I don't know if I could do anythin', I would like to visit Japan and spend some time there and see how things are going to be, I've heard nothin' but positive stuff 'bout it, my Croatian friend lives there with her daughter and she goes to school, they really love it.
The issue would be the money, I don't know how much the ticket would cost me, one-way or both, and I've heard the Hotel are quite expensive (the cheapest you could get), like 60 to 70$ dollar a night, correct me if I'm wrong.
I'm new to this, can anyone enlighten me on this one, what are the best options to go to school, well, let's say for example learning english if that's the case, or even living there?
If anyone is interested, I have completed 18 years of school education and after that I had no intentions of going to college or anything related to this subject. But after I think about it, I made a big mistake and since I'm 26 years old I feel like I'm just too old for this, I feel like people will laugh at me if I tell 'em what I really want to achieve.
I know it's a weird, twisted situation for my age, but if anyone can help me on what the best way to join Japan would be besides just going for a vacation, I would really appreciate it.
Thank you very much for your understanding!